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its too damn hard to find a good looking good in bed nice boyfriend these days....

they all have girlfriends...and why does it seem that only creepy boys ask me out? what the fuck...

oh well i would totally rather be alone than settle, settling sucks.

school today was somewhat entertaining. we keep talking about drug use in my history of recorded music class, i...
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pandemonium:
Of course you're talking about drugs. What do you think all of those genius artists were taking to make such great music? It only makes sense.

And yeah, as a single person myself, I too say fuck relationships. As long as I don't have one I will continue to say I don't want or need one and that they're a waste of my time.

Glad to hear you're feeling better. Whoo illegal antibiotics!
rumrunner:
Wow you do sound better.It's funny what you said about settling.Those exact words rolled off my toung yesterday.
Your probably not finding the right man because we have not met yet (lol).Ha ha just kidding love,you hang in there.
Ohhh and the best thing about the black market is all the body parts you can buy.I'v already gone through 2 livers,1 heart and at least 7 nice fresh juicy brains... skull
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Thank you everyone for your wonderful well wishes....

unfortuantely i am still feeling really sick, which sucks cause i wanna go to school. I am going to fail, i am going to fail so bad. I am going to fail and i am going to live in a cardboard box in NYC, but hey, at least i will be living in NYC.

on a lighter...
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pandemonium:
Arrite, it's agreed. I'll stop and breathe and you'll do the same.

And don't worry about school. I mean, yeah, a lot of jobs require some kind of technical skills and whatnot, but come on. We're going to school for ART. You should come play piano for the band that my friends and I are trying to put together. Just an offer.

Macht schneller mit der Gesundheit
(a.k.a. Feel better soon or else)
- Rob
liquidyogi:
I'm sorry your tick Iggy, maybe you should try Spinning around REAL FAST, that usually works for me puke
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I am so sick right now... i have a 103 fever and i am dizzy....and my throat hurts so bad i can't talk...

so sick....so sick...

my doc says i eiether have mono or strep but she won't know until the end of the week..

everybody...pray that its strep. puke puke puke
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rumrunner:
awwww sugarplum
I'm soooo sorry that you are sick puke I hope you get better soon so you can get back in the saddle. If you ever need any alternitive medicine let me know (on the house).
Wish I was there to be your private nurse and get you back to being your naughty self (ahh just think of the spunge baths)..........from your loyal pirate ARRR!!!
cunninglinquist:
drink plenty of fluids and keep warm. I hope it is something that you will get over shortly.
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I can remember driving to work after a two day ecstacy binge and i remember thinking that everything was going to be alright. The way the sun came through the summer morning foliage, the way the heat touched my face, it was peace.

I can always find a halcyon moment.

am I always at some sort of peace then?

No, i am not.

Sometimes i...
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rumrunner:
Well said love.what you see,what you hear is not always what is.We are all alone inside ourselves we are lost.I think thats why we all in some way search for those that can make us feel whole.If only for a short while..... ARRR!!!
xtx:
jesus christ drugs make me feel everything.

times ten.

which isn't bad necessarily, and i've had moments like the one you described as well. life's been a pretty solitary experience for me for a while now though, and drugs are more apt to take me on an inner journey than anything else- even if only the Adderall (amphetamine) i take just to be able to focus through my A.D.D. nevertheless, i know where you're coming from about the unconventional means of relating- that's exactly my situation- i think we have similar sensibilities and tastes on a few things, looking at your profile. i love that you put you like going out alone on nice days. anyway, conventional is boring, and 98% of people don't interest me enough to attempt to relate in even my unconventional way. only the problem is that anyone that seems worth making even that effort for rarely seems to give a fuck. c'est la vie.

i got a MicroKorg yesterday; we should talk synths sometime- i'm just getting back into playing after a number of years,

or talk about the Chemical Brothers, perhaps. you never know, something somewhere somehow in some way may end up being The Passion of The Last Temptation.

are you hearin' me like i'm hearin' you?

this isThe Test

wink
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last night...qxts again...it was excellent...though my body is paying the price today...oh my god my back hurts...

this suicide girl stomps...

fuck that girly shit....

i need someone to rub my back now...no one to rub my back...sadness... frown

i need to stop getting drunk so much though, i am starting to not remember what i do while i am drunk, which is weird for me,...
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pandemonium:
Well, I'd be more than happy to provide said backrub. And by the way, talking to strangers in bars is not a vice, its a passtime and its a talent if you're good at it.
machfive:
The thing is, sometimes the alcohol is all good. As long as you're not waking up with it, I say rock to the roll. But then again, I had this whole last week off I went out drinking 11 days in a row. My body, miraculously, has chosen to be totally pleased with me about this. The one good thing about being Irish, other than the sheep fucking jokes. kiss
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Ok so at the end of the day today at work i was turning out the horses and cleaning up when a beautiful young german man walks in. He said he was from a town outside frankfurt....oh my god he had beautiful blue eyes and a lovely accent and oh my god...

made my fucking day.

holy shit did it make my day.

and last...
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burstandbloom:
that boy who turned you down
is probably blind (does he always have a dog around?)
and likely unstable
id stay away from him

i had a friend of mine speaking german to me the other day
and it is a pretty fucking sexy language

but girls always dig cats with accents anyway

rumrunner:
I had a dream the other night that I was right in the middle of WWII and I was a russian sniper.I was picking off the germans left and right (I probably had this dream cause I fell asleep watching Enemy at the gates).I was a pretty good shot.But like all my dreams it ended with a big donute chasing me.Only this time the bastard was wearing a SS uniform....... blackeyed
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Its my moms birthday today, everyone wish her a happy birthday.

In other news...i am dreading going back to school. I just don't wanna do it, i hate school.....it sucks there.

I hate westchester.

I look awful today....you know those days where you just shouldn't have gotten out of bed? well i am having one today. i am so ugly right now i should just...
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negativefishy:
Happy B-day Iggy's Mom! I hope today is smooth sailn'
for you Iggy. Your day reminds me of my day, the other
day. For some reason I was annoyed by pretty much all
human life. I think I was low energy or somthing, and
people kept bumping into me, I should have stayed in bed.
sarc:
Westchester, NY is where the X-Men live.
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so i got my lip pierced last night. It was cool i have been needing some pain in my life.

i like pain.

but my boss and my mom are going to kill me.

well sometimes i like pain. I am not a fan of the emotional kind, but it is nonetheless necessary.

so i got some family coming over for a few days so...
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rumrunner:
If you miss that # soooo much maybe you should call AT&T and reach out and touch someone...... ARRR!!!
lx:
Set looks lovely. And you're in the anarchy group. Rock. And you're from Jersey, close to NYC...?
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edit- happy st. patricks day from this lil' lass...

you can laugh, a spineless laugh, we hope your rules and wisodm choke you...now we are one, in everlasting peace, we hope that you choke, that you choke...

i want to make love.
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midknight:
Happy St. Pat's smile
pandemonium:
Happy Saint Patrick's Day, dearie. Hopefully your St. Patrick's Day was filled with laughter and mayhem and the cries of the innocent. If not, there's always tomorrow. Like we really need holidays for this sort of thing. Excuse me, I've got to get back to driving around and putting babies on spikes. Toodles.
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thank you everyone for the sweet sweet commenst you all left....

honestly today felt like my birthday...oh my god it was great i loved it....

everyone on SG rules...!!!!! rock on...yeah.....

now onto more serious thoughts...where on earth can i meet people...i am sick of sitting here alone twiddling my thumbs.

i am also pissed off that it may snow tomorrow....it is always in the...
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datewitha38:
Snow is okay, in my book. And yeah, dirty Jerz represent! Heartbreak is rough as hell, but give it time. Goddamn that sounded cliche....
stichomythia:
Where to meet people? Granted, I'm not exactly the best person to be dispensing advice of any kind but...fuck it, I quess I'll just do my favorite thing and quote Avenue Q again:

"There is cool shit to do but it can't come to you
And who knows dude, you might even score!
There is life outside your apartment,
But you got to open the door.

We could go to the zoo.
Pick up girls at NYU.
We could sit in the park smoking pot. (Or not)"

And not to piss off too many people, but I lived in LA for 2 years and it sucks ass.

But seriously, I kinda know how you feel (if you haven't already gotten that impression before). I go out with friends a lot and have a lot of fun with them but I tend to feel disenchanted and lonely often -- and you call yourself melodramatic. wink
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so my set went up today!!! yay!!!!!! makes me happy....

set went up...rode a horse today....it couldn't get beter...

well it could i am sure....i could become a rock star today and life would be complete..

edit-if anyone wants to go horseback riding ever tell me and i will direct you to the farm i work at in nj.

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sixsixsix:
let's battle!! ARRR!!! ARRR!!! ARRR!!!
minimalism:
I don't want to go horseback riding with you. I want to get drunk with you. Come and hang with us in the city already.