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pushit

saw that gap again today, while you were begging me to stay
think and knock don't make me enter
if i do with both may disapear.

i will choke until i swallow
choke this infant here before me
what is this but my reflection
who am i to judge or strike you donw

but your pushing and shoving me.
you're pushing and shoving me....
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cgilbe1:
you dont pick up oodles of random dates? come noe i cnat believe that (girls have the homecourt advantage and youre uber cute!) though i cnat tell whether that fact makes me feel better or worse......oh wait worse. LOL
xtx:
My reflection indeed.

But it usually only wants to fight, and in the worst way possible.

But there might be certain types of conflict that might be fun with you.

Maybe.

But I could be wrong; after all, I've been unsuccessful at provoking a response from you in any of my previous attempts.

The other side of apathy,


aleXander



The deeper the wound I'm inside you
For ever and ever I am a part of...
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going out last night confirmed my love for going out alone...or meeting people who drive in seperately from me.

I hate watching drunks who can't control themselves....

i ended up making out with 867-5309 in the bathroom of a gay bar last night...but we both like certian boys so i don't think it will work out.

they wanted to leave so early....next time i will...
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cunninglinquist:
the different between you and an alchoholic is they go to meetings. Just kidding, enjoy yourself and keep out of trouble.
lx:
How was Thursday night in the city? Wish I could have been there to compete with your bartender crush. I was thinking about you while watching movies at home... alone...
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I am wearing high heels out tonight....this could be dangerous....

i feel like such a damn girl....awe aren't i cute....

going to the city and getting drunk though, that makes me happy, always does make me happy, especially when i am going iwth 867-5309 (she turned down a guy for me tonight....go me....fuck yeah!!!)

but she told him he could have us both,..i trust her...
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sprat:
am I too late to say yes, go the mohawk again? cute as can be. or the hitler come-over - love it, spunk! love
pandemonium:
Happy hunting, don't trip and fall. High heels are just another way gravity has of fucking with you. Don't let gravity fuck with you, its a vindictive bitch.
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I had a dream last night that my best friend was in jail and that an old man wanted to ride a horse, but the horse jumped out the window with the old man on his back.

and i lost my car in the dream, i left it on sixth ave and when i came back it was gone and the area looked totally different....
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cunninglinquist:
so you have a crush, what is the harm. Removing the chemicals at least once in a while is good, but practice safe sex, and have lots of it.
prophetnoise:
thurston moore? holy shit. . .sonic youth was one of my first concerts many many years back . . .and one of my favorite bands long long time ago. . .but all alone? Hrmm, i'd have to hear it to know how good it will be. . .kinda like Ghostface Killah without the rest of the clan. . . .as we all know, Meth and the Rza held the Clan together...the rest of the guys are just chumps from staten island biggrin hahhahahah
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Oh my god...many many drinks and a few illicit substances later...and yeah...well at least i had fun even though now i feel like crap and i have an exam in less than an hour.

augmented sixth chords....more fun that a tetanus shot.

So i hung out with the cute bartender again....i am getting so many mixed signals though its not even funny. He brings me...
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rumrunner:
if this mixologist can't see that u are at the very least a very rare bird than he is a poo poo head & not worth ur time...
sooo fill the tub up brake out the bubbles and rubber duckies grab a cold one turn up the tunes and let the stress go down the drain skull
stabbedwithagun:
Awww that sux. To bad for him, I would of been jumping on your bones by now.
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So i am back stuck using the computer at the school library cause my internet in my room is not cooperating....do you know how weird it is having people look over your shoulder while you are looking at a website with nekkid chicks on it? Its even wierder cause they see that i am a member and their eyebrows go straight up....if they only fucking...
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ilcapitano:
Yeah, we're all with the DJ. smile

Funny, on this coast, people say "The City" and I thin kSan Francisco. I hope you had fun in NYC.

EL SUICIDO LOCO
rumrunner:
happy hunting miao!!
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I have been very productive over the past two days...i worked on old songs last night taking them down and reconstructing them, and today we mixed the drum and keyboard tracks on one of my songs in the pro tools studio, otherwise known here at purchase at "the blue room".

the guy who is acting as head producer is hot, so i just kinda stared...
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kev1n:
i love bjork.
actual studio?
i've just got all my machines wired into the mic input on my 5.1 soundcard, running it into Acid Pro 4.0. it works just fine. but i think that's cuz all my stuff is digital. i'm sure it would sound like garbage if i was recording guitar or real drums.
hurray for synthetic music! smile saves me from buying 200 dollar soundcards!!!
la la.
maybe we could work together some time. i have pictures of my equipment in my "tech" folder. i'll admit, they look like toys, but they're hardcore.
-K
lx:
That sounds so fucking rad. So you take music production classes at your school?
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"So we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past".

I don't know if i have left that quote here before or not, i have a horrible memory when it comes to remembering what things i wrote down or what i told which people...

but it just seems to fit today.


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unnecessaryz:
"...if you can't jinga, you can't fight."

- Mark Dacascos, Only the Strong
lx:
Just stopped by to let you know that I am still a dork... wink
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everything is turning green...hooray! but knowing my luck it will snow again cause god hates me....

i galloped my horse down the trail today...not supposed to do that...but...oops!! oh well nothing i can do about it now....

and there were some fallen logs across the trail high enough to jump over....of course in a western saddle its not so fun, but when i get my...
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lx:
I'm having troubles... I had two SG pages open and posted in the wrong journal! Yeah, I'm a dork... Sorry...
lx:
wink kiss
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i made work fun today....cantered everywhere when i wasn't leading a ride...no sexy german boys came in today though....le sigh le sigh.....

its saturday. I should go out. but i have to work tomorrow...real fucking early too...should i go out anyway...

always the question on my brain...should i go out tonight....

i am so fucking irresponsible.

but i love it.

thats the problem when i...
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kev1n:
havoc is awesome.
i couldn't live an orderly life. i needs me chaos.
i remember in sociology class, we had a list of traits, and we had to pick our top 5 most important to us.
mine were, like
chaos, apathy, culture, creativity, and determination or something.
i can't live without chaos.
but then again, i'd just about kill for some order relationship-wise.
as for irresponsibility, you'd only be irresponsible if you didn't realize that you had other things that would be impacted by your actions. so you're safe there.
but then again, i'm arguing semantics.
-K
yourarchitect:
I guess we all can have self destructive traits, I dont give into mine as much as I used to. But still more than I should! Anyway have fun and be safe!
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okay so the day after i complain about not being able to find a nice guy....well i met one last night when i went out for a little bit in the city. I had been trapped in the house, i had to get out.

i wasn't going to stay out late....but one thing lead to another and well....i didn't get home till seven this morning...and...
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ldwarren:
wow, good news for you. Can you pray for a girl for me to kiss now?
kiss

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grizz3rd:
If he does not call you than he the biggest fool on the face of the earth