been working like a motherfucker...i am playing adult and the fun will soon wear off....
playing lovers would be nice though i think.
got my tickets to london today in the mail. Countdown begins now....i want to go to sleep until august 16th...
things between my step mother and i are getting worse, but its not my fault shes crazy and a wretched harpie....
i...
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playing lovers would be nice though i think.
got my tickets to london today in the mail. Countdown begins now....i want to go to sleep until august 16th...
things between my step mother and i are getting worse, but its not my fault shes crazy and a wretched harpie....
i...
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"tell me you love me, come back and haunt me."
the most beautiful person to me lives very far away.
i was supposed to go out tonight, until i found out i have to work tomorrow....so i decided to stay in and have a date with my computer and later on a very special cd a very special british someone sent to me....
i keep...
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the most beautiful person to me lives very far away.
i was supposed to go out tonight, until i found out i have to work tomorrow....so i decided to stay in and have a date with my computer and later on a very special cd a very special british someone sent to me....
i keep...
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prophetnoise:
whats inside us that makes us love? dopamine. . .our body creates it and associates it's creation with a certain person, boom "love"
what causes infatuation like one gets in the beginning of a new fling? (i know you didnt ask that but. . )our body creates natural amphetamines... Thats why you can stay up all night with that person and talk forever and everything is fun and happy and nothing in the world can bother you. sound like something (coke)?
Our body's endochrine system is fucking insane what it does to us and how unaware of its doings we are. . . .
what causes infatuation like one gets in the beginning of a new fling? (i know you didnt ask that but. . )our body creates natural amphetamines... Thats why you can stay up all night with that person and talk forever and everything is fun and happy and nothing in the world can bother you. sound like something (coke)?
Our body's endochrine system is fucking insane what it does to us and how unaware of its doings we are. . . .
articca:
I could only wish to fall in love again but the one true person I do has tarnished my heart in such a way and I think it will always be broken at this point , I bled and now there is nothing but a mass void. I knew it was love because it kind of makes me wish I never did fall in love with this one. So amazing how wonderful someone can be and how wonderful it is that suddenly turns into something that is so bitter and painful. I'd rather not feel sometimes.
[Edited on May 24, 2004 10:00PM]
[Edited on May 24, 2004 10:00PM]
I was talking to a friend of mine this morning, i asked him what was going in the world...he said, "peace broke out in iraq, all nuclear weapons had been destroyed, and england and ireland finally made up and stopped hating eachother..."
i wish.
there isn't a difference anymore i guess and i guess i am getting rid of every piece of me that he...
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i wish.
there isn't a difference anymore i guess and i guess i am getting rid of every piece of me that he...
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ldwarren:
**my hands over your eyes**
**takes hands away**
Peek-a-boo!
**takes hands away**
Peek-a-boo!
irina:
I have such a crush on you, woman.
DAMN YOU, BATEMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAMN YOU, BATEMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
really?
no not really...
yes i am going to london, it was ok'd with urban outritters today. I requested the time off months in advance, plus, i don't think the tickets are too refundable you know?
so the poles here in greenpoint have been having rallies to stop bloomie and his buds from building 40 story high rises in the heart of the the area....
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no not really...
yes i am going to london, it was ok'd with urban outritters today. I requested the time off months in advance, plus, i don't think the tickets are too refundable you know?
so the poles here in greenpoint have been having rallies to stop bloomie and his buds from building 40 story high rises in the heart of the the area....
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prophetnoise:
you said "capricious"
I like journal entries with a vocabulary!
Damnit! I wanna go to London. . .i got a friend there i've been meaning to visit!
oh well, in time, i still gotta drive around the US before i conquer other countries. 
I like journal entries with a vocabulary!
Damnit! I wanna go to London. . .i got a friend there i've been meaning to visit!
oh well, in time, i still gotta drive around the US before i conquer other countries. Confidence is a preference for the habitual voyeur of what is known as... Parklife!
there is this truck/machine outside my house right now eating the cut down limbs of trees that are on the neighbors lawn and turning them into mulch, for the neighbors lawn. God i hate suburbia...
outside suburbia's sprawling...
and this morning i was awaken at nine by the bells of the...
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there is this truck/machine outside my house right now eating the cut down limbs of trees that are on the neighbors lawn and turning them into mulch, for the neighbors lawn. God i hate suburbia...
outside suburbia's sprawling...
and this morning i was awaken at nine by the bells of the...
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gia:
Thanks for your advice sweety. Yes, I did have an opportunity once to shack up with some guy who owned his own computer company, but I was with someone else and he was a REAL scumbag. I was only 20% serious anyway.
fallen_seraph:
London? Coming to visit us brits, are ya? Business or pleasure trip?
might as well just grin and bear it its not worth the trouble of an argument..
***
And sometimes you feel there is nothing left but this grey tuesday and the very thought of someone very far away. A juvenile feeling of a crushing blow overcomes you and you're content for a while.
sigh.
breathe.
****
and everything depends upon how near you stand to...
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And sometimes you feel there is nothing left but this grey tuesday and the very thought of someone very far away. A juvenile feeling of a crushing blow overcomes you and you're content for a while.
sigh.
breathe.
****
and everything depends upon how near you stand to...
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rumrunner:
NUMB 
Just finished my first day at work...
very hectic, but it kinda feels good not mooching off of other people...
irina come and apply we are still hiring!!!! the one on 14th and 6th....
so yeah urban outfitters really ain't so bad, the people are nice and thats cool and i get a huge store credit and so does my family...and bst friend cause she...
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very hectic, but it kinda feels good not mooching off of other people...
irina come and apply we are still hiring!!!! the one on 14th and 6th....
so yeah urban outfitters really ain't so bad, the people are nice and thats cool and i get a huge store credit and so does my family...and bst friend cause she...
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ldwarren:
No one I ever knew
Resembles you
Why do you think I let you get away
With the all things you say to me?
Could it be
I like you?
Its so shameful of me
I like you
You're not right in the head
And nor am I
and this is why
This is why I like you
I like you
I like you
Cos you're not right in the head
And nor am I
And this is why I like you
I like youuuu
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Resembles you
Why do you think I let you get away
With the all things you say to me?
Could it be
I like you?
Its so shameful of me
I like you
You're not right in the head
And nor am I
and this is why
This is why I like you
I like you
I like you
Cos you're not right in the head
And nor am I
And this is why I like you
I like youuuu
[Edited on May 18, 2004 12:37AM]
cunninglinquist:
congrats on the job. relax and enjoy the paychecks.
blame it on a rush of blood to the head.
the air is considerably colder today, being that yesterday was hot and humid, the rain finally broke the haze and now the day is clear, cool, calm...
last night was a quiet night despite the thunderstorm....the power stayed on and there is still beer in the fridge...
i start at urban outfitters tomorrow, its kinda...
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the air is considerably colder today, being that yesterday was hot and humid, the rain finally broke the haze and now the day is clear, cool, calm...
last night was a quiet night despite the thunderstorm....the power stayed on and there is still beer in the fridge...
i start at urban outfitters tomorrow, its kinda...
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derceto:
good luck at the new job. i am enjoying the cooler air too, hate the heat.
anaphalaxis:
You are obsessed with the weather aren't you! Anyway, you have beer so I don't like you anymore. That being said good luck with the new job, I hope it all went well and that by the time you go home someone else has drunk your beer.
Keep saving that money darlin, and go somewhere warm... or if you already live somewhere warm then go somewhere cold instead
. Good luck.
Keep saving that money darlin, and go somewhere warm... or if you already live somewhere warm then go somewhere cold instead
. Good luck.i don't care what the indie kids say the L train is the swell train...
unless of course its not running, like this weekend for instance.
they should still put a bar on it, or at least on the platform at the bedford stop.
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unless of course its not running, like this weekend for instance.
they should still put a bar on it, or at least on the platform at the bedford stop.
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jaidee:
it was a PLEASURE to meet you love.
it was a PLEASURE to meet you love.
elvgrenink:
Yeah I saw you but was too shy to say hi or anything. You were funny heh. You look even better in person
and things are amazing now. a bright day from a dull day overcast like rain what i expected. nothing i expected, it was like nothing i expected this is it, this is it this is it...
saw the world in a humid haze from the top of a mountain along the appalaichian trail yesterday.
everybody hates a tourist.
anywhere but lit...theme for the evening...anywhere but...
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saw the world in a humid haze from the top of a mountain along the appalaichian trail yesterday.
everybody hates a tourist.
anywhere but lit...theme for the evening...anywhere but...
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ldwarren:
hey, only 32 (i counted them)? why so few? i want more!
hope your party was really good and the hangover isnt too painful..
I'll stock up on beers ready for you..
(i counted them)? why so few? i want more!
hope your party was really good and the hangover isnt too painful..
I'll stock up on beers ready for you..
anaphalaxis:
Where oh where is the summer? Actually it was almost warm here yesterday. Oh look, I'm talking about the weather...
Drink through the hangovers. It's the only way
Drink through the hangovers. It's the only way
party at boxofficepoison's tomorrow night (friday) be there or miss me being drunk and silly...
excellent...even prophetnoise will be there.
and i sold my synth for $700 which i should be getting tomorrow...excellent smithers.
bateman, thanks for the undies!!
(yes he really did send me undies...)
i went hiking today, it was awesome, and i pulled a tick off my friends leg cause...
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excellent...even prophetnoise will be there.
and i sold my synth for $700 which i should be getting tomorrow...excellent smithers.
bateman, thanks for the undies!!
(yes he really did send me undies...)
i went hiking today, it was awesome, and i pulled a tick off my friends leg cause...
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bukkakegod:
party time, woo!
cunninglinquist:
good, at least you have some cash coming in, now keep it and use it sparingly. stay away from the bars and get that job.
william it was really nothing...
job interview today at four or four thirty i can't remember i will just show up at four and ask if its a half hour later i will get a cup of tea...but not at star bucks.
i really hope i get this cause i need money and it doesn't seem so bad the idea of wokring at urban outfitters..its...
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job interview today at four or four thirty i can't remember i will just show up at four and ask if its a half hour later i will get a cup of tea...but not at star bucks.
i really hope i get this cause i need money and it doesn't seem so bad the idea of wokring at urban outfitters..its...
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prophetnoise:
congrats on the job and yes i am going friday!
freyja__:
congrats!
-K