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when i come home, home to my home to the place of my upbringing i mean when i say home, i tend to relive recreate and struggle to revive the feelings, emotions and relationships of the past. I try to mend them together endlessly while still looking to the ones of the future and living the ones of the present.
the mountains have changed little,...
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i have been dreaming lately these surreal dreams, bright but desolate, like the subjects of a hopper painting.
like the other night my fathers father was in my dream, i never knew him, he died when my father was a kid, in the dream he said he wished he could have been there, then he gave me money, then there were children dancing around a...
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like the other night my fathers father was in my dream, i never knew him, he died when my father was a kid, in the dream he said he wished he could have been there, then he gave me money, then there were children dancing around a...
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boxofficepoison:
Was walking down Greenpoint today, noticed Bloombergs first line of shock troops coming in, not from Williamsburg like we thought. But Belgium. Those bastards.
Only have the internet for minutes here though, hope to have it back tomorrow.
Hehe, I'll go with Punknitemike, I really like your journals, maybe I'll meet ya someday?
Only have the internet for minutes here though, hope to have it back tomorrow.
Hehe, I'll go with Punknitemike, I really like your journals, maybe I'll meet ya someday?
blondpunkgirl:
Hey beautiful!
I have a warm feeling that i will love getting to know you
I have a warm feeling that i will love getting to know you
it usually takes me a few days to fall off the wagon....but wow...less than twenty four hours.....now that takes the cake.
it also proves my point that i need to get away from here in order to stop drinking.
i am even starting to worry my brother.....
ok.
so yesterday i had fun nonetheless...met lots of tres cool people at the BBQ i was not...
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it also proves my point that i need to get away from here in order to stop drinking.
i am even starting to worry my brother.....
ok.
so yesterday i had fun nonetheless...met lots of tres cool people at the BBQ i was not...
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ash:
yeah boredom is to blame for that ... and for me and *my* bad habbits. You should order something that doesnt neccessarily agree with you or something, maybe that'll cut back your habbit? I dunno ... I think drinking can be done frequently as long as its in moderation and you're not getting shitfaced every night. That can be soooo very painful! ugh, I almost threw up just THINKING abt those good ol days.
Lets go ride the horse. hehehehe
Lets go ride the horse. hehehehe
blondpunkgirl:
It was great seeing you in person, as I had already admired your pics for some time. You are a lot of fun. I especially enjoyed the groping sessions!
today is the first day.
tomorrow will be the second,
and again i will try and fail.
the best part about being a woman....
multiple orgasms.
but not with a boy.
today is the first day, it is also the fourth of july, hopefully i can navigate myself through this, and hopefully i can leave soon.
tomorrow will be the second,
and again i will try and fail.
the best part about being a woman....
multiple orgasms.
but not with a boy.
today is the first day, it is also the fourth of july, hopefully i can navigate myself through this, and hopefully i can leave soon.
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honkeykong:
-hey, it was awesome meeting you last night. 
donaldbrown:
It's possible... It's happened to me...
towards the end of world war two with defeat iminent, the head of the germn SS waffen, Heinrich Himmler became even more obsessed with finding aryan roots in history and became more obsessed with certian germanic occult rituals.
he was so sure the roots of the master race could be found on german soil.
hitler entertained his fantasies.
underneath the soil in an unmarked grave...
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he was so sure the roots of the master race could be found on german soil.
hitler entertained his fantasies.
underneath the soil in an unmarked grave...
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cunninglinquist:
Sorry to hear your job sucks. I am going to get one with my friend but it now looks like September 1, so I have to kill myself to make ends meet until then. If you were here I know you could find work.
ldwarren:
Does this pic make you wince?
You were so funny last night.
You were so funny last night.
i am the epitome of asshole.
but at least i have air conditioning.
note to self...when you have time, get help.
i can't help but be such a masochist, i can't help myself anymore, i have become a foul thing, a monster. There is a side of me that came out last night that i never want to come out again ever. It used to...
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but at least i have air conditioning.
note to self...when you have time, get help.
i can't help but be such a masochist, i can't help myself anymore, i have become a foul thing, a monster. There is a side of me that came out last night that i never want to come out again ever. It used to...
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broadwaybee:
Bah, humbug.
through the trees i can see a sparse sky.
makes me wanna lose limber souls, malleable and grand.
the scarce longing he professes to have makes me laugh, and in a dream i am waiting for a curtian to go up.
I have an unexpected day off today, because we now have this thing at work called a "on call" shift. So i called, and...
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makes me wanna lose limber souls, malleable and grand.
the scarce longing he professes to have makes me laugh, and in a dream i am waiting for a curtian to go up.
I have an unexpected day off today, because we now have this thing at work called a "on call" shift. So i called, and...
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boxofficepoison:
Are things really this compex. Or are they simpler than they seem.
thelibra:
sell some books and stuff on amazon 
i want to be the last words on your lips before you go to sleep, i want to be your last thought before you close youre eyes and say goodnight to whoever it is you say good night and good morning to.
another cut above the rest, i am not that girl.
disagree with me again, i will drink you under the fucking table.
half...
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another cut above the rest, i am not that girl.
disagree with me again, i will drink you under the fucking table.
half...
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pandemonium:
You'll always have my support, kid. Whatever it is you need it for, go get 'em.
Yeah.... what HellCatJustine said. Trust 'The Crow'
Immer geradeaus, Ig. Immer geradeaus.
Yeah.... what HellCatJustine said. Trust 'The Crow'
Immer geradeaus, Ig. Immer geradeaus.
ash:
Well what does a girl in my position have to offer you for encouragement? Id say something, but Im not so sure its very encouraging ... Im not really at my best at the moment.
I just always had this ... oh, I dunno .. FANTASY that maybe some day I wouldnt have to lie or be lied to. Well I got one half down pat, took me forever, but I got it now. Why doesnt anyone else get it? Its not like anything they could possibly say could be *so* bad .. hell Ive done just abt everything bad a person can think of, who am I to judge?
I just always had this ... oh, I dunno .. FANTASY that maybe some day I wouldnt have to lie or be lied to. Well I got one half down pat, took me forever, but I got it now. Why doesnt anyone else get it? Its not like anything they could possibly say could be *so* bad .. hell Ive done just abt everything bad a person can think of, who am I to judge?
wunderbar.
yes, boxofficepoison does not like and one...
oh well
ash and i are going to have to change his mind.
decided not to be a good girl, what else is new...i have never been a good girl before, perhaps that is the reason for such fleeting relationships and lasting tensions.
when did i become so plain? when did i become a pale wraith of...
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yes, boxofficepoison does not like and one...
oh well
ash and i are going to have to change his mind.
decided not to be a good girl, what else is new...i have never been a good girl before, perhaps that is the reason for such fleeting relationships and lasting tensions.
when did i become so plain? when did i become a pale wraith of...
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hilbert90:
btw, aside from the BBC eyes, you have a soft nose
saintmichel:
One day," you said to me, "I saw the sunset forty-four times!" And a little later you added: "You know - one loves the sunset, when one is so sad..." "Were you sad, then?" I asked, "On the day of the forty-four sunsets?" But the little prince made no reply.
I
You respond
so passive,
not unlike certian angels glowing.
The light, which had appeared to be calm at first,
that poured from you like rain,
now turns grey in the sun.
my question,
elated,
quivering shining silver voice
dusty from my rapid heartbeat
asks directly:
lightning speed.
Go to hell,
I don't remember what the question was,
though i can still form the words...
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You respond
so passive,
not unlike certian angels glowing.
The light, which had appeared to be calm at first,
that poured from you like rain,
now turns grey in the sun.
my question,
elated,
quivering shining silver voice
dusty from my rapid heartbeat
asks directly:
lightning speed.
Go to hell,
I don't remember what the question was,
though i can still form the words...
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yourarchitect:
Hiya Iggy
Thanks for the post......great to hear from you. I've been to NJ, it's fucking paradise compared to Chico, California! I also love your journals.
Thanks for the post......great to hear from you. I've been to NJ, it's fucking paradise compared to Chico, California! I also love your journals.
kev1n:
german is quite nice.
whatever you say in it, it sounds very urgent.
-K
whatever you say in it, it sounds very urgent.
-K
glorious gittered glamoured by.
and this is not what i wanted at all, a soft spoken diner at midnight asking for a cup of coffee. never in my life really...
enamoured by.
hard feet till twelve thirty, waxed thoughts till two, a waning moon in the cards i can only watch the horizon so much before it disolves into the city streets and parked cars....
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and this is not what i wanted at all, a soft spoken diner at midnight asking for a cup of coffee. never in my life really...
enamoured by.
hard feet till twelve thirty, waxed thoughts till two, a waning moon in the cards i can only watch the horizon so much before it disolves into the city streets and parked cars....
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karma:
Wow... I felt that.
fleur:
You can touch me, i like you
deciding to part with the waves was a big decision on my part, but i did it anyhow and i honestly can't tell you yet if it was the right thing to do.
the last time i stood there it was cold and the wind like coarse metal cut my skin.
i stood there anyway against it and collected rocks from the sand.
romantiscized by...
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the last time i stood there it was cold and the wind like coarse metal cut my skin.
i stood there anyway against it and collected rocks from the sand.
romantiscized by...
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ldwarren:
The trick is to keep breathing..
cunninglinquist:
the two times I felt at one with the world where being alone on the north shore of Hawaii at sunrise, it was awesome.
The other time I took a tent, water and some freeze dried food and camped in the desert in the middle of the summer. I would sit in the tent and watch the whole world revolve around me, see a roadrunner, a breeze moving a tumbleweed, or plane in the sky, no one to bother me and no one to talk to. i stayed there for 2 days, and when i left i felt better about the world and a little dehyrated.
The other time I took a tent, water and some freeze dried food and camped in the desert in the middle of the summer. I would sit in the tent and watch the whole world revolve around me, see a roadrunner, a breeze moving a tumbleweed, or plane in the sky, no one to bother me and no one to talk to. i stayed there for 2 days, and when i left i felt better about the world and a little dehyrated.
Worse, they hate it when I can back up anything i say with reasons. I don't fall for that bullshit "Because I said so" or "Because I feel like that" or "Just because."
Alot of folks, when the chips fall, prefer people who lie. Alot. Who say any damn thing to make you feel better, rather than simply looking on the lighter side. I try and be positive, but if it's raining on your wedding day, I'm not going to tell you, "It's ok, you can still do it outside. You've got enough hair jell." I think that's why folks lie so much, is that people don't like the truth
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