Remember SARS? I think I have that.
I am infectiously ill. I am pretty sure my room mates are conspiring to quarantine my room. My nose is red and it hurts from blowing my nose so much. Wierd green shit is coming up from my lungs.
I even have...get this...A FEVER!!
(I never run fevers)
Its better than the sore throat I had a few...
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I am infectiously ill. I am pretty sure my room mates are conspiring to quarantine my room. My nose is red and it hurts from blowing my nose so much. Wierd green shit is coming up from my lungs.
I even have...get this...A FEVER!!
(I never run fevers)
Its better than the sore throat I had a few...
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derceto:
i think you may have given me teh SARS 
jerseyjon:
Thanks for the add. Hope you haven't succomed to your illness. I live with 4 neices and nephews, so they are always bringing something home from school. Make sure you take your vitamins.
I got a new car today!!!
I had it with my Tore-ass and its shady transmission so today dkmfc and I shopped around and ended up buying a cute new (to me) car.
I am rather excited.
Those of you who really know me you know that the Taurus was a constant source of stress in my life because it was always having issues.
Pictures...
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I had it with my Tore-ass and its shady transmission so today dkmfc and I shopped around and ended up buying a cute new (to me) car.
I am rather excited.
Those of you who really know me you know that the Taurus was a constant source of stress in my life because it was always having issues.
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derceto:
you're totally going to need to come over and hang out after i'm all unpacked. it turns out that i am only like half a mile off the exit from 80
derceto:
yes, we totally shall hang out once the place is in something resembling order 
that should only be like a week or so more i think.
the drive in the morning is going to suck
that should only be like a week or so more i think.
the drive in the morning is going to suck
I am slowly dissecting myself. Opening various incisions in my skin, looking over with wonder each bit of muscle, every blood vessel, and bits of skin that make me who I am. I lost a lot of myself over the last five years or so. A chunk here to acts of violence, a chunk here to vicious elizabeth.
And before I knew it, I was...
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And before I knew it, I was...
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derceto:
yeah, it will be the end of an era. but there will still plenty more good times to come 
infinity:
finding who you are is up to you. however it works for you, whatever your status in life. what other people say about it is total bullshit, everyone is different. what works for me probably doesnt work well for most people, and im fine with that.
i've got a dilemma similar to what youve written about. mostly for me it's that i've basically not had the chance to really live the way i wanted to until fairly recently. before college i was very much locked down and accepted that. i have written journals on this site from senior year of high school and cant bear to look back on some of them. it was not a good time in my life. granted that has led to many problems, but also much good in my life. but ever since i came to college i've been doubting it. even my summer job, i sometimes doubt if i really liked it or not. it's a strange situation, the best way to put it is that i am where i am pretty much by default. the other options sucked so i went ahead with it. good choice? that remains to be seen. though i see it is that i'm 19, and at this age it's tough to think about the rest of your life...since after all most of my doubt centers around my status in college and i have seen the end of the tunnel and already worked where im most likely going to end up afterwards.
i've got a dilemma similar to what youve written about. mostly for me it's that i've basically not had the chance to really live the way i wanted to until fairly recently. before college i was very much locked down and accepted that. i have written journals on this site from senior year of high school and cant bear to look back on some of them. it was not a good time in my life. granted that has led to many problems, but also much good in my life. but ever since i came to college i've been doubting it. even my summer job, i sometimes doubt if i really liked it or not. it's a strange situation, the best way to put it is that i am where i am pretty much by default. the other options sucked so i went ahead with it. good choice? that remains to be seen. though i see it is that i'm 19, and at this age it's tough to think about the rest of your life...since after all most of my doubt centers around my status in college and i have seen the end of the tunnel and already worked where im most likely going to end up afterwards.
Alas, I am home now.
I am amazed I survived a week on beer, sausage, sour kraut, pretzles, and a little bit of water...and managed to lose a few pounds as well....
Ok that wasn't all we ate, but it was what we ate most of the time.
Work today was ok. Tiring. I am still operating on German time.
Its going to be wierd...
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I am amazed I survived a week on beer, sausage, sour kraut, pretzles, and a little bit of water...and managed to lose a few pounds as well....
Ok that wasn't all we ate, but it was what we ate most of the time.
Work today was ok. Tiring. I am still operating on German time.
Its going to be wierd...
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mckenzie:
Yea...tell me about it... i think im already feeling it. Gotta find a job so I can save up and move to the east coast already!
jay_blank:
Cool...I can't wait to hear about the trip and see the pics. Sounds like you had a rockin good time!
We're in Berlin now!!
We spent the last two days here walking around, getting lost, and finding our way back again. I like it here though, its nice, and finding bits of broken wall around and the shell of the facade of an old train station makes things very interesting. We haven't had a war fought on the soil of our country since the civil...
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We spent the last two days here walking around, getting lost, and finding our way back again. I like it here though, its nice, and finding bits of broken wall around and the shell of the facade of an old train station makes things very interesting. We haven't had a war fought on the soil of our country since the civil...
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derceto:
i'm jealous 
ben_:
Are you coming to Hamburg too?
My girl is from Jersey as well and we're living near by that town.
Enjoy Berlin, it's pretty damn awesome (Kreuzberg!)
My girl is from Jersey as well and we're living near by that town.
Enjoy Berlin, it's pretty damn awesome (Kreuzberg!)
I get to carry around and EpiPen with me at all times.
Watch out or I will jab you!!
Watch out or I will jab you!!
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amazongrrl:
eek... i also have a newly acquired epi pen... and have no idea when to use it!! still waiting for the allergy test... free health care rocks, but the waits are l o n g...
schiavona:
Yeah, I was drinking 6 - 8 glasses of DC a day. It's strange, but 13 years ago when I started having so much trouble with my stomach the docs never asked me to go off DC or caffeine, which they do regularly now. Oh, so far I've been off it for 3 days and have only had mild headaches. I'm also off prilosec so I'll see if my stomach problems return without the DC or not. Though I must admit to craving the hell out of a big frosty glass of DC right now. Man, I need to get some root beer!
Hope you're doing well, and haven't stabbed anyone with the epi pen yet.
Hope you're doing well, and haven't stabbed anyone with the epi pen yet.
God is a place will we wait for the rest of our lives.
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schiavona:
I thought it was just dog spelled backwards. hmmm...
full_on_pirate:
Why, thank you Jersey girl 
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Suicide is a good idea when you're thoroughly intoxicated. Much like good grammar.
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pallyn:
Like the quote goes, "when you're at the point of having suicidal idealations, it can only get better. However, good grammar, that fucker, seems to pop up all the time."
I can't remember who said that, maybe it was George Washington.
Maybe it was Gilgamesh.
I can't remember who said that, maybe it was George Washington.
Maybe it was Gilgamesh.
h_man:
Both are difficult to do when intoxicated... I'm not going to tell you to smile or any lame shit like that - just take a step back from the suicide, good grammar - and especially the fence peeing ; )
I. am. very. ITCHY!!
They sent me home from work today because I broke out in hives and was scratching myself worse than a dog with a bad case of fleas....
I found a doctor in my network though and the office had an appointment open for today. They don't know what I am having an allergic reaction to, but I am leaning towards fabric...
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They sent me home from work today because I broke out in hives and was scratching myself worse than a dog with a bad case of fleas....
I found a doctor in my network though and the office had an appointment open for today. They don't know what I am having an allergic reaction to, but I am leaning towards fabric...
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chyenne:
Well I'm glad to hear that your feeling better. I know it always sucks when your not feeling 100% up to par.
smasher:
Steroids?
So can I look forward to an unitchy and totally jacked Iggy in the near future? That'd be pretty dope, I'm not gunna lie!
So can I look forward to an unitchy and totally jacked Iggy in the near future? That'd be pretty dope, I'm not gunna lie!
I am contemplating cleaning my room. I think a more minimalist approach will inspire some sort of creativity, and clutter has always irritated me. I wish I had thumb tacks for the drawings I want to properly hang my drawings and other pictures up on my wall. I am an adult, but in denail, so therefore I do not want to put my posters and...
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frost:
i miss you! you need to come up here and see the babe! you would LOVE HER!
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chyenne:
Someone at my work was trying to threaten my job. How shitty is that? The next day the situation was taken care of though. I didn't bring it up to HR right away because I didn't want to speak with them while I was still full of the emotion. They took care of things for me.....
Thanks for asking. That was really sweet of you. I hope you have an awesome rest of the week.
Thanks for asking. That was really sweet of you. I hope you have an awesome rest of the week.
My brother is going back to Iraq. I am not angry. I am worried, but not angry. He leaves next month, which would be the one year anniversary of his homecoming from his first tour of that god foresaken sandbox. Iraq was not his first sandbox though, that title belongs to the nation of Afganistan. I am not a patriot. I do not believe in...
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failuretothrive:
As far as telling your brother how you feel about him, you seem to do a pretty good job here. If nothing else, keep it simple, but said - no matter how poorly - is always better than unsaid. Best of luck and safety for your brother and all of our troops and the Iraqi and Afghani people.
trocc:
feel free to use the phrase whenever it fits. unfortunately, my head feels even worse than that right now, since i'm hungover on top of everything else. 
Sometimes I feel like I should have a halo of hearts and other fuzzy things surrounding my head in rotating like satalites. Today is one of those days. dkmfc makes me feel like that. Its so cute it makes people throw up in their mouths a little. All I can really say is that now I really look forward to the future, whereas before I...
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etcee:
"way ahead of her" eh? planning on keeping this one around, huh?
seantastic:
Bring me back a kinder egg. Or whatever those things are called. I lived in germany for 3 years as a kid and all i remember are the kinder eggs.