i wrote a lot. wrote my fucking heart out. but i deleted it. accidentally.
a damned shame, too. because i had a lot to say. and now i can't put two and two together. however, it was really for the best, i say. everyone's better off without my cryptic ramblings and extended metaphors. trust me on this one.
and i'm feeling oh so metaphorical tonight....
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a damned shame, too. because i had a lot to say. and now i can't put two and two together. however, it was really for the best, i say. everyone's better off without my cryptic ramblings and extended metaphors. trust me on this one.
and i'm feeling oh so metaphorical tonight....
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oh boy.
well. gonna suck down some coffee and ride off through the rain to the place that i call work. but. i'm not feeling so terrible anymore. in fact. i'm feeling much better.
can't explain it. heh. not without sounding like a psychopath. but i think i'm going to enjoy this tonight. it'll be a hell of a ride, at least.
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well. gonna suck down some coffee and ride off through the rain to the place that i call work. but. i'm not feeling so terrible anymore. in fact. i'm feeling much better.
can't explain it. heh. not without sounding like a psychopath. but i think i'm going to enjoy this tonight. it'll be a hell of a ride, at least.
here's to my...
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uncognitive:
You have a sinister, psychopathic side?
Hey, mind if I crush out on you even more?

Hey, mind if I crush out on you even more?
abadinfluence:
LOL - why do you think it is there?
And it's a pager ... feel free to leave many many many drunken messages.
And it's a pager ... feel free to leave many many many drunken messages.
listening to leonard cohen. "take this waltz". over and over again. and thinking of mel. and jules. and dancing in my head. all three of us. somewhere like venice. we three. in the streets. and they're empty except for us. buildings crumbling. wet and cold this time of year. canals black and poisonous. but. lovely. you know. in that poetic, tragic way that all the...
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uncognitive:
Wow, you're even more antisocial than me? That does inspire some awe, that's for sure.
At least were now back to being antisocial misanthropes in that "lots-o-babble" kinda way.
At least were now back to being antisocial misanthropes in that "lots-o-babble" kinda way.
daem:
i've sat here staring at my screen for a good while thinking of something to write. i can sum it up in the words "i know how you feel." and I think that's just what i'll do.
update.
still sick.
still cold.
might be showing/selling some prints at an "art fair" type thing. saturday.
still haven't gotten my x-mas schedule cleared up.
still out-of-sorts what with the psyche. although. i think i'm in a manic swing right now. which is good. or at least better than the alternative.
still dreading having to work all weekend. or. at all.
still missing mel.
still...
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still sick.
still cold.
might be showing/selling some prints at an "art fair" type thing. saturday.
still haven't gotten my x-mas schedule cleared up.
still out-of-sorts what with the psyche. although. i think i'm in a manic swing right now. which is good. or at least better than the alternative.
still dreading having to work all weekend. or. at all.
still missing mel.
still...
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daem:
hey ill try to write more later but i am alive...yea so ill be back sometime to actually post where i've been. <3333
uncognitive:
Drink lots of liquid (water and juice, not whiskey and kerosene), get lots of sleep.
Sorry to hear you're not feeling out of the rut you don't want to be in, but being sick makes everything worse.
You should convince your significant other (that lucky bastard) to adopt your sleep schedule. Nocturnal for life, baby.
Good luck with the art fair. Remind me to become wealthy so I can become your mysterious art patron, but then I'd need to but a monocle.
Much love in your direction, as always.
Sorry to hear you're not feeling out of the rut you don't want to be in, but being sick makes everything worse.
You should convince your significant other (that lucky bastard) to adopt your sleep schedule. Nocturnal for life, baby.
Good luck with the art fair. Remind me to become wealthy so I can become your mysterious art patron, but then I'd need to but a monocle.
Much love in your direction, as always.
still sick about the head and upper chest region. i hate being sick. hate. hate. hate. but if i do start feeling better, i'm going to try to make it out to the hi-ho tonight for the murder junkies. that would be grand. some fun. diversion. yeah. so, until then. lots of vitamin c. and happy thoughts.
mel, i missed elaine's call yesterday, but i...
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uncognitive:
Yeah, I've been feeling a bit under the weather of late too. A combination of angst and lack of sleep, I'd bet.
Sorry you've not been feeling well. I suck at cheering people up, but hey, give yourself a hug for me, or imagine punching me in the stomach, whichever works better towards putting a smile on your face.
Springtime in NYC is a crapshoot when it comes to weather. I'd aim for April if you want to have the best chance of avoiding cold and snow/sleet/rain, but then again it could be in the 80's by March.
I'd say pack a range of clothes and you'll be fine. Worse comes to worse my wife and I can loan you a sweater or something, or show off the overambitious indoor heating in our new apartment (living in a 5th floor apartment is a great way to show how heat rises).
So yeah, let me know (I'd suggest via email) when your travel plans are more concrete so I can warn the wife and whatnot.
Sorry you've not been feeling well. I suck at cheering people up, but hey, give yourself a hug for me, or imagine punching me in the stomach, whichever works better towards putting a smile on your face.
Springtime in NYC is a crapshoot when it comes to weather. I'd aim for April if you want to have the best chance of avoiding cold and snow/sleet/rain, but then again it could be in the 80's by March.
I'd say pack a range of clothes and you'll be fine. Worse comes to worse my wife and I can loan you a sweater or something, or show off the overambitious indoor heating in our new apartment (living in a 5th floor apartment is a great way to show how heat rises).
So yeah, let me know (I'd suggest via email) when your travel plans are more concrete so I can warn the wife and whatnot.
abadinfluence:
*massages her neck and boobies* There ... that will make you feel better.
And yes ... I know what you mean about the CD reviews ... I wasn't expecting a response like that .... and personally - I have about 14 CD's I'm supposed to have reviewed and have been too lazy to do it.
I suck.
And yes ... I know what you mean about the CD reviews ... I wasn't expecting a response like that .... and personally - I have about 14 CD's I'm supposed to have reviewed and have been too lazy to do it.
I suck.
today it's cold. i feel half-dead. that's about the simplest way to describe it, i think. last night. fall alseep shivering. wake up a short time later in cold sweats. no real dreams, just regurgitation. just whatever i watched on t.v., or overheard from the next room. nothing of my own. yeah, i've been feeling like that, lately. like i owe. something or someone. like...
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jasondemon:
I think living in New Orleans for so long, the weather here teases you. You prepare for the cold weather and right when it gets a little cold, it quickly goes back to the warm weather. Then, like today, it suddenly goes back to being ridiculously cold. Then you're not prepared. It sucks. I'm in a damn coffee shop freezing my ass off because some jackass has the A/C on.
Its at times when you don't have any energy to do things that you tend to let your mind wander. Sometimes the results are good. Sometimes bad. I know it happens a lot to me. Especially at night if I'm home. The smallest things piss me off and I end up going to bed in a rage. These things will eventually pass. Don't worry.
Come to the show tomorrow.
We'll have fun.
Its at times when you don't have any energy to do things that you tend to let your mind wander. Sometimes the results are good. Sometimes bad. I know it happens a lot to me. Especially at night if I'm home. The smallest things piss me off and I end up going to bed in a rage. These things will eventually pass. Don't worry.
Come to the show tomorrow.
yuriel:
its freezing
its depressing
im lonely and bored and i sure as hell hope youre faring better dear.
i know about the fighting
the waning away wondering and wishing and such *shrugs*
*hugs*
heres to raising a glass and hoping you feel better and are in the company of good friends soon

its depressing
im lonely and bored and i sure as hell hope youre faring better dear.
i know about the fighting
the waning away wondering and wishing and such *shrugs*
*hugs*
heres to raising a glass and hoping you feel better and are in the company of good friends soon
didn't sleep too well last night, either. bah. at least i got a good five or so hours, even if i did have some ridiculous dreams. hmmm. i wish it wasn't supposed to rain today. there's nothing worse than wet cold. and i'm tired of sitting around the house, so i guess later i'll go sit around the coffee shop instead. so. um. not much...
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abadinfluence:
You should come visit me ... I'd give you stuff to talk about in your journal.
pumpkineater:
for someone who always says they have such little to say online, i bet you are interesting to sit and talk to in a coffee shop.
it seems like you have a requiem for a dream...which is fitting for new orleans.
things'll look up soon enough
it seems like you have a requiem for a dream...which is fitting for new orleans.
things'll look up soon enough
had an okay day yesterday. it was nice having the night off, but i couldn't sleep. just lied in bed all night. kind of half-dreaming, half awake. but it wasn't real dreams, just this hazy regurgitation of shit i'd done sunday. and shit having to do with the bar. of course. grrr.
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jasondemon:
I'll trim your hair, dearie. Muhahahahaha!!!
I'l shave a little saints fleur d'li on the side of your head. I was actually contemplating going to Cooter Browns last night with some friends of mine, but they decided to go to bed early.
So meh....maybe we can meet up some other time. Hopefully when the Saints are winning a game.
pumpkineater:
i had a bad weekend where i too had these semi-dream states.
i presume the bar experience isnt all so great?
i presume the bar experience isnt all so great?
i am off today. for once.
so i am watching football. watching my team lose. and... yup.
going to go to cooter brown's to see my boys later. going to drink a couple seven dollar beers, have some delicious fries, and watch football on the big brother type huge-ass t.v. screen.
this weekend was fucking terrible. no money. all bullshit. i ain't even getting into...
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so i am watching football. watching my team lose. and... yup.
going to go to cooter brown's to see my boys later. going to drink a couple seven dollar beers, have some delicious fries, and watch football on the big brother type huge-ass t.v. screen.
this weekend was fucking terrible. no money. all bullshit. i ain't even getting into...
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pumpkineater:
seven dollar beers is a travesty. no. a crime!
hope you are alright. it could've been worse.
hope you are alright. it could've been worse.
yuriel:
ugh terrible weekends
heh glad to hear you pulled through ok
....
im not speaking about football here....
the saints seem to always somehow blow it and this makes yuri somewhat sad.
*smokes some drinks more water tries not to hurl and cusses out the aint.....erm saints.*

heh glad to hear you pulled through ok
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im not speaking about football here....
the saints seem to always somehow blow it and this makes yuri somewhat sad.
*smokes some drinks more water tries not to hurl and cusses out the aint.....erm saints.*
law and order marathon. i've seen most of them, but what the hell. drinking some coffee (made by my super-cool new pot that beeps when coffee's ready and has a special clock to tell you how long the coffee's been on the buner). just woke up not too long ago, after a good 14 hours or so of sleep. i know i had some odd...
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melvina:
PERCULATOR! ok, late on the comment about that but i have one and it's tin or some thing and. it makes THE.BEST.COFFEE.EVER. you have no idea. i hope you get it.
and beck. goat said you guys went to the track. so how did it go, eh??
and beck. goat said you guys went to the track. so how did it go, eh??
knine:
What are some good galleries to go to down there?
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argentumblack:
That look is priceless.
abadinfluence:
Hmmm ... well ... I guess it was me then. I don't remember doing it at all ... you're one of the cooler people on here.
But you're back on my list now, so all is good and dandy.
But you're back on my list now, so all is good and dandy.
um. i didn't get up until 7pm yesterday. so, i didn't get to sleep last night. because. it wasn't time to sleep yet. but now it is.
better i suppose that i'm sleeping during the day. i have to work wednesday night, which isn't one of my usual nights. but i'm covering for a coworker who's going home for thanksgiving. which is the nice thing...
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better i suppose that i'm sleeping during the day. i have to work wednesday night, which isn't one of my usual nights. but i'm covering for a coworker who's going home for thanksgiving. which is the nice thing...
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argentumblack:
yay a weakerthans fan....i haven't found any on here so far
so you get a prize.
*hands you a block of cheese*
*hugs your cuz your cute*
and...i dunno...i can't think of anything else i can give u....what do u want?
so you get a prize.
*hands you a block of cheese*
*hugs your cuz your cute*
and...i dunno...i can't think of anything else i can give u....what do u want?
the_squishy:
I'd like to have a new job as well. Did I ever mention that I love your profile pic? *shrugs* see ya around.
-McPudding Pants
-McPudding Pants

ps thanks for the advice, i'm gonna go for it and pray for the best cuz god knows im due for something good about now.
psst
oh yeah and erm you rock teh casbah