hippomonki

i often wonder where sanity goes when you lose it...
this is .TRAGIC and i think part of me has just died, but it was because of her, and not becuase of the kitten....

had a good night with some awesome boys!
it made me remember why these guys were on my crush list!

should find out tomorrow if i'm moving back in to my apartment mondayish or closer to the 17th... i can't wait!

hippos, naked time, loud music, sex in my own bed, game nights, making out, movie nights and home made dinners will be some of...
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i can't seem to find any restful sleep..
i wake up with the chills, i wake up sweating, i even wake up screaming..
i've never had nightmares this bad last this long.. i want to say i want some one to hold me and it would all go away but i'm afraid they'd make my flesh crawl more....
i only manage to find small pieces...
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and this one goes out to the boys who make me crazy....

Stan McMahon ~ No Way Out

Why dont you listen when I talk to you?
Cant you see Im trying to get my point across?
Dont want my feelings being misconstrued
To another heart, you get to take and soon to toss
Cause you make it good but you have the clout
And...
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its weird... when you're alone with some one you like and you're sarcastic and you poke fun at them, its taken as loveable brattiness, and maybe even found endearing and some how sexy in a sadistic masochistic way... but apparently if you act this exact same way around this loved one when other girls are around, it's you being mean and taking your jealousy out...
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the grown up thing was good..
the warriors was good, the company today was great..
i think sometimes i'm brattier than i mean to be though...
i love painting rooms i can't wait to move back in and paint my apartment! i'm doing at least one room in a hippo color

which reminds me... shall i leave it hippobottomus or change it to chubbymonki?
hippomonki...
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TONIGHT!!!!!!!! BE THERE!!!!!!!

i'm being a responsible adult today... after yesterday i figured if i was losing so much of my yesteryears why not try and gain some maturity today....

i lost my rope bracelette today, the one thing that has remained constant in my life in for the last 8 years... it had never left my body until today and i have no idea where i lost it at work. it's one of those things thats completely irreplacable, and that if some one did find it it prolly wound up in the trash...

i...
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it's amazing what kind of tasty treats are hiding in the frozen food section!
i remembered this morning why i missed growling.....

it's delightfully drreadfulout and i am gonna go get some tan lines!
still no bruising, but i have a shirt for ransom!


many kisses to all of you!
and no # 69 was not a cancer...

i am sitting at home as pent up as fuck...
but i had a great day! i got some great news... i got to hang out with a sweet boy, i got to see an awesome movie and sit next to a cute boy, i went to an empty house warming party where i was surrounded by crushes!
the funniest thing about today, was that...
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