tomorrow marks the 3 year anniversary of my dads death.
i think i may need to get away from family. even though its just my sister here.. i dunno.. kinda depends on what shes doing but i really dont want to be around people who might bring it up.
I'm not really doing better, just felt bad for putting up such a depressing blog before, wanted to replace it. Just trying to put on a brave face, and hopefully talk myself into feeling better (not working too well). Oh, something new today; car is making horrible grinding sounds, just in time for job hunting.
Re: blog, I understand not wanting the reminder of your dad. Perhaps turn off your phone tomorrow (or don't answer calls from family), and visit a friend. Unless you really want to be, being alone isn't the best idea on those anniversaries. A good point was made about your sister wanting company, but she does have other family to call to talk to if she wants to. And they'll understand how you feel.
So, I couldn't read all of your announcement about what you're confused about SG. I keep seeing people posting about being discontented or upset but nobody states why. What's going on?
okay.. since it SEEMS other people can... maybe i can post about last weekend.. now that i am at this weekend.. lmao
okay so by the current time last friday, i was in a car on the way to shasta.
we stopped just before getting to the cabin to stand together on a bridge staring at the sky. it was beautiful (and gave me an... Read More
Not fair! You cannot do that to my brain, it is fragile after too much abuse. Look at the gorgeous knot-work. No. Look at the gorgeous girl. No. Look at the gorgeous tattoo. No, pretty scenery. Wait no, knot-work. No, girl. No... aaaa! (and yes, I have trouble seeing the forest for the trees)
That's awesome about Burning Man too, yay! You should go next year, I'll be trying my best to be there!
Great pics Hexxus! You just get more beautiful by the day! Glad to hear that things are going well with you.. you definitely deserve to be as happy as you are!
*tsk* Naughty (knotty?) Hexxy...taking off the blindfold early, hehe! (Just teasing of course, and good reflexes!)
Interesting...seems the wee lad has a kink of his own, peeping into others' houses like that, lol. (Maybe he's heard that lovely ladies go inside that one.)
Sounds like with the incredible work at school, exciting new city, new hobby (and someone to share it with you), that life is amazing for your right now, hon. I'm so happy for you.
got the things i absolutely needed to get done, didnt have enough time to finish one more project though which would have gotten me an A in my competencies. I got an 89.6% (i wonder if he will round up... heheh). not too bad... but i know i can do better.. just ran... Read More
Wow, I just ate and yet that description made me hungry! Mad props to you too - my only experience with that level of cooking is Hell's Kitchen (and his other shows) and that just looks too intense for words. And yay for proper greeting! That sounds awesome for both of you, especially the anticip ation.