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So last night I didn't do anything...and it bothered me that I was letting my inner child die...
so at 10:45...before work, I went and bought a pumpkin...and I carved a Jack-o-lantern at work.
I'll be damned if my inner child is going to miss another Halloween!!!

Mandy and I have been talking quite a bit. Apparently she went on a date with this dude...
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jamielee:
PIcture of the pump-a-kin?
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The beauty of being me is that no matter how down I am...
you can NEVER count me out.

More as it develops.

-Me

Ps: I KNOW at least 4 of the people on my friends list play WoW.
Come to Aerie Peak. Look up Drimli.
I want to adventure with you guys!!!!

jamielee:
I know what you mean. I like to think the same about myself.
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Mandy came over today...to get the rest of her stuff and give me my key back.
I hate that...
The "swapping" of stuff hurts as much, if not more then the actual dumping.
It's like that final swift PUSH into it being over.

Like an idiot I tried to kiss her.
Boy am I dumb.

Went bowling with Erin and Mindy. Feels odd being the...
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meli:
That sucks. I'm sorry.

Try and have fun at the party. Relax! kiss
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So I know it makes me seem like the creepy ex...but at the same time, Mandy and I are still good friends...
I was checking out her pic comments on Myspace, thinking about leaving some new ones...
and I see that this guy has been leaving all kinds of comments on her page...
Excessively flirty comments...
and she has left some back...

Nice to know...
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after_monday:
I lurked both pages dude.. there wasn't anything overly flirty to me..
Im not telling you anything as you seem sour over everything anyhow.
after_monday:
been there, done that.. and then he cheated on me.
such is life.
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I've gotta get my shit together and fix my existence.
I was so down today that I skipped the gym. I lied and said I wasn't feeling well. (Ok...partial lie. I wasn't feeling MOTIVATED...)
I watch 4 episodes of Dharma and Greg nightly...and drool over Jenna Elfman. Haha.

Then I play WoW...eat something and go to work.

That...is a pathetic existence.

Granted it's only been...
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meli:
I don't think it's a pathetic existence but I know how it can feel like it. I am stuck in a simiiliar rut. I work, watch movies, play the Sims 2 , work... blah blah blah. I need more friends. Be my friend? biggrin
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Deja-fuckin-vu.

I'll explain.

Back in high school, the summer between Freshman and Sophomore year...all my friends had girlfriends...
so every night from 8pm-1am I would sit on my porch and listen to "Love songs at night on STAR 99.9"...or "Heart to heart on 97.3 WZBG"...and yes, I would cry...because I was desperately lonely.
I call it my "Great Depression".

Well I am at work right...
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after_monday:
crying is for wussies dude! you got me!
meli:
Be a man. I'm sure the ladies will come a runnin soon enough. Just play "Don't Let's Start" for them and pretend you wrote it. <3
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So I'm officially single.
She didn't want to break my heart by leading me on, so...

Makes sense I guess.

Looks like many more nights of talking to my cats, playing WoW and watching Dharma and Greg.
(Jenna Elfman is FUCKING hot by the way)...

-Me

Autumn's Monologue

Oh why can't I be what you need?
A new improved version of me.
But I'm nothing...
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after_monday:
you never IM'ed me!
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I quit.

That about sums it up.
I'm going to play WoW, work and go to the gym, and those are going to be my only concerns.

Now if I can only make that ACTUALLY happen...

-Me
after_monday:
whahappan my friend?
jamielee:

I quit.



I hear ya. Oh boy do I hear ya.

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Went to Mandy's sister's Halloween party last night.
I hate to say it...but it was actually kinda lame.
(Sorry if you don't like my opinion...)
People drank all the keg beer and I didn't get to play ONE game of beer pong.
Normally I hate beer, but there's something about a dirty ping pong ball that makes it tolerable.
Mandy looked really good...which doesn't help...
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So what do you do when someone doesn't feel like you do but you REALLY wish they did?

I guess as my friend Tim always says...you can wish in one hand and shit in the other and see which one gets filled faster...

SIgh...

It fits the pattern of my existence, so I really shouldn't be surprised.

-Me

What do I have to do?

You...
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laceyk:
Love that song!
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Not much to update. Been playing way too much WoW.

Friday Mandy and I are going to pick pumpkins. Then we are going to savagely murder them.
Romantic eh?
Haha.

We still haven't figured out what's going on yet...
hopefully soon.

Other than that, how's everyone else?

-Me