About a month, or probably longer ago, I left a half consumed cup of coffee on my dresser. Being a paper cup, it soon started to deteriorate away from my watchful eye, as it had accumulated a grave of clutter. One morning a couple weeks ago, I awoke early, probably because of a horrible nights worth of drunken sleep. I was awake far before the...
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0theamazingrando:
Rest in Peace, ye olde coffee. You shall ever be missed and hold a special place in our hearts.
yep
fenris23:
mm-hmm
0theamazingrando:
Best fucking journal ever... keep up the good work.
So I just got back from Portland about an hour ago. I made the drive in 9 and a half hours, a new record for me. I visited an old friend, got sloppy drunk and played music. It was great. No matter how long I'm gone from it, Oregon always feels like home to me. I haven't lived there since I was nine, but not...
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In the morning I go to Rogue River Oregon, where I will spend my Thanksgiving with my Dad and Grandparents. Then on Friday I go to Portland for a couple days to visit an old friend, before ultimately returning home on Sunday. I hope my venturing goes well. I think it will be a nice change of pace. I am going to take my notebook...
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I wish I could get fame, money and praise for sleeping.
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richiedagger:
me too man...me too.
sicily:
juniper berries. you will probably die sometime tomorrow.
Nothing! I said nothing!
jora:
Nothing! I feel nothing!
A few days ago, I promised to a couple people in the chat that I would recap the events that happened in my life durring May 2002 that I have dubbed "Fear and Loathing in Santa Cruz": (Names will be changed to protect the psychotic)
******************The Prologue*******************
I met a rather interesting character in my improvisational physical acting class, I'll call him Jose. Jose was...
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******************The Prologue*******************
I met a rather interesting character in my improvisational physical acting class, I'll call him Jose. Jose was...
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unravled:
Should I be?
unravled:
She writes songs about octupi love?
I thought it might be clever to post the journal FAQ in my journal, so here it goes
01. How do I update/edit/delete my journal?
While logged in, click the Preferences button on the top right of your browser window. Click the journal tab, and you will see a box to update your journal, and links to edit your last 12 journal entries. You cannot...
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01. How do I update/edit/delete my journal?
While logged in, click the Preferences button on the top right of your browser window. Click the journal tab, and you will see a box to update your journal, and links to edit your last 12 journal entries. You cannot...
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I hate masculenity. I hate femininity. I hate learned social rolls that serve nothing more then to frustrate, derail and jam the gears of positive and worthwile social interaction. I hate the fact that everyone needs a drug of some sort to put up with their everyday existence, weather it be smoked, drank, shot-up, read, or prayed to. As I sat in my car outside...
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richiedagger:
sorry it sound like your having such a hard time dude. i feel the exact same way sometimes...felt that way a couple of days ago actually. itll get better just give it some time.
but unfortunately...there just really is no beauty in some people, but most of them are pretty good.
but unfortunately...there just really is no beauty in some people, but most of them are pretty good.
mrsmead:
i work at a liquor store, and there are people waiting for their whisky at 9am..........
it really starts to get to you after a while........
im even watching myself slowly become an alcoholic, and having a very hard time preventing it
don't worry, there are plenty of us who are incapable of feeling real love........lately i don't feel anything at all, but if you wait for a while, things will hean in some other direction
the only constant is change
it really starts to get to you after a while........
im even watching myself slowly become an alcoholic, and having a very hard time preventing it
don't worry, there are plenty of us who are incapable of feeling real love........lately i don't feel anything at all, but if you wait for a while, things will hean in some other direction
the only constant is change
Pseudo intellectial thought of the day:
"In life, as in math, there are several extranious solutions, depending on the comlexity of the problem"
-Jason Miller
"In life, as in math, there are several extranious solutions, depending on the comlexity of the problem"
-Jason Miller
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apathy_activist:
You can bring your calculator to the exam, but you cannot recieve help from the other students.
[Edited on Sep 22, 2003]
[Edited on Sep 22, 2003]
scylla:
Remember: anal cunt is your friend. I mean they just give you two reasons with that title.
Think of this entry as a profound silence. Say what you will.
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jora:
So, how would one go about hearing a recording (perhaps a CD) of your band and your lovely voice? I'm curious. If things had been different, I might have be cool enough to have a band, but alas no. But I do sing for myself and am always interested in vocals. Let me know if there is a way.
Straddle, straddle, straddle.
Straddle, straddle, straddle.
jora:
I agree with you that depression does stem with compairing myself to imposed social standards. That is a large part of it. Then of course, I beat myself up for compairing the reality of my life to my own imposed standards, which are sometimes not realistic. I feel a bit better today, although I think it is because I have the distraction of work to occupy my mind. I have a lot of errands to do after work (which I hate doing), so I'll have to see how I feel later when I get home. Here's hoping for the best! Sigh...
When I came home from school today, there was this odd beetle type thing on the ceiling. I caught it in a jar, because it's mightly weird looking and I felt compelled to find out what it is. I searched for several hours online through several insect identification websites, but no luck. What the hell is this thing? Does it bite? Anyway I left when...
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saruman:
Insects are fun. Especially huge colorful and poisonous ones. We don't have many of them here ;-(.
bort79:
Sicily said on Sep 05, 2003 07:13 PM
oh, that was me on your ceiling. and if you don't let me out of this fucking jar, i'm going to bite your fucking dick off!
Hehehehe
oh, that was me on your ceiling. and if you don't let me out of this fucking jar, i'm going to bite your fucking dick off!
Hehehehe