greggster

By tomorrow i will be in Wisconsin hanging with two of my fave people on the planet! Tues and Dale!!!
I am very excited to finally get to hug them so hard they poo...figuratively of course.

There will be many pic taken and prolly lots of booze consumed and even more lap dances given
Sounds like a blast to me!!!!

WISCONSIN HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nyquil....take me away.....................

From time to time..I do lyric posts. Here is a song a started but never finished. It fits my mood today...maybe i will finish it later.



Scars..


I Sit here staring at these scars...
Scars that never heal..
That remind me of the very times I wished to die
I try to hide but time can't erase these scars.



This ones is done but I...
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I often feel like im so close to being on the way to true happiness..... But i usually travel roads littered with rock slides.

ahhh sleepy is good!

Im going to name this entry Love/Hate the abridged version (the real list would take too long)

Things I hate

Men who feel it is ever ok to lay a hand on a woman....You might as well wear an "I'm a bitch" shirt

Mc Donalds......Everything about it

Girl pants on guys.....You wanna wear butt huggers fine... get some lip service strech jeans

Classic rock being...
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YAY!!!!!!!!!!!

im thinking happy thoughts....

thanks you so much for all of the support...you guys never cease to amaze a drunken lonely fool like me.


much love

I woke up feeling really down....and not sure why

And then it dawned on me....it's been a year since i lose my soulmate, my best friend, my everything....

It's been a year since I last tried to end it all....

And it's been 11 years In august since I lost my only lil girl....I never got to meet her....but i still miss her everyday....


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I have been having the craziest dreams lately.....when i actually get to sleep.

Life would be really awesome....








if I was a happy as i pretend to be.

Still sick....it's now day four with no end in site.
I have now missed two days of work because of the flu.
I think i will be at work death's door or not come tomorrow.
Because I hate not having money.

Ps. my room currently smells horrendous