Warning very long journal entry ahead.
Roughly two months ago I was in a very dire place emotionally. I had such huge dreams for my return to California. I figured I would return to my old job, make some huge money and prosper. I never dreamed that after 3 months, I would still be jobless, living on couches, have my truck get repoed and be...
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Roughly two months ago I was in a very dire place emotionally. I had such huge dreams for my return to California. I figured I would return to my old job, make some huge money and prosper. I never dreamed that after 3 months, I would still be jobless, living on couches, have my truck get repoed and be...
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I'M OUT OF JAIL!!!
peedoo:
Nap time Daddy?
By this time tomorrow I will be spending my first night of a 7 day sentence in jail.
I opted out of the 5 days of work project and decided to just do 3 more days in jail and be done with it.
I will still have to pay the fines which come to about 2140.50 if my calculations are correct. And serve 4 years...
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I opted out of the 5 days of work project and decided to just do 3 more days in jail and be done with it.
I will still have to pay the fines which come to about 2140.50 if my calculations are correct. And serve 4 years...
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lobster_mobster:
Dood. Munke needs to call me and we'll both pour out a little fine malt liquor for you at the same time.
Love you, be safe. My thoughts and prayers are with you every single day.
Love you, be safe. My thoughts and prayers are with you every single day.
omeganightmare:
My phone sucks...I got your message after I got to the lake.....
titty bar when you get out
titty bar when you get out
Ok so today was my court date. i have been dreading it and now i know why. my sentence is as follows:
4 days in jail ( i turn myself in monday)
5 days community service( or whatever that equates to in regard to jail time)
1000 dollar fine ( how i will pay that without a job i dont know)
4 years informal probation...
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4 days in jail ( i turn myself in monday)
5 days community service( or whatever that equates to in regard to jail time)
1000 dollar fine ( how i will pay that without a job i dont know)
4 years informal probation...
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munke:
Sorry to hear about your jail time...
And i might suggest, you can run, but your problems will follow you wherever you go.
Seems like you're leaving Sacramento really soon.... I thought you liked it up there.
Weird.
Best of luck wherever you land.
And i might suggest, you can run, but your problems will follow you wherever you go.
Seems like you're leaving Sacramento really soon.... I thought you liked it up there.
Weird.
Best of luck wherever you land.
omeganightmare:
Hey man call me if you get time. I'd call you but I can't seem to remember anything lately
So, my lil run with internets has come to a close, It was nice to see lots of familiar faces in the Chat and catch up reading blogs and stuff. Speaking of which I want to apologize for not being able to respond to your comments. You see, I can post new blogs on my phone and i can send messages but I cant reply...
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jj_r0x0rz:
*hugs*
justsayfaux:
did i break something?
does anyone have any glue?
i feel a hole.
id like to see it through...
love man. never stops. thoughts of you.
does anyone have any glue?
i feel a hole.
id like to see it through...
love man. never stops. thoughts of you.
It was fun to play in Chat a bit today and see some of your lovely faces and other parts haha. I have missed them. I even got to see my peedoo. Man, do i miss my lil baby kitten.
Still no good news to report on the home front...but Thanks to you again for all your support.
Still no good news to report on the home front...but Thanks to you again for all your support.
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btyjugs:
love you 
lilcali:
I'm sorry I missed you in chat.
Thinking of you and wishing you the best.
Thinking of you and wishing you the best.
Still no luck on the job front and its really weighing on my mind. That combined with other upcoming stresses makes it almost too much to bear.
I'm pretty down emotionally but my friends have really worked overtime being my support system. Without them I prolly would have just ended it all long ago. My eternal thanks for all the love.
I was going through...
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I'm pretty down emotionally but my friends have really worked overtime being my support system. Without them I prolly would have just ended it all long ago. My eternal thanks for all the love.
I was going through...
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chat_gods:
I miss you.
peedoo:
I miss naptime Daddy.
Carry on my wayward son
There'll be peace when you are done.
Lay your weary head to rest
Don't you cry no more.
There'll be peace when you are done.
Lay your weary head to rest
Don't you cry no more.
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sanguine:
the other day... our fav MCR song came on the radio... i proceeded to unknowingly jam out in my car while at a red light... rockin' like there was no tomorrow.... then i looked over and saw the car next to me laughing hysterically... i thought, what would greggy do........ i turned back around and kept on rockin'
miss ya <3333
miss ya <3333
nexttuesday:
One day it will get better. Until then can you pass me some visine? Im pretty sure someone poured salt in my eyes....so burny and icky
"I'm the epitome of fucking up"
Is a song a wrote years ago........nothing has changed.
Is a song a wrote years ago........nothing has changed.
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trixxx:
I have always been drawn to fuck ups like myself...
as long as you keep trying you are alright in my book..
and maybe my bed too lol
as long as you keep trying you are alright in my book..
and maybe my bed too lol
brideofspanky:
things are awesome here. my hubby and i just bought a house--signed the papers yesterday. i think we get the keys today? super stoked.
also done with my Master's.
been working on career. it's pretty exciting. even though i am starting a new job this fall.
what's the happs wit you? what new? what old?
re: fcuking up--been there done that. i can relate. xoxo
also done with my Master's.
been working on career. it's pretty exciting. even though i am starting a new job this fall.
what's the happs wit you? what new? what old?
re: fcuking up--been there done that. i can relate. xoxo
I just wanted to take this time to thank EVERYONE for all the love and support you guys have shown me.
Things are still hard for me at the moment, but my friends and family have been amazing. I am currently working on getting my resume updated so i can become more focused and better prepared to find a job. I need to find one...
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Things are still hard for me at the moment, but my friends and family have been amazing. I am currently working on getting my resume updated so i can become more focused and better prepared to find a job. I need to find one...
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yowlinyeti:
haha just a little!
trixxx:
miss you
Well as much as I would love to report everything is awesome now that I am back in cali, I just can't.
I found out yesterday that because of a glitch with turbo tax, I will not be gettin the stimulus check I was relying on to carry me over till the rest of my money came in. I also have not started working due...
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I found out yesterday that because of a glitch with turbo tax, I will not be gettin the stimulus check I was relying on to carry me over till the rest of my money came in. I also have not started working due...
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lobster_mobster:
Happy bday, Love.
♥
♥
providencia:
Happy Birthday!
And now, this is the time on the Sprockets when we dance...
And now, this is the time on the Sprockets when we dance...
Well, I arrived back in california on friday night. The trip was pretty awesome...here is a recap.
Monday.....left Wisconsin and drove to Iowa. I had the pleasure of hanging out with Churtch and her boo Iamsipke. Hung out for some disc golf and tennis. It was a great time.
Tuesday..... I left Iowa and headed off to Omaha Nebraska to party with Daggers and CFQ....
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Monday.....left Wisconsin and drove to Iowa. I had the pleasure of hanging out with Churtch and her boo Iamsipke. Hung out for some disc golf and tennis. It was a great time.
Tuesday..... I left Iowa and headed off to Omaha Nebraska to party with Daggers and CFQ....
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cfq:
ahaha<3
i'm a rockstar!! it was a lot of fun hanging out w you greg...what i can remember...
i'm a rockstar!! it was a lot of fun hanging out w you greg...what i can remember...
nexttuesday:
You shut your mouth when Im talkin to you!!!!
You know I love you and miss you bad.
You know I love you and miss you bad.
...but with bacon.
i'm sorry for the pain and struggle you are going through, but i want you to know, that im going through the same.
if you ever need someone who knows exactly what youre going through, please call me. i love you and will always answer your calls.
and yea, i feel like my problems pale in comparision to others, but you know what..theyre huge to me and theyre huge to you and frankly thats all that matters.
i love you and always will, no matter what. you are my friend and you mean the world to me <5
and even though i cried while reading this and while responding i somehow feel better....i hope you do to
p.s.
pick one
So, it's sad this doesn't suit you now.
And me fresh out of rope...
Please ignore the lisp, I never meant to sound like this.
So take me and break me and make me strong like you.
I'll be forever grateful to this and you.
It's only you, beautiful.
Or I don't want anyone.
If I can choose it's only you.
Fix me to a chain around your neck and wear me like a nickel.
Even new wine served in old skins cheapens the taste.
I shot the pilot, now I'm begging you to fly this for me.
I'm here for you to use, broken and bruised.
Do you understand?
It's only you, beautiful.
Or I don't want anyone.
If I can choose, it's only you.
But how could I miscalculate...
perfect eyes will have perfect aim.
If I can choose, it's only you.
"we're wrecking" and I'm dry like a drum, when you scream so fine I'll leave.
We're stranded, we've got time and trials, measured in miles. We slave for days (and weeks).
It's only you, beautiful.
Or I don't want anyone.
If I can choose.
It's only you.
But how could I miscalculate...
perfect lies from a perfect dame.
If I can choose... it's only you
well i talk
Too much
To myself
And i turn my back on my faith
It's like glass
When we Break
I wish no one in my place
and i've seen
you don't need their seeds
when the cut goes in deep
and i'm lost in sleep
i can't stay
in this place
i can't stand
when the room turns round
on my fate
you give no guarantees
there's no promise
i can keep
i can't stand
i can't see my way
i feel blind
on my feet
i can't stay too long
am i wrong?
goodbye, lay the blame on luck
goodbye, lay the blame on luck
goodbye, lay the blame on luck
goodbye, lay the blame on luck
i'm so tired
of my mood
and sleep comes
with a knife, fork and a spoon
you're so pale
in your face
you let life
get in your way
and i've seen
you don't need their seeds
when the cut goes in deep
and i'm lost in sleep
am i wrong?
goodbye, lay the blame on luck
goodbye, lay the blame on luck
goodbye, lay the blame on luck
goodbye, lay the blame on luck