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Thanks for all the kind words guys, Im feeling a little better
I actually look forward to going to work today
I don't think Im getting the apartment but I will move out soon, I hope
my tattoo artist is again pissing me off & ignoring me goddamnit

I dont have much I want to say, but I love you all kiss love
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sinwithagrin:
That's the spirit! wink
perfectfutility:
YAY LOVE FOR US!
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I am trying to hard not to have a mental breakdown before work, I dont wanna go
Im already getting so sick of dancing its rediculous, i hate sitting in the dressing room all day
I hate beng a minor, I hate being a girl, I hate being bitchy and emotional
The nicer the weather the less people that come in, yes its nice to...
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giggles:
I'd never eat a pig that's a pet, I do feel awful guilty when I do eat any pig product now
alyss:
I'm going crazy too, we can go together if you'd like, at least we wouldn't be lonely smile
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I was posting to rant not to get advice, kaythanks
I don't need advice on stripping or where I should live
I just said I am very happy at the pallas, I do not want to spend an hour bussing it downtown just to be "cool enough" to be a cabaret or acropolis girl, I live one block away from my club

As for the...
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giggles:
I totally missed something, sorry
morphina:
thanks x u comment . u are so sweet ^^ kisses beauty kiss
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Devils point has become complete failure, not only is the club so different and small compared to the pallas but its just not for me, Its not that far away but when my mom couldnt take me to work I paid a driver $20 for a ride there and back home, I only made $25 during the whole boring ass shift so really I only...
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redd3vil:
living with the underbelly will just invite trouble into your home, live some where nice and worthy of you biggrin
saltlord:
The rivers are still to fucking cold. I'm heading up to camp at Timothy Lake on Hood in 2 weeks and I know that it will be a polar bear adventure swimming there.
I've never been a fan of Devils Point and I'm sure a lunch there sucks ass. Lunch shifts are better closer to Downtown. Even big draw places like Acrop and Stars have problems bring in the rain makers for lunch.
Choose a place you like working at. Then hold on and do what you need to do to get the night shifts. Let us know where you'll be at and I'm sure some of us will come out and show you some support.
You're smart and beautiful. It'll work out as long as you work at it.
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oh what a weeked, I did my first shift down at devils point and fell in love with the club instantly love
for now I'll still be at the pallas most mornings but once Im better Im working nights down there
the gorgeous MercuryRae will be moving up here in the winter & we will dominate that club!
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rascuache_:
GAAAH worst thing EVER! i hate going a week without sex because of a goddamn period. i always get so horny!
redd3vil:
your such a sweet thang
come back to chat
kiss
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Things with nate are well, still working on opening up with eachother
we are both shy and passive aggressive by nature so this is difficult....
Dancing is going good aside from lots of bruises and it gets boring
come watch me get naked and keep me company, The Pallas on 136th & Powell

And... Im dying to get cute outfits, I keep looking at hot...
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alyss:
You look amazing, I love the first photo the most, very natural and adorable. Can't wait to see you dance! Our set will be out July 21st around 2:30pm smile
d23:
sorry, i was away from SG for the weekend. I'm only in PDX for one more night... i'll PM you.
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My internet has been hating me for a couple days now but it loves me again, for now
I am officially a dancer at the pallas on 136th and powell, everyday this week
so local portland folk, come support my nakedness in person 11-4pm smile
Things you are not informed about stripping...
You will be sore and have bruises everywhere at first
the pole will kick...
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alyss:
we need to go pink madam. I have another idea for a multi-set smile I'm glad you like your job, isn't it fun having people buy you things?? lol. I love gifts!
toxic:
lol yes stripping will kill your knees I've been dancing for almost 2 years now but it gets easier! I hear were getting together for pictures thursday can't wait smile
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zeecookie:
wow guy = jealous much? sounds like insecurities...
i'd reassure him be like if i wanted to be with ___ i would be... blah blah blah
or slap him biggrin
i vote option b!

So ive decided this winter i am movin to p-town
if i dont meet ya before then we gotta do coffee or sushi or... poprock sushi !

oooh i wanna see the sets! Lorelei! how exciting!
lucky girl!
tweedle:
aww that was sweet of you to say kiss

thank you!
CUTE picture ^__^ rawr!

and tell "Nate" to stop being a dee bag!
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As cute as nate may have been while drunk, he was too drunk....
he puked within mintes of being back at his house....
after kissing me and getting me turned on in the car... no sex
I just spent 24 hours taking care of him while he puked and stayed in bed on a gorgeous day
I watched like 5 movies while rubbing his back...
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redman381400:
damn thats a lucky guy.
giggles:
no sex = frustrating
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Nate got drunk, apologized and is coming to pick me up smile

he's too cute to stay mad at especially when he's drunk
don't worry folks, a sober person is driving him to come get me

text from him
"We're over here playing beer bong want us to pick you up, its me, dean, josh, gary, dupree and me" yup he included himself twice because he...
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praesepe:
no lady , you are super cute biggrin Thanks for your comment pretty girl.
alyss:
omg! we may be doing a set together!!! <3 Alyss
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I am currently at home and not at nate's because we are fighting and Im crying
He has such trust issues its rediculous
he hasnt had a relationship in 3 years because a girl he loved cheated on him
lots of girls cheat and do hurtful things, I understand, Ive been hurt a lot too
we arent even dating yet because he wants to be...
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zeecookie:
dude i was looking at their page the other day looks AWESOME
plus punk rock works with the fact we arent barbies smile
+ germany! = awesome

hmm... well mt hood one would be cool too... *thinks*
i just checked they have a nursing there too lol
YAY for everywhere doing nursing.
zeecookie:
dude! how do i apply?
I should totally meet up with ya sometime and maybe apply there...
lol i can imagine you probably have to ...
do they teach you there or expect you to know moves?
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I got the tattoo on saturday, pictures will be up soon
I hate not having a camera phone or a camera
I went to my guy in vancouver and was happy I did, he is amazing
I have a new apartment in a week, the official step towards staying in portland
I'll be walking distance from nates so 99% of my free time will be...
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scam:
thanks. you too smile
zeecookie:
i need to get around to xfer to pcc too >.< blah!
oh well i am already registered for a term here so it'd be a while.
thanks tho smile
plus gives my ass time to save... finish off a few terms more maybe...
tho if i do move, small 1 room = perfect. So i'd try and apply to your apt complex biggrin
well... if it was close to anything

hah its funny my friend up there said she could get me a job where she works... shes a stripper so >.< not so much. hah. plus not a constant income HECK no.
posing online is different than taking it off for income for some gross person lol
then i told another friend and she told me her sister could teach me (she danced in vegas for a long time til she got preggers and moved back here)
AH! everyone wants me to be a stripper in portland i guess! lol

i am getting the tea party scene from alice in wonderland on my arm smile except weirder and more awesome biggrin
i am excited... tho i might split it up into a few sessions so i dont die.