I have the worlds BEST, MOST FANTASTIC, SEXEST, HOTTEST secret...and he's all mine.
Now, I've had it good - real nice - I've had it naughty.
But, no one has had it like I have this past month!!!
He can make me feel beautiful, delicate and in love while holding me tight in his arms.
And, he can make me feel sexy, hot and like...
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Now, I've had it good - real nice - I've had it naughty.
But, no one has had it like I have this past month!!!
He can make me feel beautiful, delicate and in love while holding me tight in his arms.
And, he can make me feel sexy, hot and like...
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battlestarlet:
what a hot entry and photo. if you don't mind me saying, he has beautiful eyes and arms.
bh_photography:
I'd make a video with you but I don't think I would want anyone seeing how hot and sexy you are.... I'd like to keep that to myself. And I definitely dont want anyone finding out how amazing you are in bed 
Love you baby.
Love you baby.Twisted bowels
Nauseated
Palpating heart
Lightheadednessis how I feel thinking about becoming 30 next month.
Regardless that I don't feel 60,
I am aware of the changes.
I've been fighting the deterioration over the past 5 years.
All the sex, drugs and rock & roll have crept upon me.
Despite all the warnings,
I have still woken up surprised to see
I look as though...
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Nauseated
Palpating heart
Lightheadednessis how I feel thinking about becoming 30 next month.
Regardless that I don't feel 60,
I am aware of the changes.
I've been fighting the deterioration over the past 5 years.
All the sex, drugs and rock & roll have crept upon me.
Despite all the warnings,
I have still woken up surprised to see
I look as though...
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contrary:
That one lousy feeling is evidence of life itself. 
fredantes:
30! after that it all goes downhill 
Three things I want to share
#1 I went to Joshua Tree for the first time to start Beltane off. Was great!
#2 I'm going to Portugal, Spain and Morocco to celebrate my big 30!!!!! First time finally traveling outside the USA. I'm so excited I might wet myself!
#3 Got my DMB tickets. Will be my bo's first show.
#1 I went to Joshua Tree for the first time to start Beltane off. Was great!
#2 I'm going to Portugal, Spain and Morocco to celebrate my big 30!!!!! First time finally traveling outside the USA. I'm so excited I might wet myself!
#3 Got my DMB tickets. Will be my bo's first show.
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fredantes:
good to see you are finally gonna be able to travel abroad - enjoy!
fredantes:
that's too bad because I had a spare ticket.
It's late and I can't sleep. 
Greatnow my lip is bleeding. The other night at work I neglected to read on the hot pocket wrapper "contents may be hot". I still probably wouldn't have believed it was hot enough to burn my lip to an instant blistering point! It looked like I had cheese stuck to my bottom lip but really was a nasty white...
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Greatnow my lip is bleeding. The other night at work I neglected to read on the hot pocket wrapper "contents may be hot". I still probably wouldn't have believed it was hot enough to burn my lip to an instant blistering point! It looked like I had cheese stuck to my bottom lip but really was a nasty white...
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bh_photography:
I did agree - but I didn't do a very good job at it, did I.
I was trying so hard to keep you, I stopped being the man you fell in love with.
I lost focus - I wanted to spend all my time with you because you make me so happy - but I should have focused more on myself and resolved all my problems sooner.
I know if I'm ever going to have a chance, I need to start over and prove that I really am the MAN you fell in love with and not just another childish boy.
Starting with getting my life back in order first, before I can ever think of starting a new life with you.
I was trying so hard to keep you, I stopped being the man you fell in love with.
I lost focus - I wanted to spend all my time with you because you make me so happy - but I should have focused more on myself and resolved all my problems sooner.
I know if I'm ever going to have a chance, I need to start over and prove that I really am the MAN you fell in love with and not just another childish boy.
Starting with getting my life back in order first, before I can ever think of starting a new life with you.
I'm over flowing with bliss. I can't stop thinking about my little vampire. We've spent only 4 occasions together and I get so goofy over him. I wish you could hear my excitement. Last night was wonderful and he expressed himself how he thought it was magical. God, vulnerability right now is oh so bitter sweet. I just want to be w/ him all the...
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cineman:
Wow, congrats! That's a good feeling, I know. Cheers!
bh_photography:
Glad to hear that your happy
A little bit of venting is what I need right now. Don't worry I top it off w/ sugar.
I was seeing/dating this guy for just about 6mos.Unfortunately, I recently broke it off. His words and his actions or lack of weren't level. For god's sake he still flirted and spent alone time w/ other girls. He even thought it was ok to spend a...
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I was seeing/dating this guy for just about 6mos.Unfortunately, I recently broke it off. His words and his actions or lack of weren't level. For god's sake he still flirted and spent alone time w/ other girls. He even thought it was ok to spend a...
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battlestarlet:
glad you dumped the loser. and this new guy sounds great. whether it works out or not, it certainly sounds wonderful in the now. have fun!!!
gingerkiss:
Thank you so much for the support.
I feel so sick in the stomach though right this moment.I just found out that his ex that was in a relationship just happens to have become single in the last few days before she comes out to visit him. I can't believe I was soooo blind. Why lie and hurt me. I'm a good person!
I feel so sick in the stomach though right this moment.I just found out that his ex that was in a relationship just happens to have become single in the last few days before she comes out to visit him. I can't believe I was soooo blind. Why lie and hurt me. I'm a good person!
I awoke in the middle of the night from a bloody horrid dream.
But from the moment I woke all shaky, sweaty and heart pounding,
that's all I could remember. Not one detail.
After about 30 seconds of collection, something I feel now to be kinda morbid...
I got terribly horny. I hadn't had a self session like that in awhile. I blew myself away....
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But from the moment I woke all shaky, sweaty and heart pounding,
that's all I could remember. Not one detail.
After about 30 seconds of collection, something I feel now to be kinda morbid...
I got terribly horny. I hadn't had a self session like that in awhile. I blew myself away....
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nicklesanddimes3:
thanks for the warm wishes, I so appreciate it!!!!
fredantes:
Did u get nightmares because you were too sober or too drunk?
I finally did it!!!!!! 
All it took was some fun lovin encouragment from the right person.
I'm on my way to being a pro at snowboarding.lol.Ok, at least I'm a snow bunny now.
The 1st one down took 20mins and I was on my way to giving up but w/ motivation, hugs and kisses I made it down a dozen more times in less than...
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All it took was some fun lovin encouragment from the right person.
I'm on my way to being a pro at snowboarding.lol.Ok, at least I'm a snow bunny now.
The 1st one down took 20mins and I was on my way to giving up but w/ motivation, hugs and kisses I made it down a dozen more times in less than...
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lukass:
Thankfully, you are correct, I do not have to be up terribly early. The video game industry isn't really know for being populated by a bunch of morning people. Glad you liked the pic. If one has the accordion, one must rock it.
Cheers,
/L
Cheers,
/L
peas:
youre so prettiful.
ilu
ilu
Happy Valentine's Day everyone.
This V day is way better than last yr and I'm single this yr.lol.
Anyway, to all my current crushes, boy/girl friends and/or playmates (hehe) special hugs and kisses today!
This V day is way better than last yr and I'm single this yr.lol.
Anyway, to all my current crushes, boy/girl friends and/or playmates (hehe) special hugs and kisses today!
fredantes:
Happy Valentine's day - hope u had fun in LB last night.
Rage! That's how I was feeling earlier because of pain.
My back molar and gum started hurting Sunday morning, like a piece of jerky was stuck in there.
I flossed x2. Gargled w/ salt water and brushed lots. By the middle of my day Monday I was ready to bounce on anyone that was punching bag size. lol
I ended up having to get emergency...
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My back molar and gum started hurting Sunday morning, like a piece of jerky was stuck in there.
I flossed x2. Gargled w/ salt water and brushed lots. By the middle of my day Monday I was ready to bounce on anyone that was punching bag size. lol
I ended up having to get emergency...
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fredantes:
Sorry to hear about your mouth pain. I guess we're all having bad days lately.
A little expression of a thought today that was enticed by an email sent to me from a person which at the moment has fallin victim. I understand, but be sure not to carry on the bad juju.
There are some REALLY messed up people out there.
We ALL have our problems and even corks.
Now, its one thing to hurt yourself (take pleasure in...
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There are some REALLY messed up people out there.
We ALL have our problems and even corks.
Now, its one thing to hurt yourself (take pleasure in...
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myszka:
deep
peas:
hehe! i know! one day soon i will!
im just trying my best to focus on
newspaper staff and things.
when i get a free weekend + money
i can come down and chillz for a day
or so!
<333
im just trying my best to focus on
newspaper staff and things.
when i get a free weekend + money
i can come down and chillz for a day
or so!
<333
I had another amazing moment in time tonight.
I went to the "local" club and was asked to wait, by the "door guy" (to remain nameless) so that he could walk me to my car. I'm glad to say I was drunk enough that I took us down the wrong street. Cause when we walked back up, we passed a pet store w/ blinds in...
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I went to the "local" club and was asked to wait, by the "door guy" (to remain nameless) so that he could walk me to my car. I'm glad to say I was drunk enough that I took us down the wrong street. Cause when we walked back up, we passed a pet store w/ blinds in...
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fredantes:
Well looks like you're having some fun on weeknights - I wish I could go out and get drunk, but I can't anymore..