"Well, I've successfully managed to stay off drink since the incident and with that found myself settling into my cosy nights instead of trying to get drunk every night. Then I got bored of that and started replacing it with other things such as weed, pills, coke, and laughing gas.
One by one I've tried weaning myself off again, reminding myself that it is a...
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Can someone buy me him for Christmas? I shall call him Rigglesworth.
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suziewoohooo:
That's adorable!
suziewoohooo:
Merry christmas! I do hope you got rigglesworth 
I've decided to try and remain "single" for the whole of 2010; I'm so much more focused when I don't have one of you boys distracting me
I do know what you mean though, someone to cuddle with and sex up on a regular basis is very desirable.. especially when it's so bloody cold outside! Brrr
I've decided to try and remain "single" for the whole of 2010; I'm so much more focused when I don't have one of you boys distracting me
I do know what you mean though, someone to cuddle with and sex up on a regular basis is very desirable.. especially when it's so bloody cold outside! Brrr
amarillo:
im glad someone else spends like i do at this time of year
spazzing:
YAY!!! gobble gobble gobble. now you're dead o_o
Thank you so much to all those that listened during that last little random episode. It did only last a few days, and I've been so busy I've not updated in a while. I'm pleased to say though that life is back on track and I feel like one smooth, mellow guy. I know what I like, I know who I am, and I have...
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oxy:
go to see you feeling good about life.
oxy:
Hows life treating you now?
I'm in a dark place right now, and it isn't the broom cupboard. The growing sense of unease and grief around me is starting to take it's toil on my mind. The endless, long nights of drinking and drugs until we all fall down is dragging me into a depressing hole. Tonight is the first night I've pulled myself out of the lull, however I...
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the_malcontent:
I feel for you, I'm trying to turn my life around after having barrelled full on down a road that seemed right at the time, and now... less so.
You need to reflect on the part of you that is so self critical, it tends to manifest it's self in destructive behaviour. I'm beginning to figure out why and where mine comes from, and I hope that in time I can correct that balance a stop it.
I dearly wish I could be with that someone too, but I managed to put that out of reach very well by my behaviour, and I know that ultimately the response and the confidence I need will only come from myself.
Take good care of yourself and maybe spend some time on your own (up a hill, in the wind and rain, It usually helps me get a bit of perspective).
You need to reflect on the part of you that is so self critical, it tends to manifest it's self in destructive behaviour. I'm beginning to figure out why and where mine comes from, and I hope that in time I can correct that balance a stop it.
I dearly wish I could be with that someone too, but I managed to put that out of reach very well by my behaviour, and I know that ultimately the response and the confidence I need will only come from myself.
Take good care of yourself and maybe spend some time on your own (up a hill, in the wind and rain, It usually helps me get a bit of perspective).
missraae:
What is it they say on planes? Help yourself before you help others. Focus on your own well being and others will follow your example.
Huzzah!!! I now have my own beautiful digital SLR to play with, so that means you're more likely to see a new SB set and hopefully I'm going to be acting photographer to my friend Izzy! She wants to join SG Girls but wants to join and have herself a hopefuls post straight away which I half recommended if she wants to become an SG....
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lorannah:
Did i see new SB set?! W00t
I couldn't begin to tell anyone the cloud nine I'm on right now. Whether or not it has anything to do with the copious amounts of scrumpy cider I've had, or indeed with the fact I love everyone at my University is another thing. I seem to have moved my lifestyle from Southampton up to London, excluding all the bad bits and just concentrating on...
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rabidbuttons:
an we love you back!
clio:
hey friend
Ahoy Shipmates!
It's been a long time coming this new post, but I finally found time for it through the art shows and Bestival weekend! I can feel myself needing to sit down with some Guinness and groovetastic tunes and work my way through all the jazztastic things you've been up to. I'm liking the amount of bullet-point style updates people are doing, so here's...
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It's been a long time coming this new post, but I finally found time for it through the art shows and Bestival weekend! I can feel myself needing to sit down with some Guinness and groovetastic tunes and work my way through all the jazztastic things you've been up to. I'm liking the amount of bullet-point style updates people are doing, so here's...
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coffeelove:
+1 on the over-romanticized ideas!
I do the same every autumn!
'cept, switch girl for boy, in my case ;D
I do the same every autumn!
'cept, switch girl for boy, in my case ;D
amarillo:
i'm glad things are lookin up for you. its def a changing of the season!
Suicideboys #2 - Surrealists Wonky Box 
I've decided to extend my personality once again into my new set and am going to go for dark, surrealist and humourous things. I'm not sure exactly how it'll work yet, however I like the idea of a lot of photo editing in a Dadaist way with a bit of influence from David Lynch's Distorted Nudes series.
It will...
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I've decided to extend my personality once again into my new set and am going to go for dark, surrealist and humourous things. I'm not sure exactly how it'll work yet, however I like the idea of a lot of photo editing in a Dadaist way with a bit of influence from David Lynch's Distorted Nudes series.
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cherrylix:
Hurrah for new SB set
And I love that photo in your last blog; who took that? x
And I love that photo in your last blog; who took that? x
mummifier:
Well of course you want to go to a reindeer farm now, if you didn't I would think you were just ridiculous! Oh and the dogs name is Brutus. Your blog makes me wish I could get away with wearing a ruff
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oceans:
thankyouu
there's always time for rum, always. i'll toast my glass to you when you get your new set! x
there's always time for rum, always. i'll toast my glass to you when you get your new set! x
ershin:
whyyyyyyy did you re-add me? i'm wholly confused.
and i just rang you. and i'm sure you're at work. oops.
x
and i just rang you. and i'm sure you're at work. oops.
x
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oxy:
that is pure genius
coffeelove:
YEEEES!!!! 
I'M HAVING A BREAKTHROUGH!!!!!!!!! 
I have now developed my own artistic style into a unique palette. Something I can use consistently in my work now, be it; short films, graphic design work, photography or writing. It's the sort of breakthrough I needed and am exeedingly happy! I'd like to Suicidegirls and everyone on it for lifting my spirits in order that I achieve this.
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I have now developed my own artistic style into a unique palette. Something I can use consistently in my work now, be it; short films, graphic design work, photography or writing. It's the sort of breakthrough I needed and am exeedingly happy! I'd like to Suicidegirls and everyone on it for lifting my spirits in order that I achieve this.
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kaikai:
Oh breakthroughs are wonderful! that's so very exciting. I need one of those soon!