Hey everyone!!

Haven't been here in an while but I've been busy, holidays, work and all the usual but I'm doing ok. Hope you all are having fun, I'll have more for you soon.

Hmmm week 3 and I'm being good, keeping active and trying to eat more often, even started indulging in hobbies again, Little xbox gaming, out and about meeting likeminded kinky people. blogging a bit more here and on Instagram, soon enough I'll have this whole social media thing worked out,

Goals this week, produce one good landscape photo, do some push ups and...
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Soooooo I'm making here part of my life and its still largely about browsing so many beautiful photo shoots.

however I'd like to document something about me. I'm 36 years old, probably 40lbs overweight and I'm a bicycle mechanic. I enjoy cycling, photography and gaming along with the usual reading, tv and movies....oh and I'm a struggling international roller...
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So I took a long break from the site other than just browsing the pictures and when I finally got around to resubscribing I thought long and hard about and I've decided that slowly I want to be more of me on this site. I want too involve myself and get to know people so its a long slow road but I look forward...
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Been doing a lot of soul searching. Thinking a lot about the "size of the fight in the dog" starting to find a few things to work on. Managed to get two skates in last week which is an improvement. Starting to think about broadening my photography range. Wondering how to take photography to become a job. Went and looked for actual jobs. Looking forward...
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Day 2

Did some star jumps, drank some water, played some assassins creed

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The last month has been hard, really really difficult. It was all going so well and then it seems my cart got knocked and I've been crashing through one disaster after another and I just find it so difficult to even do the most simple task. I need to get my head screwed on. I need to get focused. I need to live again.

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Guess its been a while since I wrote anything. This is mostly a good thing as I found some self confidence and I stopped procrastinating about things and started getting out there and I was doing quite well but I guess I have started to slip again and then I need to keep a record of these things as I hunt for the mental strength...
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So tomorrow is the start of my "birthday week" Its 7 days till I turn 33 and I want to spend the next week celebrating and indulging myself with good food, great company, the odd gift or two and lots of hot sex. First up a small trip to London. Then a nice day or two at home and hopefully a small family party. But...
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Wow been an intense few days, In between trying to get the house tidied up and organised I had a really big talk with my girlfriend and I think I'm in a place where I can accept me sexuality and start to explore my body, my desires and my beliefs. I really have grown as a person and now I feel I'm ready...
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