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You know I'm really fucking tired of driving on the 405 while crying. Do you have any idea how hard it is to lane change with tears obstructing your view?

I need one thing from Cossey right. Just one. I don't think I'm asking for a lot, but maybe I'm wrong. I just want to talk to him about this situation with my ex.

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OK, I just talked to my ex. He's in LA, staying with a friend (meaning he doesn't have to stay with me (not sure if I'm happy or sad about this)). He wants to talk to me about some stuff tomorrow. I'm not sure what. I'm scared and yet hopeful.

I really wish I could talk to Cossey. I need him right now and he's...
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godiva666:
Maybe alpacas are a type of llama... I dunno, I guess I'm not up to date on my exotic animal terminology.. hahaha. Whatever. Still gold!
And I totally know how you feel- I hate that wondering, and I hate when its about an ex.
I know this doesn't help, but I hope that everything works out for the best...
moonrabbit:
It's just a requirement to get into the school.
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On top of the stress from having my ex call me last night, I'm also dealing with massive problems at the paper.

The Board of Trustees refuses to announce the next president until tomorrow at 9 a.m. (actually they won't even confirm when they're going to announce it). We have sources who won't go on the record, but say it's one candidate. We've been feeling...
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jessewestend:
5 8, but i'm small. trust me.

and i kind of like my convoluted grammar
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The boy, my ex, just called me. He's stuck in Hawaii. He said something on the plane so they kicked him off. He's going to try to fly out tomorrow on a different flight. He asked me to drive him back to Bishop if he gave me gas money. I really, really wanted to take him home, but I've got so many plans and responsibilities...
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moonrabbit:
It's a pain in the ass when you finaly get over someone. Finaly letting it set in that there's no future there. Then something happens to bring them back into your life.
My luck. Marie's gonna come back from school early, sobbing about something with her boyfriend and here I'm trying to go to new york next year... I can relate, hon.
laceyk:
I will admit to hanging on to my guy's stuff, instead of mailing it so he has to see me one last time.....

Part of me wishes he would want to come back, but the other part wonders if my heart has been broken too much.

You are lucky to have a lot of people around you for support....I am sending good vibes.
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Damn, GirthmanCossey tagged me.

1. Sometimes, just to hurt myself, I look up my ex, William. He made me so many promises about love and other bullshit. I believed every word. I thought we'd get married. Then I found out he only dated me out of pity. He broke my spirit. I haven't fully loved like that since we broke up in February 2002.

2....
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macska:
I knew it would happen sooner or later.

Why do you refuse to finger women- does it just sound gross to you?
chckpotpie:
I don't understand the rules of this game.
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GirthmanCossey tried teaching me how to smoke last night. My lungs hurt sooooo badly. I highly doubt I will ever do that again.

Things are fine now. I just get needy every so often and there's nothing to be done about it but hold me and reassure me, which is exactly what he did. He held me all night last night and I loved it....
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macska:
Ahhhhh... gotcha. wink
girthy:
You've been tagged, you now must write 20 things about yourself that we all probably don't know about you, then you must tag 5 other people to do the same.

Good luck kiss
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It only took me a month to fuck everything up. I go back and forth between blaming myself and telling myself I wasn't wrong.

damnit, I just need to be held and "loved." I just want to know I'm wanted. But I feel like it's too much to ask. I just want to curl up in a ball and hide. I like staying in the...
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girthy:
shocked uh oh
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I never made it back to my hotel last night. I have a new girlfriend as well apparently.

I went to Club 54 last night with Lesley, Jenn and Elysse. We ended upstairs in the VIP section. Lesley was on a mission to get us free drinks. She spotted a group of four nerdy guys and said we should flirt with them, but we felt...
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dan_aka_napoleon:
yeah what the hell happened to coss?
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Oi vey ...

OK So I am in fact bleeding. Thank goodness.

I'm in Vegas. It's 6:37 and I feel slightly tipsy already. My phone is dead 'cause I forgot the charger.

We got here at 9 p.m. last night because I picked everyone up two hours late (damn my speech impediment! I can't say no to morning wood.) We hit major traffic on the...
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I hate how I can get an idea in my head and panic about it. For some reason this pregnancy thing won't go away.

I've been really grouch lately for no reason at all. I really really want to call my mom and talk to her about it but I'm afraid she'll freak out and I'll have to explain everything to her.

I can't be...
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niobe:
Sometimes stressing makes it even worse. I have had a few scares myself. As you posted this a few days ago I hope that things have sorted themselves out. Good luck! smile
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SO FUCKING STRESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!

I need $37 to file my grad stuff
This entails getting some stamps and crap at the main office then running over to Brotman Hall (student services essentially) and waiting to get it all processed and paying the fee.

The job fair section has about half a page of just empty space
Unless I can think of something I can put together...
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moonrabbit:
What guy hasn't watched the L word? Straight guys watch it for obvious reasons and gay guys watch it for the drama and the fact that it's a point for their team.

I'm sure they all watch it with more fervor than I. But yeah.. Shane is pretty fuck'n hot.
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Well Faithful and Gentle Readers, where did the Ol' GangstaSwan leave off last time? Ahh that's right with promises of a tale of the adventure with Flogging Molly.

The concert was pretty amazing, then again Flogging Molly has a lot of energy and just really pumps up the crowd. GirthmanCossey was a little miffed with them for having two opening acts. I slightly agree, but...
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girthy:
You need a male model, eh...