Sorry we couldn't make the dinner last night.
megan had to go home and cook dinner, and i had to go home and help my aunt [who's visiting from l.a.] unpack. She got here on tuesday. My other aunt from NYC gets here tomorrow.
i have to work tomorrow and a fucking million other things. I'm not feeling very impressed by my schedule. i got...
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megan had to go home and cook dinner, and i had to go home and help my aunt [who's visiting from l.a.] unpack. She got here on tuesday. My other aunt from NYC gets here tomorrow.
i have to work tomorrow and a fucking million other things. I'm not feeling very impressed by my schedule. i got...
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jinxi:
YOU HAVE BEEN SEXED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends who you think don't get much lovin' (or maybe they do!) and, SEX THEM! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!) This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can sex the person who sexed you, of course. 2- You can sex the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should sex in public! Be adventurous, damnit. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender sexing, it's HOT. 7- You should most definately get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!) Please dont take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!
chuckgelman:
Gorgeous picture! I'm goddamn exhausted too. Feel like the walking dead. Hope you catch some sleep this weekend. Or do something better. Either way.
well, the plan was to watch a movie in with torquil and go on a long walk afterwards. And maybe some picture taking. but i cancelled.
when i was on the phone with m. alexandra earlier, i had eaten 11 cupcakes and had quite a bad tummy ache.
after drinking the peppermint tea she suggested, i felt a bit better and ate 3 more cupcakes....
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when i was on the phone with m. alexandra earlier, i had eaten 11 cupcakes and had quite a bad tummy ache.
after drinking the peppermint tea she suggested, i felt a bit better and ate 3 more cupcakes....
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fenris23:
saw the word "writer" in your profile.
explain the process to getting published.
because i have my first draft and it's just sitting here
Well that would depend on quite a number of different things.
How developed is your draft? Are you close to having it be, in your view, good enough?
What kind of work is it?
First step is to start working on polishing or otherwise developing your piece. Second is to start working on good summaries and introductory letters for sending to publishers. Then you should buy the Canadian Writers Market book. It lists many many publishers.
Writing is a great activity, fun and rewarding. Trying to get published is not. It is living hell. Dont even try if you cant take rejection and uncertainty or if you have no patience. The basic process is to send inquiry letters out to every publisher you can get an address for and that even slightly fits the style of your work. Then they either dont respond
If you dont feel your draft is ready for publishing as is I would suggest you find some people to give you feedback, like a writers group. You could even post segments to one of the two writers groups on SG. I might be interested in starting a new writers group in Vancouver so that might be a possibility.
Respond some and I will see what I can do to answer more of your questions or help you.
freakqueen:
interesting?
quite usual for a sugar fiend such as myself
quite usual for a sugar fiend such as myself
*sigh*
there are few things i hate more than questions like, "what's up?"
the entire reason i keep an online diary is so i don't have to answer such mundane quesitons.
i think i've done a lot of growing recently. My fantastic day reflects this.
years ago, i'd spend nights sitting on my tree, staring at the stars and moon wondering why i felt so...
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there are few things i hate more than questions like, "what's up?"
the entire reason i keep an online diary is so i don't have to answer such mundane quesitons.
i think i've done a lot of growing recently. My fantastic day reflects this.
years ago, i'd spend nights sitting on my tree, staring at the stars and moon wondering why i felt so...
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pica_pica:
ok ow. I went for a brazilian yesterday and it seemed more painful than I remember it to be. Upon leaving, I was in alot of pain and as soon as I got a chance in private to take a look at the results, I was shocked to see that I had lost most of the skin off that particularly sensitive part of my body.
This sucks ALOT.
oh man, this is so not attractive,.
waaaaah!!!
Don't go to "New Mondo Salon" on hornby. I don't think she knows what she is doing.
This sucks ALOT.
oh man, this is so not attractive,.
waaaaah!!!
Don't go to "New Mondo Salon" on hornby. I don't think she knows what she is doing.
paolodesade:
Happy Valentines Day to you and Megan, I wish I had time and talent for a poem, but I'll have to settle for giving you my heart. 
One for each of you, please trample lightly...
One for each of you, please trample lightly...i've been busy.
girls as far as new york city, japan, belguim and australia have cried on behalf of the breakup between keith and myself.
but good news from new york! I am the feature of the new bellavendetta banner ad. How sweet is this?
i have many a photoshoot coming up. I'm feeling more nervous than anything else.
it's aggravating how with every SG...
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girls as far as new york city, japan, belguim and australia have cried on behalf of the breakup between keith and myself.
but good news from new york! I am the feature of the new bellavendetta banner ad. How sweet is this?
i have many a photoshoot coming up. I'm feeling more nervous than anything else.
it's aggravating how with every SG...
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wottan:
Bellavandetta? And how does one become asexual, do you have to concentrate really hard hoping to split down the middle?
freakqueen:
one becomes asexual by losing all interest in sex
so[ul] free
i am in love with myself.
is that not the most conceited thing EVER?!
i danced the night away with torquil.
earlier on, yesterday, i had sent an email to keith that i written awhile ago. An e-mail that had left me exhausted from forming ALL my emotions and thoughts into words.
the relief that i felt from writing that email is nothing...
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i am in love with myself.
is that not the most conceited thing EVER?!
i danced the night away with torquil.
earlier on, yesterday, i had sent an email to keith that i written awhile ago. An e-mail that had left me exhausted from forming ALL my emotions and thoughts into words.
the relief that i felt from writing that email is nothing...
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bbkaro:
Pardon a comment from a random stranger, but your journal entry got me thinking...
To go along with torq dissing keith -- do guys (and I'm wondering if I have been subconsciously guilty of this as well) automatically feel the need to denigrate boyfriends/significant others of girls they find attractive? Do they think it will make themselves look more appealing in the woman's eyes...?
I have, over the last few weeks, learned of disparaging comments made about me to my girlfriend... by people I don't even know! A few of them were guys she used to date, a few guys she met just recently. They will play upon one or two facts about me, or even a fucking photograph, and all of a sudden I'm painted in a negative light. To my girlfriend's credit, she defends me unquestionably... and always laughs about the feeble attempts at ego-boosting.
But... wow... is this just something guys do? Have I done it? Do girls think it's cute and flattering or cheap and pathetic?
To go along with torq dissing keith -- do guys (and I'm wondering if I have been subconsciously guilty of this as well) automatically feel the need to denigrate boyfriends/significant others of girls they find attractive? Do they think it will make themselves look more appealing in the woman's eyes...?
I have, over the last few weeks, learned of disparaging comments made about me to my girlfriend... by people I don't even know! A few of them were guys she used to date, a few guys she met just recently. They will play upon one or two facts about me, or even a fucking photograph, and all of a sudden I'm painted in a negative light. To my girlfriend's credit, she defends me unquestionably... and always laughs about the feeble attempts at ego-boosting.
But... wow... is this just something guys do? Have I done it? Do girls think it's cute and flattering or cheap and pathetic?
freakqueen:
should guys automatically feel the need to throw coconuts at exes?
hmmmmmmm
due to pica_pica's comment.. i feel the need to explain somethings.
this account was a free gift from Missy to me. In hopes that i would like to become an SG. [Speaking of which, i'll talk to megan about that today when i see her.] I figured megan would benefit more out of this account seeing as how she's to be my photographer...
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due to pica_pica's comment.. i feel the need to explain somethings.
this account was a free gift from Missy to me. In hopes that i would like to become an SG. [Speaking of which, i'll talk to megan about that today when i see her.] I figured megan would benefit more out of this account seeing as how she's to be my photographer...
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paolodesade:
Glad your back. Give Megan a kiss for me for taking such good care of you. 
freakqueen:
nope. no hints
[ diana ]
back to back update.
who knows.. i might even write another one after this.
have i recently mentioned just how much i love megan?
cuz i love her lots. And lots.
Her, John and Keith were probably the only non-family members to come visit me. Granted, i got lots of e-mails and pages and calls [ from new york and l.a. ]....
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back to back update.
who knows.. i might even write another one after this.
have i recently mentioned just how much i love megan?
cuz i love her lots. And lots.
Her, John and Keith were probably the only non-family members to come visit me. Granted, i got lots of e-mails and pages and calls [ from new york and l.a. ]....
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freakqueen:
more joinery... some apprenticeship....
new friends, new lovers, new environments....
change is in the air.
new friends, new lovers, new environments....
change is in the air.
phraktyl:
Change is good. Hard, sometimes. Occassionally strange, and it may get you a little apprehensive.
But it's good.
What caused the hospital visit? No worries if you don't want to say, or use the contact page (or e-mail) if you don't want to say on the board...
Are you supposed to take it easy for a while? Let your body recover? Allow Megan to rub you down, and give you sponge baths?
But it's good.
What caused the hospital visit? No worries if you don't want to say, or use the contact page (or e-mail) if you don't want to say on the board...
Are you supposed to take it easy for a while? Let your body recover? Allow Megan to rub you down, and give you sponge baths?
[diana]
omg.
everything's been absolutely insane.
i feel quite mentally unstable. I was discharged from the hospital on thursday. and graduated on friday.
technically, today's saturday but it's 4 fucking a.m.
everything is changing much to fast.
at the same time... i wanted this didn't i? Or at least, i do now. [ i think i do ]
I feel the need to start on...
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omg.
everything's been absolutely insane.
i feel quite mentally unstable. I was discharged from the hospital on thursday. and graduated on friday.
technically, today's saturday but it's 4 fucking a.m.
everything is changing much to fast.
at the same time... i wanted this didn't i? Or at least, i do now. [ i think i do ]
I feel the need to start on...
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mediapuzzle:
best wishes
wottan:
That sounds incredibly painful..hope she does better.
diana is in the hospital.
she is very, very sick.
i am very, very worried.
send her lots of love and buy her things to buy her love.
poor diana.
i wasn't able to sleep at all last night worried about her- it stinks.
fuck this,
she's not supposed to be sick.
she's supposed to be amazing- and strong- and wonderful.
well she still is...
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she is very, very sick.
i am very, very worried.
send her lots of love and buy her things to buy her love.
poor diana.
i wasn't able to sleep at all last night worried about her- it stinks.
fuck this,
she's not supposed to be sick.
she's supposed to be amazing- and strong- and wonderful.
well she still is...
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clydeftones:
hope she gets well soon. best wishes
hope she gets well soon. best wishes
phraktyl:
Still sending thoughts over. How's she doing over there?
Enquiring (and worried) minds want to know...
Feel better.
Enquiring (and worried) minds want to know...
Feel better.
i have been asked to update myself [megan]
by herse;f [diana]
but i don't really know what to say
since nothing really has been new with me
i'm applying for jobs....
i need to hang out with miss diana more and take pictures of her so we all can have new ones
other than that. i'm sexually grumpified.
i need a cock in my mouth
by herse;f [diana]
but i don't really know what to say
since nothing really has been new with me
i'm applying for jobs....
i need to hang out with miss diana more and take pictures of her so we all can have new ones
other than that. i'm sexually grumpified.
i need a cock in my mouth
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freakqueen:
hahaha
thanks, yep- i've been around but just lurrrrking
thanks, yep- i've been around but just lurrrrking
paolodesade:
What a coincidence, 11:00 pm on tues. night I needed a mouth on my cock... maybe next time 
Yes, please take more pics...please please please
Yes, please take more pics...please please please
i seriously wish that i lived a slow paced life.
I'M SORRY I HAVEN'T HAD TIME TO UPDATE!!!
torquil's called AND paged at least once a day for the 2 weeks. I'm suddenly not so glad he now has his own phone.
Thursday: Got my hair done and visited Jacob, went down to Carter Motorsports, spent some quality time on a 2005 Goldwing which...
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I'M SORRY I HAVEN'T HAD TIME TO UPDATE!!!
torquil's called AND paged at least once a day for the 2 weeks. I'm suddenly not so glad he now has his own phone.
Thursday: Got my hair done and visited Jacob, went down to Carter Motorsports, spent some quality time on a 2005 Goldwing which...
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phraktyl:
Missed you!
I can't help but wonder, throughout this sordid tale, where the whole Keith subplot is headed. Something about a moth and a flame, something, something...
I can't help but wonder, throughout this sordid tale, where the whole Keith subplot is headed. Something about a moth and a flame, something, something...
paolodesade:
Hope your feel better...
I'm so glad I did learn how to make things by hand even though I now use tools and jigs and shortcuts to get it done faster/better. The knowledge of the "old ways" comes in real handy occasionaly. I wish I had not skipped over silver work because I know it would have helped to have those skills in my repertoire. Take the time to learn every pain in the ass thing that they are willing to teach you, you never know when it might come in handy.
I'm so glad I did learn how to make things by hand even though I now use tools and jigs and shortcuts to get it done faster/better. The knowledge of the "old ways" comes in real handy occasionaly. I wish I had not skipped over silver work because I know it would have helped to have those skills in my repertoire. Take the time to learn every pain in the ass thing that they are willing to teach you, you never know when it might come in handy.