figmentation

yea... i'm still sprung.
from months ago.
and so on.
Sometimes it feels as though it was all a dream, and that i only have the shadow of a hope that it may be real, than then I come across the proof that it did exist. That at one time...

sigh.
right. no more cleaning out the computer. It screws with my head. I'm going...
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Sometimes the time to go do something is now.
And if you don't go now then you don't get to go.

"Hey Dad, you wanna go for a walk when you're done returning the tools to the shed?"
"Sure."
"Cool, let me get my shoes."
I go and put my shoes on and wait for him to show back up... a good 10 minutes goes...
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Hey ya'll!
ok,
much has happened. Life is good. I'm working my ass off. more on the details in thirty seconds.

I'm currently in Ft. Lauderdale. (if you're here, shoot me an email and we'll chill) I've made friends, and am living up the party town. I"m tanned and amused and am considering the entire thing an experiment in the human condition of life.

Work...
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absolute beauty.

I"ve got work and a place to live. in one day.

wonderful.
Muah

I'm in a state of What the fuck am I gonna do now? combined with it's a beautiful day outside combined with the wonder of what tommorow holds combined whith where do I go from here now that I"ve been released from this obligation that wasn't fulfilling me anyways. with a dash of just being bewildered.

It's a very strange place to be.

When I found out, I could say nothing in my defense. Her mind had been made up, apparently for a while and she'd been waiting for me to drop the ball. I knew the time would come, but I didn't think it would be like that...

Sometimes I wish people would tell you that you're buggin them long before they blow thier lid.

I'm off...
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today I watched the storm roll in.
It's the kind of storm where the clouds are black and grey and green, the wind blows the trees sideways and the water falls in a mixture of giagantic droplets and a solid wall.
True Beauty.

Austin is being questioned.
I think I misstepped in choosing a traveling companion and also in the process of making the plan to do it. (it meaning actually going)

Really I'm uneasy wiht the companion chosen. events happend which showed their character in ways that could never be viewed otherwize, and I know I can't live with that part of thier character. It's a streach...
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I danced all night.
the blisters are worth it.


Even the best laid plans will fall short.
Life is good again.
The world is beautiful.


I sleep now.

yea... alittle down.
I'm trying to be mature about a really crappy situation. It's working for the most part... a good part of that is due to my silence though, so I'm not sure how well it'll work out.

I'm planning on taking off to Austin for a few weeks. and then waiting for Timagain to come back from Africa and then visiting with him...
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