I remember back in the summer right before I went to school, the girl I was with and I were out at a bar and we met a mean who was really quite friendly, but was hollowed out inside, like over the course of the evening he confided in us about how his children drifted apart and let us in on how the only thing really keeping him going was his job. I remember feeling really sorry for him, even if he wasn't playing for the pity angle. (Seeing the film About Shmidt reminded me of this man from Mobile, Alabama)
After a 16 hour stint of working, the truck is unpacked, my room is 90% unpacked (of the boxes I can find) the bathroom is decorated, I got drunk and then sobered up and then finished the sandwhich I had for lunch.
We currently don't have a fridge. (it arrives today) but it's no biggie because it's so cold outside that all of the food... Read More
I moved also and am 95% moved and 85% moved in. My fridge is coming tommorow or atleast so I am told.
Last nights dinner consisted of soup, jerky, and tea. It as a cold night so I spent time under a heavy fleece reading a book waiting for the heat to come on. Ten minutes later I was not under the fleece any more
give it to me rainy and cold. as much fun as naked is, hot climates never afford you the feeling of relief that comes from boarding a heated overnight train just as the slush starts coming down against the window.
someone remiond me that whiskey is not the thing to have when I'm completely exhausted and need to finish stuff...
yea.
(oh. and if you ever feed me drinks, I will probally get quiet. I know better than to talk. (really.. it's pretty damn amuzing if I attempt communication when slightly fuzzy)
On the topic of the annual celebration of the thanksgiving feast:
"Dear God, my family is insane (and fat and ugly). I'm thankful i'm not. Amen"
My extemded family has already started their yearly backstabbing, two-timing, noninviting, fistfighting, feuding rituals. The holiday bickerings start early for this crowd as they havn't finished last year's fight, and it has continued all year to climax once again... Read More
The topic of nudity and porn and sleeze came up today between the artist and the model.
Expressed on both sides was the eversion to smut, to images produced which did not exemplify the beauty of the model or elude to the erotic nature of the nude body. IT was agreed that images produced which degraded the model, humanity or provided a vheicle to degrade... Read More
I've driven 1400 miles in three days. The last three weeks have been hell. I'm tired.
Current location, Florida
Location in ten days: South Carolina
I leave to day to head to Orlando, Cedar Key, Jacksonville for thanksgiving, then Macon.
Changes are happening and for once I'm none too keen on them. I need time to let this all seep in and my brain catch... Read More
I've figured out that if it's not working out, then it's ok.
I just finished a 12 day streach of working. The weekend is mine and then I'm off to go take care of stuff at my folks place, take a road trip to South Carolina, come back to Orlando, head to tampa and then meander back this way. It's gonna be about ten days.... Read More
Alright,
I've figured out that I don't want to be doing for money what I am currently doing for money. I know that I like the type of people I'm working with and I like the environment, but I hate the work. (I've done enough to know I don't like it.)
There's not really a way around it immediately visible.
Also, I have no idea... Read More
I hate it when room mates start moving your shit around even the smallest of things can make you snap.
Me: wheres my left over pizza?
Room mate: i threw it in the trash
Me: what!? i was saving that pizza! left over pizza is the best!
Room mate: you should have said!
Me: it's my fucking pizza! i shouldn't need to!