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I'll be all up ons the internet tonight and tomorrow. IM me.

gina

I'm having a bad day, I was fucking bored all day, had nothing to do. And when I tried to have sex, I couldn't even cum... What the fuck? I'm usually a loose cannon. So here I am, and no one's online and none of my friends are home. Ive been doing really really well with not smoking pot, and I think im going to...
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Too bad I can't just have what I want anymore.

So today im in the restroom and I put a bunch of red hair dye on my head.
Because I dont think my hair is fucking red enough. hehe.
And i'm cleaning my house at the same time...
Running around, grabbing dishes, sweeping, polishing the floor.
It wasn't until after I had scrubbed the bathtub and glass doors about 2 hours later that I realize...
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Oh jeez, another boring day gone by.
Ive been really sick all morning, throwing up and whatnot.
I hope it doesn't mean anything bad.
I downloaded a bunch of music today.
And I can't wait until wednesday!
Me and Phil are gonna go to Disneyland and get a good spot for the fireworks.
This is the goal.
Anyway, I better get goin.
Hope you all...
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Sigh, I am conflicted tonight.
My mind is churning old emotions.
Those not felt in a very long time.
I should be sleeping sweetly.
But I just can't.
Good things and sad things.
The funeral sucked balls.
Just a bunch of sniffling whiny mourners.
I dont want anyone to wear black to my funeral.
Unless its latex or vinyl.
With whips.
Mmmm.
Off to slumberland....
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UGH! I have to go to someone's lame ass funeral tomorrow.
I really dont want to fucking go.
Its going to take 3 hours to drive there.
Another 2 to get to the reception.
And four more home.
Fucking cocksucking bastard.
She should have left us all gas money in her will.
Fucking dick ass prick.
I dyed my hair firey ass red.
I hope...
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I took a long walk this morning.
It's not really something typical of me.
I smoked a bowl and just decided to wander.
I had my mp3 player, and I walked to the overpass.
Nothing to do, I walked to the post office to mail a letter out.
I had a couple of dollars so I walked to starbucks.
On my way back I ran...
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The weekend is almost here!
Hopefully everyone in the family will lay off me with all the "Did you get a job yet" crap. Jesus... like I don't worry about it now. Anyway, job prospects are looking weak. Im getting a little nervous now. I'll find something soon. I just don't want to make christing signs anymore, and I dont want to be in an...
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Holy fucking God im lonely today. Someone pay attention to me