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I'm the one - Descendents

I'm the one
I've been here for you all along
I'm the one
who's shoulder you've been crying on

Nice guys finish last
no one knows as goos as me
We're just good friends
and you come to me for sympathy
You tell me that I'm not your type
But still you call me late...
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I don't konw what to say. blah

I hate it when my ex talkes to me. No matter what I try to do, she always messanges me. SHe depresses me and I hate it. I just want to be happy. I wish I has someone to talk to right now.

So there is this girl that I like, I have a crust on her, yet we really haven't talked that much. I don't know what I should do. should I tell her or just hold off?

I need someone here. I am trying to stay positive about shit, but it is just not happening. I can't go to sleep, I can't eat really...I need someone. I need someone to, as I said before, help occupy my time. It is 2:16 here in the morning now. I want that I can cuddle and have fun with, someone that maybe I can maybe...
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Another day, another update.

I don't know what to say about shit right now. I am still depressed. I miss all of the little things, the holding of hands, the kisses, the cuddeling, the going out to dinners and just being happy. GOD I WANT THAT AGAIN. This, by far, has to be the worst breakup I have ever had in my life. I don't...
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"I wanna go off and hide, get covered by the artic snow"

Lyrics by the band Burning Brides. You video game nuts will know them from either Burnout 3 or Guitar Hero, I know them as personal friends. I am happy to say that I have known Demetrie and Meloncie sense "Fall of the Plastic Empire" first came out, and not on V2 either.

Why...
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Well, just a long day. There is nothing more to do around here.

I hate being single

No one comments on here anymore

I haven't got any emails on here for months

Both comments and emails I have sent out, but yeah.

I don't know what to do. In a couple of months, my year on here will be up. I don't know if I...
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Well, shit. I don't know what to think. I have gone uut with Claire three times this past week. It was a decent eveing. We have opened up to each other like I wouldn't believe. It is amazing. I don't want to push this because I like the speed which this is going. I am for once, very comfortable with it.

What do you all...
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The Boys of Summer - a short essay

By: Chris Ortiz.



In the spring time, the birds and beast of the world come back from their long slumbers of the winter. The plants will rejoin the world as the negitive ion charged rains rush back over the plains. It is the one chance that the the world has to start over again.

We, as humans...
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I had a good day yesterday finally, well for the most part. I went out on a date with a girl named Claire (yes that is her correct spelling of her name). It was a good time. We have a lot in common, and yeah. It was very pleasent

HOWEVER, when I got home last night and got on line, I tried to talk about...
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OKAY, I AM BACK UP AND RINNING!!!

Fuck yearh.

Okay, this is the deal. I have joined up with makeup expert Travis (from Dillards) and JIll (from Hair Spray Cafe) to offer one lucky guy/girl a free photo shoot with free hair and make up. YOU MUST SUBMIT A PHOTO TO BE CONSIDERED FOR THIS!!! You can submit all photos to me on here or...
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