fallenglory

I wanted to thank Waterfordman for sending me a gift card for the baby. It brightened my day when things were going shitty to know that someone cares. Big hugs and kisses to a sweetheart!!

life just has a way of kicking you while you're down-- right in the ribs until you choke on your coppery blood. right now my sister and nephew are doing the kicking. i don't need this fucking stress in my life. i'm stressed enough with everything falling apart without having them tear at my sanity each and every moment they're here. i find myself snapping...
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meh. for some reason i never know what to write in a blog anymore.. i've begun to hate reliving any moment of my life lately so blogging about it just seems to piss me off.

hrmm.. thought i had something to say. turns out, i just wanted something to do...

oh well

It seems I can't sleep more than a couple hours at a time, which is really starting to get to me. I fell asleep around 10:30 and woke up at 2 am. I have to go back to sleep so I can make the drive up to Jersey later this morning, but of course; now I'm awake again. I'm not looking forward to driving up...
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since frankus checked in on me, i figured i might as well explain what's been going on with me. i found out recently that i'm pregnant. today is fifteen weeks.

turns out that one night being drunk with your best friend can alter your world forever. it also turns out that the same best friend can turn his back on you just as quickly. so...
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I have been gone for quite a while now. I have moved to (Hyattsville) Maryland, just outside of DC. I started my new job a few weeks ago and then I realized this Monday that I couldn't do it anymore. It's a wonderful opportunity, but I just can't live on the money right now. Soooo... I'm looking for work in the area. I just got...
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Well, last I left off I had a great time at Playa. Who would have guessed that the guy I met there would soon change my life. I found out that my unemployment was being cut off at the same time as my severence pay and needed to act fast. I had been talking with this guy throughout the week after Playa and he suggested...
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Back from Playa today. I swear, I had THE most amazing weekend of my life. Completely unexpectedly, I met an amazing guy and spent the entire weekend with him. It was wonderful. And then we had to say goodbye, which I still haven't said. He lives about four hours away near DC and I feel like he took my heart there with him.

We also...
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We're leaving tomorrow for Playa del Fuego... I'm uber excited, as this will be my first time going. I'm guaranteed to forget several important things and wind up being unprepared, but such is life.

I'm going with my friends Lisa, Melissa, and Mike.. Lisa and Mike fire spin, and Melissa and I are virgins It should be an interesting time. I'll be sure to post...
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Strange moment I just had:

Got out of my friend's car while my phone was ringing. I found it in my giant black bag just as I had missed the call. All the better, cause I didn't care to talk to this kid anyway. So I'm walking to my car to go buy some well needed (and deserved) cigarettes. I pop the trunk to grab...
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