What should spew out of my mind tonight?
Too tired to think of anything so here's the daily I-Ching:
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It is the law of heaven to make fullness empty and to make full what is modest; when the sun is at its zenith, it must, according to the law of heaven, turn toward its setting, and at its nadir it rises toward a new...
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Too tired to think of anything so here's the daily I-Ching:
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It is the law of heaven to make fullness empty and to make full what is modest; when the sun is at its zenith, it must, according to the law of heaven, turn toward its setting, and at its nadir it rises toward a new...
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alice:
i suppose my extreme hatred for cupertino may at least have something to do with the fact that it's where i grew up. i wouldn't be terribly fascinated by it if i hadn't, but i wouldn't want to live there or visit it either. you can't tell that cupertino has a problem with hookers or tweakers by looking at it. trust me; it's not really a place you want to go hang out in if you don't have to. incredibly boring, very yuppy, and quite expensive. it's also tiny. i'd like to poop on it.
the_o_man:
Hmm...very interesting.
Steel grey canyons, ripe for the taking. Beelzebub raises his fist.
Elsewhere, the prancing chimpanzees congregate by the river. Flowers in their hair, their maiden is dressed in white. The most beautiful one, fair skinned, impeccable.
Their time is near. They're following the tracks to the city. The sharpshooter in chopper above faintly makes out the sounds of their chanting:
Move... get out da way,...
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Elsewhere, the prancing chimpanzees congregate by the river. Flowers in their hair, their maiden is dressed in white. The most beautiful one, fair skinned, impeccable.
Their time is near. They're following the tracks to the city. The sharpshooter in chopper above faintly makes out the sounds of their chanting:
Move... get out da way,...
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ragingwhore42:
beck has soul right? if you want i can explain why i'm such a raging bitch from time to time in my journal. i don't mean to be scaring everyone. i'm just tired of drama. i come here to look at nakedness-not to be attacked by stoopid bitches.
the_o_man:
Taking one day at a a time. Thanks for asking. I threw you up on my "friends "list . Ciao For Now .....Paulie
Well this newfangled internet is something else isn't it?
I read somewhere a guy in Korea sat in front of a computer for 96 hours straight and finally keeled over dead.
What is it that make it so compulsive? Every night I intend to be in bed by midnight yet here it is nearly 3am and my ass is numb. Like don't I don't this...
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I read somewhere a guy in Korea sat in front of a computer for 96 hours straight and finally keeled over dead.
What is it that make it so compulsive? Every night I intend to be in bed by midnight yet here it is nearly 3am and my ass is numb. Like don't I don't this...
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maelwys:
96 Hours straight? Not even a break for coffee and snacks? Wonder what he was looking at when he popped his clogs. I have used up many hours of my life on the net and will continue to do so, its like a drug and when your computer breaks down you get DTs.
I like corned beef fritter best.
I like corned beef fritter best.
faith:
You're totally right and if I had any family members I'd be there with them...tthis is so hard, I've been trying to be so strong but with the constant reminders of my "failures".. I need to get out. SAoon, lets all pray for soon.
{{{hugs}}}
P.S. I do the same 'ass numbing ' procedure at night...I call it my attempt at avoiding sleep cause even when I drag myself away I'm still lying in bed awake looking at the darken sillouettes of my furnature.
{{{hugs}}}
P.S. I do the same 'ass numbing ' procedure at night...I call it my attempt at avoiding sleep cause even when I drag myself away I'm still lying in bed awake looking at the darken sillouettes of my furnature.
Well, my last journal entry had a record number of *four* comments, should I give that all up for a new entry?
Today was "Public transportation and leave work early to pick up your car" day. Sometimes I feel like life is an really long boring dream of driving back and forth to work alternating with time staring at some kind of screen. This was...
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Today was "Public transportation and leave work early to pick up your car" day. Sometimes I feel like life is an really long boring dream of driving back and forth to work alternating with time staring at some kind of screen. This was...
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faith:
hmmmm, but if you smoke a lot of pot you wont have the energy to wander around, You'll just end up on the couch with your bong watching the Travel Channel? "something different"
{{{hugs}}}
{{{hugs}}}
fred:
Faith,
Yeah that was more like a ridiculous fantasy kind of thing anyway.
I don't smoke pot except except maybe a few times a year now.
I recommend it *occasionally* to stir things up or chill out. Not a like a daily thing to escape and veg out on.
But I have been stoned out of my mind walking down a beach in thailand though, for reals. At night too. I have a lot of nervous energy.
Yeah that was more like a ridiculous fantasy kind of thing anyway.
I don't smoke pot except except maybe a few times a year now.
I recommend it *occasionally* to stir things up or chill out. Not a like a daily thing to escape and veg out on.
But I have been stoned out of my mind walking down a beach in thailand though, for reals. At night too. I have a lot of nervous energy.
Are you plagued by the sucker crab MCs?
It happens...
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the_o_man:
Happy Birthday Dude! ^_^
indie:
Happy Birthday Jasonp
As painfully sincere as could allow:
I am:
A straight white dude in fourth phase of adolescence.
Past phases: party animal, college, expatriate in asia.
Present: software engineer working stiff/sucker.
Future: who the frick knows.
Short on time so time spent on couch has to be really quality. Reclusive, matter of fact homebody type.
Very goofy/serious. Honest. High-strung. Good-natured. Complex.
6' & 200+lbs of throbbing...
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I am:
A straight white dude in fourth phase of adolescence.
Past phases: party animal, college, expatriate in asia.
Present: software engineer working stiff/sucker.
Future: who the frick knows.
Short on time so time spent on couch has to be really quality. Reclusive, matter of fact homebody type.
Very goofy/serious. Honest. High-strung. Good-natured. Complex.
6' & 200+lbs of throbbing...
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Eight hours sleep and I have fragments of a dream:
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It's dark by a long drainage ditch pond,
a dirt embankment on both sides,
concrete with gaurd rails on one side.
I'm on rollerskates and I have to get to
to one end of this pond to get ???. After as I'm headed
for this place near the pond it seems to take a...
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...
It's dark by a long drainage ditch pond,
a dirt embankment on both sides,
concrete with gaurd rails on one side.
I'm on rollerskates and I have to get to
to one end of this pond to get ???. After as I'm headed
for this place near the pond it seems to take a...
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Another day, another page in the book.
I'm working on the surprise twist ending,
but I'd settle for a nice little interlude.
So how do you like *your* part in the great
human experiment?
Do you have front row seats or are you stuck in
the back?
Myself, I'm lost in the concession stand looking
for another donut.
I'm working on the surprise twist ending,
but I'd settle for a nice little interlude.
So how do you like *your* part in the great
human experiment?
Do you have front row seats or are you stuck in
the back?
Myself, I'm lost in the concession stand looking
for another donut.
al:
I think somehow I got put in the control group.
another day... things are happening
sometimes you have to break up and get drunk
to remember who you were.
I'm at the point where I don't care much at all so it should
only get better. Or maybe not. In any case something old and heavy
is being lifted and something new could pop up at any time.
sometimes you have to break up and get drunk
to remember who you were.
I'm at the point where I don't care much at all so it should
only get better. Or maybe not. In any case something old and heavy
is being lifted and something new could pop up at any time.
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fred:
I've come up with a catchphrase finally...
I've got to start saying "jibba-jabba" as much as possible now.
Okay I've had enough of this jibba-jabba...
I've got to start saying "jibba-jabba" as much as possible now.
Okay I've had enough of this jibba-jabba...
fred:
I've come up with a catchphrase finally...
I've got to start saying "jibba-jabba" as much as possible now.
Okay I've had enough of this jibba-jabba...
I've got to start saying "jibba-jabba" as much as possible now.
Okay I've had enough of this jibba-jabba...
another day... things are happening
sometimes you have to break up and get drunk
to remember who you were.
I'm at the point where I don't care much at all so it should
only get better. Or maybe not. In any case something old and heavy
is being lifted and something new could pop up at any time.
sometimes you have to break up and get drunk
to remember who you were.
I'm at the point where I don't care much at all so it should
only get better. Or maybe not. In any case something old and heavy
is being lifted and something new could pop up at any time.
Had the dream.
Woke up.
Went somewhere.
Perhaps there is real freedom.
See you there and then.
Woke up.
Went somewhere.
Perhaps there is real freedom.
See you there and then.
emily:
sooo...You like Modest Mouse??!!I LOVE Modest Mouse!!
My second journal entry...
It feels kind of pointless since I doubt anyone would read it anyway. Kind of like the tree falling in the forest if noone hears it did it make any sound kind of thing.
Past: a blind tentacle.
Present: sweaty eyestrain.
Future: a grilled cheese sandwich with my good friend Elvis.
It feels kind of pointless since I doubt anyone would read it anyway. Kind of like the tree falling in the forest if noone hears it did it make any sound kind of thing.
Past: a blind tentacle.
Present: sweaty eyestrain.
Future: a grilled cheese sandwich with my good friend Elvis.
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wenzdae:
you've been heard.
dia:
nah, I read em all.