awake.
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I went out into the water again yesterday.
I took a severe beating, the ocean was raw and rough and tossed me like a rag doll. And yet I still felt centered, still felt like my soul was at ease.
There was one point, I was paddling out, and I felt my heart pounding in my chest against my board. I focused on it, and...
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I took a severe beating, the ocean was raw and rough and tossed me like a rag doll. And yet I still felt centered, still felt like my soul was at ease.
There was one point, I was paddling out, and I felt my heart pounding in my chest against my board. I focused on it, and...
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jimmyjoe:
actually, i was living in africa at the times, and surf was introduce to me by a friend. i hated the see then. i couldn't see what it could do to me. some voodoo lady told me my goddess was Mamateya, the see, it made me laugh at first. Then i gradually came into it, fighting my fears of the water, and later on, i would just go to the beach everyday, even if it was only to look at the waves. We even did surf one night, under the moonlight. you couldn't see a thing, all you could do was imaging the wave as it was growing under you. and listening to it as the rumble was coming closer. then, in nearly complete darkness, it would take you and the board on a crazy, scary ride in the dark....i haven't done surf in ages, i live in a town 120 kms from the sea, and our sea doesn't have waves big enough....I really should sometimes go to Biarritz, in France, they have great waves there.
But since i also discovered motorbikes. It's kind of the same feeling: when you get the bike on the right apex, when the wind blows briskily down your neck, when the engine roars but waits your orders, it's.....like the track is a wave and there you're also only a small part of an equation, but you know when you've done it right
tlc, jimmyjoe
But since i also discovered motorbikes. It's kind of the same feeling: when you get the bike on the right apex, when the wind blows briskily down your neck, when the engine roars but waits your orders, it's.....like the track is a wave and there you're also only a small part of an equation, but you know when you've done it right
tlc, jimmyjoe
jacquikiksroks:
reminds me of when. you lay so still in the bathtub. that you can see the water rising and falling due to your heart beat. .water pulse. thats all i like about bathes.
jXx
jXx
I learned how to surf today.
I fucking rule.
I fucking rule.
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lovitch:
Yes...good for you. 
chest_rockwell:
you ruled even before you learned how to surf. 
I fell asleep last night listing to an old recording of Robert Johnson. It sounded far away.
But it's ok...It's all relative.
And beautiful.
But it's ok...It's all relative.
And beautiful.
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darkskyy1:
that sounds like a fantastic way to fall asleep
Sit down at that typewriter and write me a letter. Let the click clack of the keys do the talking for you. Tell me all the things hiding in that locked up stoic little heart, all those ghosts that want to float out of your closet.
Today was sunny and smelled like spring. It made me smile while I walked down the street, armed with...
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Today was sunny and smelled like spring. It made me smile while I walked down the street, armed with...
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fragile21:
Happiness is probably what everyone wants. But I'm beginning to think it's overrated.
nolongerpale:
5 five and an inch, eh? What if there are too many inches seperating me from that perfect perspective?
Tired of looking at other entry.
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paleenchantress:
i sent in a set doll
xlrant:
I had way to much fun hanging out with you last night. We must do it again.
me
me
What is the cycle of it all? Is it all a cycle, a constant reminder of things said and done long gone and dead, that constantly haunt you, regardless of the time or place, no matter how far removed? Or is it a constant new moment, indisguinishable from the next?
Do we only hold onto the what ifs of life?
23 is a big number....
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Do we only hold onto the what ifs of life?
23 is a big number....
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topbanana66:
This morning on WEEKEND UPDATE: Fractal eats all the chocolate and upsets the bunny....
puck99:
Ok, I'm drunk so it's probably not worth listening to me, but for what it's worth - there's no point getting overly depressed: You ain't dead, you ain't dying, you probably haven't seen your family slaughtered or been continually abused on a clandestine basis - I'm not gonna lie, shit happens and it sells a lot of t-shirts, but it's part of breathing, farting, and realising you look like crap in the morning - if turning 23 is the worst you gotta worry about, then you're a lucky mare! And to end - this probably doesn't help at all, but I'm gonna be honest - you definitely do not look 23... you are still insanely attractive, whatever the numbers read on your birth certificate...
let's get this party started...
Fuck all this bullshit noise, I'm feeling all shiney and new. I saw skatched into the sidewalk pavement "life is nothing but a moment" and I'm ready to grab it's balls.
Fuck all this bullshit noise, I'm feeling all shiney and new. I saw skatched into the sidewalk pavement "life is nothing but a moment" and I'm ready to grab it's balls.
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trucker_fiction:
fuckin' A.... the possibility of total mental and physical collapse is now very real... take it while you can... I have two life mottos... "buy the ticket, take the ride" and "sleep when you're dead."
nice to see a newer version of you.... not that there was anything wrong with the old version.
purchase "shoot to kill" by AK1200... your ears will thank you.
-trucker-
nice to see a newer version of you.... not that there was anything wrong with the old version.
purchase "shoot to kill" by AK1200... your ears will thank you.
-trucker-
tangledupinblue:
Swing it by the balls, and sing "God Bless America"! I'm Rick James, Beeacth!
Yesterday my mind generated the smell of latex and summer air.
It smelled sweet, like new sex.
It anchors me in oblivion, and teases the teathers holding me there. It wants to let me free, but never wants to let me go.
Or maybe its just me.
It smelled sweet, like new sex.
It anchors me in oblivion, and teases the teathers holding me there. It wants to let me free, but never wants to let me go.
Or maybe its just me.
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soraya:
i love the way you write.
brockenbeatzxbl:
I love that smell, hope everything is going well in your life. Well I'm gonna go watch the chapelle show.
Mwaahh
Mwaahh
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sacred292:
fractal, fractal, fractal...... what can one say about a creature that they have seen blackeyed waking up in the morning smelling like her chum jack? i dunno, that's why i am asking. aren't all you nasty men out there pissed cause all i gotta do is ask, and i get neked fractal. yep, it's a good life. but for real, this bitch saved my life and i owe her nothing but undieing gratitude. i love you muffin
autrix:
yes, i do indeed love you all.
fract, you need to let me know about the tv show i sent you the mail about- times runnin out!!!
be on the show with scopitone and I!!!
fract, you need to let me know about the tv show i sent you the mail about- times runnin out!!!
be on the show with scopitone and I!!!
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stabbedwithagun:
I see you went to the burning man, how is it out there.
onisean:
ikca is right. how have you been? i love that candid pic you have the one where you are smiling it rocks. stop by my journal and say what's up once in a while
It has become quite obvious that I am really fucking bad at replying to comments. I've never been one to live up to or abide by social obligations though, so if you're offended by it, thats your own problem.
My hands are sweaty, and I'm not sure why.
The little emoticons are all blinking at me under the journal box.
Last night I dreamt of...
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My hands are sweaty, and I'm not sure why.
The little emoticons are all blinking at me under the journal box.
Last night I dreamt of...
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skygge:
glad to see you're not as upset as you were, or if you are it's not showing as much you want predicable, come to moberly lol although i warn you, there is NOTHING to do here but get drunk get high and fuck the nearest halfway good looking person... and you have to get drunk and high first for them to look halfway good, because all the genuinely hot ones are taken
to be taken with a grain of salt btw, like most of the things i say
you want predicable, come to moberly lol although i warn you, there is NOTHING to do here but get drunk get high and fuck the nearest halfway good looking person... and you have to get drunk and high first for them to look halfway good, because all the genuinely hot ones are taken
to be taken with a grain of salt btw, like most of the things i say
rastasmile:
please give me a slice of you
How are you?
Awake still?