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I don't know where I am.

I'm still.....so.....lost.
When will things begin to have meaning again?
When do I get that feeling...or reassurance, that I'm on the right path?

I can't handle stumbling through life. I need a purpose, a cause.

My feelings are all mudded together. Just a little piece of clarity....please?
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hellomrworld:
just realize on the gastric bypass surgery that you will have to have like a 50cc lunch and thats all .. . And its a dangerous procedure ....

And you rock and are only 22 ...
unravel:
Things sound pretty tough for you but as you have read from all this wonderful support, you will get through it. Don't let no one get you down! Try to keep a positive energy flowing. Life is but a lot of mini stumbles which makes it all the much more wonderful. Well, that is what I think. Best of luck to you. biggrin ARRR!!!
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user209834982:
aww. kiss
auralpleasure:
that's okay...a friend recently told me that my girlfriend reminded him of Kelly Osbourne...she's WAY hotter than Kelly Osbourne...
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So we killed the president's fish....

The President of my company went on a business trip. He left on Thursday and I'm not quit sure if the receptionist volunteered to look after his fish or if she got stuck with the job but...
She doesn't work on weekends.

SO it was left up to Customer Service to feed this fish. The fish in question being...
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hellomrworld:
i say buy a new fish ..... its a fish ...
zahara:
Yeah, it constantly amazes me at my job what little things turn into huge fiascos just because he comes from the boss.
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Last night = fun with Faye and Mo

There was a nice bouncer.
There was drinking.
There was dancing.
There was drinking.
There were "Chris" shots.
There were more shots.
There was drinking.
There was more dancing.
There was yummy pizza.
There was coming home and getting my drunk ass laughed at.
Now there is a hang over.

Thanks for the awesome night Mo! You're...
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cathedra:
oh i'm glad you and Mo had a good time out last night honey. we WILL go shopping together, though maybe not for lingerie since i have no one to wear it for anymore haha. But definately go shopping when i can afford it a bit more. kiss
morningbloom:
aww I wanna get drunk with Faye! smile
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PHOTO JOURNAL

So as we all know I got a new Nikon D50 for Christmas.
(I know you wish your boyfriend was great like mine)
So last week I followed my brother around the city taking pics of him. (Yeah he probably hates me for it)

It was my first time using my new camer so bare with me but these were the results. Enjoy!...
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hellomrworld:
enjoy the new camera ... saw dick clark on new years and didn't even know he had a stroke last year ... its weird to hear him like that
jman76:
cool pics, sorry for not posting
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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!

We had a house party last night that turned out really really well. I'm glad that some of the new friends I've made in the past couple months came out. My friends Shauna and Jenn whom I both work with as well as the lovely Mo came out. Quickley came out and brought one of the new members to the site,...
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thefreak:
Went to my buddy's party. I watched the ball drop, but I don't remember which one. Don't remember who I kissed either. blush

Happy New Year to you as well. smile

-TM
char1es:
I will.

Thanks.
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kms:
I would never, ever use a tattoo artist (or a piercer for that matter) that I wasn't 100% confortable with.
Don't forget this will be on your body for the rest of your life and you don't want some loser ruining it for you. So you were right to feel funny about it.
Always trust your gut instinct!

Have a happy new year Faye! kiss
zahara:
From expereince: If you get bad vibes off a tattoo artist, DON'T go to them. Seriously, I have two pieces that are in need of repair. Hell, the "jail house" rose tattoo on my ankle is better than my first two "professional" tats. I shopped around for my Miss Van piece and I am so happy with that one!

The Aries symbol on the back of my neck is uneven, the lines are wavy, and one side is curved and the other side sorta curved. I'm going to one day get this redone as a stained glass looking piece so the thick lines can hide the current shitty ones.



The worst tat is my wrist piece. On the top side, there is literally a chunk of tattoo missing, a random line that doesn't follow the pattern, and several mistakes. The inner wrist is even worse. Look closely:



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puke puke puke puke puke

That is how I feel.

Do you ever just want everything to stop.
Everything to just be quiet....for only a little while.
To get away from all the people, all the stress?

I feel like I just need to work on me for a little while. I don't want the drama, I don't want to go out every night. I don't want to put up...
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jumper_killer666:
Hey Faye I saw U at The Foufounes Electronics tongue hehe anyway Dreams come true eeek
quickley:
Best bit of advice I ever heard was...

"Don't ever choose to be unhappy"

Because, in the end... happiness is a choice. You decided happiness is what you want. You're well on your way.
kiss

So, what's the deal? Is there a New Years Party in the making?
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So how was your Christmas?!?!?!

I got a Nikon D50 Camera!!! biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin
How amazing is my boyfriend? love

My brother is here as well for the holidays, We have him until Jan 5th. Which is super awesome I missed him so much. There will be a lot of touring around with him over the next two weeks.There will also be new ink I think! wink

Even though my...
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psyko514:
Ch-ch-ch-check it out. SALIERI

Ptang reprazent. Whut whut?
oryon:
you not sucky friend, you just busy

am glad for the new camera...ya lucky minx
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MY BROTHER IS HERE!!!!

I'm so excited biggrin . I love him super muchly and missed him tons. Yay!

So yeah....yesturday morning Matt's slutty cat had 7 kittens. We now have a kitten farm. We have to keep all of them for two months or something while they're feeding. That means we have 10 cats!!! surreal surreal surreal

UGH!!!!

In good news....we're super slow at work lately so I'm...
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mo:
girl.... i like you.... blush

when do you go for your tat consultation?! i really wanna know how it goes.
stillbreathing:
Congrats on the cats! Quite a Christmas present!!!
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My brother is coming to spend Christmas in MTL with me!!!!!


smile smile smile smile smile

I am honestly do happy! I haven't seen himin forever and we are SUPER tight! Eek so great, he's coming on Friday!

Oh and I'm done my Christmas shopping I just finished. I got a stocking for my brother and everything. It's going to be so great! biggrin

Last night I took my boy, pysko514...
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psyko514:
Between yours, the strippers and the wet t-shirt contest, this has been a very boobie-filled birthday week! Thanks kiss tongue
hellomrworld:
have fun with your brother and lovely montrealer christmas ... i love the eliska-faye set idea too smile)
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THIS SICKENS ME

If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all.

I added my little rant. biggrin I'm sure the originator of the head is pleased. Muahahahaha!

In Other News... ARRR!!!

I GOT ME NEW ELLIPTICAL TRAINER TODAY!!
I have been waiting for it to get here and I am SUPER excited!!!! biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin I can't wait to set it up! I want to...
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eliska:
OOooOO road trips are soo fun! I love watching the US go from snowy mountains to flat land to desert to palm trees.

if you end up coming to Seattle you both are welcome to crash with my boy and I. Im sure he will agree. smile

good luck on the set!
marginwalker2002:
Oooh, I like me an elliptical runner. So much better than a damned treadmill. Alot less impact damage to the shins/knees. Good luck losing the 30. I'm trying to lose about 20 myself... I hate dieting wink