yet again another boring day. missed a class because i just didn't feel like going.
i can't wait to go home. mostly to get away from my room mate. i am so sick of her. she never leaves the fucking room. like seriously i need some me time, leave!
granted all she does is watch TV and shit like that, but its really annoying to...
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i can't wait to go home. mostly to get away from my room mate. i am so sick of her. she never leaves the fucking room. like seriously i need some me time, leave!
granted all she does is watch TV and shit like that, but its really annoying to...
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badapple:
I wish i could give you a hug.. But you can have an e-hug atleast
*hugs*
*hugs*
eveski:
awh thank you *hugs back*
*hugs back*i just feel the need to write today.
i feel like people judge me too quickly. like no one really gets me.
i just want something stable and to feel like i'm ok.
i like meeting new people, but i hate losing contact with them so quickly. people talk to me for a day then they stop and im like oh ok thats cool i...
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i feel like people judge me too quickly. like no one really gets me.
i just want something stable and to feel like i'm ok.
i like meeting new people, but i hate losing contact with them so quickly. people talk to me for a day then they stop and im like oh ok thats cool i...
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klaudeman:
You sound just like I did.. always too hard on yourself. This wasn't a depressing blog just a very honest one. I finally learned that if someone didn't want to be my friend cause of the way I was then it was their loss. You sound like an amazing person and anyone who didn't want to stay friends with you are definately out of their mind. I think that anyone on here would be honored to have you as a friend, me included.
eveski:
thanks. its not about friends really, its about having like stable people and significant others.
i wish i had more friends like the people on SG in my life.
i wish i had more friends like the people on SG in my life.
i can't sleep. i love the sound of a good thunderstorm.
but i can't help but miss snuggling up next to someone and feeling someones arms around me, listening to the rain and their heartbeat so close to mine.
i want to find something stable. maybe that will fix this.
the only problem is, all of the guys im meeting/talking to that seem so great...
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but i can't help but miss snuggling up next to someone and feeling someones arms around me, listening to the rain and their heartbeat so close to mine.
i want to find something stable. maybe that will fix this.
the only problem is, all of the guys im meeting/talking to that seem so great...
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asbury:
After Christmas okay?
eveski:
for a shoot? yea
so after my first set was rejected i was rather upset, and i wanted to give up. now i've decided to work harder and make the next one better.
i have an idea, and i'm working with a photographer, but i really want feedback and advice for the next set.
i'd love to hear from some other hopefuls with sets, or some SuicideGirls, seeing as...
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i have an idea, and i'm working with a photographer, but i really want feedback and advice for the next set.
i'd love to hear from some other hopefuls with sets, or some SuicideGirls, seeing as...
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why are all these weird guys suddenly attracted to me?? one is clinging like crazy (calls all the time, came into my room without knocking while i was chilling with my friend), one is my ex boyfriends room mate, and the other has had a crush on every girl in my building, did i mention its 9 floors, only 2 of those floors are for...
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jericho:
...whats wrong with us shorty's?
eveski:
im short lol
i woke up today feeling refreshed. maybe this is a sign that it's all getting better. i actually want to start writing my paper. i want these feelings to go away, preferably now.
so i have a plan. im going to work my ass off on fixing my comp grade, and i'm going to start rewriting all my notes from intro to communication disorders. that...
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so i have a plan. im going to work my ass off on fixing my comp grade, and i'm going to start rewriting all my notes from intro to communication disorders. that...
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maka7957:
If you think so, you HAVE to watch this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YkUbqmS9TWI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YkUbqmS9TWI
eveski:
i LOVE jim gaffigan!!! 
dear world,
why does everything seem to go wrong all at the same time?
sincerely,
Me
why does everything seem to go wrong all at the same time?
sincerely,
Me
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limowreck:
Things get better. Just stick with it. Hope you're well.
It was nice talking to you the other night.
It was nice talking to you the other night.
eveski:
you too :]
so my set was declined.
oh well, i can always do another one.
gotta start looking for ideas and themes and ways to improve. have to learn from my mistakes and grow from them.
this just really didn't help my shitty past few weeks, but oh well. life moves on, gotta try harder next time.
oh well, i can always do another one.
gotta start looking for ideas and themes and ways to improve. have to learn from my mistakes and grow from them.
this just really didn't help my shitty past few weeks, but oh well. life moves on, gotta try harder next time.
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richard_:
Wow thanks... coming from you that means a lot.
eveski:
i like how you comment on my comment about your blog on my blog haha
think im going to skip class and go to the barn so i can clear my mind. trying to set up office hours with my professor to discuss my grade. but ugh i really need to go to class. fuck. and its rainy. today sucks.
but on a brighter note, i talked to one of my professors and she is giving me an extension on...
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but on a brighter note, i talked to one of my professors and she is giving me an extension on...
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tattooed_dave:
I hope everything turns out alright for you. *hugs*
eveski:
thanks
yet another long day. making a list of all the things i think i want to do with my life. my good friend Matty helped me a lot last night, it was nice to sit down and talk to someone, get an outside perspective. really made me start thinking. things are looking up. just gotta keep moving forward.
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limowreck:
This is more like what I was talking about yesterday. Good for you, dude.
eveski:
thanks hun
so this is really not about anything. i just needed a place to vent.
i just got a test back monday that i got a 32 on. and i also got a paper back that i got a 73 on. i've never done this badly in school before in my life. and i studied for that test too. but seriously how am i supposed to...
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i just got a test back monday that i got a 32 on. and i also got a paper back that i got a 73 on. i've never done this badly in school before in my life. and i studied for that test too. but seriously how am i supposed to...
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limowreck:
There you go. I love smoking in my car anyway. I just throw on my ipod, instant hour or two spent in a haze. I like my "me" time, if that's not already apparent.
eveski:
such a good time haha
trying to write my paper has become increasingly more difficult because i now have this little hopeful tag on my profile! i am sooooo excited!!! i'll keep everyone posted as to when/if my set goes up!!! ugh i am so excited for this!!!
at least my paper is somewhat relevant to this site, its about body mod's (primarily tattoos and piercings) in the U.S. if...
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at least my paper is somewhat relevant to this site, its about body mod's (primarily tattoos and piercings) in the U.S. if...
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eveski:
i live in MA so when i'm home maybe.
nikdante:
If those teasers are anything to go by - can't wait for the full set!