Thursday Dec 02, 2010

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IM SO DRUNK
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bigbillm75:
I hope that's not followed with "IM SO HUNGOVER." Good luck!!!
eveski:
omg you think i can get on a horse right now?! not after my accident, not for like a few weeks.

Thursday Dec 02, 2010

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i feel like i'm about 800000 years old right now. i can barely walk. i tried to go without crutches and about half way to class regretted that decision immensely.

im still swollen, stiff and sore. i have a little more movement back, but now my arms hurt from the crutches. like seriously, thats the last thing i need. not so fun. and the meds...
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eveski:
awhhh thanks guys <3
ruck:
I got hit by a car on my bike about a month ago and hit my shoulder really bad and couldn't use my left arm for a month. It was really scary not knowing how long it would take or even if id regain mobility, but over the last two or three days I have finally had full range of motion again, though still really sore. I can only imagine how frustrating what you are going through must be

Wednesday Dec 01, 2010

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fuck it. fuck trying.. i give up.

im so fucking sick of giving and giving and people just taking and taking.

im on fucking crutches and can barely walk and my room mate complains about getting the door for me and doesn't grasp the concept that i am in a lot of pain. not to keep bitching about it but god damn i'm so sick...
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bigbillm75:
It pisses me off when people do shit like that. It reminds me of the Snoop Dogg scene in Half Baked! Damn scavengers!!! When I had roommates, I had a few new bottles of higher end stuff, and then their friends would come over, drink it, and not tell me. When I went to look for it, it was gone. So I tell my roomates that someone drank my stuff, and I want it replaced with the exact same stuff. When they realized how expensive it was, they made their friends bring their own shit over!
eveski:
yea. i told them how much it was, like hey pay up, but none of them did.

Wednesday Dec 01, 2010

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so tired and sore today. 3 1/2 hours at the ER for xrays and talking to a doctor for like 3 minutes. couldnt understand a word she said. and the vicoden and the shot for the pain didnt do shit! ugh sleeping wasnt very successful last night, i sleep on my right side so i couldnt get comfy at all.

i havent eaten yet today...
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the_captain:
Why not? It would make me happy to help you out!
eveski:
first off, i just couldn't, i'd feel bad. and second i cant accept gifts from people on here as a model or even as a hopeful.

Tuesday Nov 30, 2010

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hung over. head ache. got thrown off my horse. giant bruise and swelling on my lower back/ass. can't walk. haven't eaten. food requires walking pretty far.

it is NOT my day. frownfrownfrown
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padre:
I guess, my little back & forth will have to wait till you're feeling better. Sorry to hear about your day though, shitty days. You know I hate em
eveski:
thanks hun.

Monday Nov 29, 2010

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so here we go. this may take a while, if it does, forgive me. or just don't read it.

so my trip home was lovely and all, except for the mental attacks from my mother. i really started to remember why i came to college 7 hours from home, and didn't stay in MA.

i had a counseling appointment today which was really eye opening....
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fatkidlovescake:
SHHH! dont go around telling people how sweet i am. i've got this bad ass image i'm trying to keep up. now the other people who read your blog are gonna know i'm a big softie and i'll lose my street cred.tongue
eveski:
tongue oooops

Sunday Nov 28, 2010

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can't wait to get back to college, my parents reminded me why i went to college 7 hours from home. all my mom did was make me feel guilty about eating and my dad just made dumb jokes and talked about random stupid shit that didnt make sense.
got $60 from my grama though, just because. shes so excited about me doing well in college,...
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kariz:
See, a good trip home makes you feel better about things. Glad you had fun
eveski:
and now im not going to do it anymore captain!

anywhoo yea it was ok, not seeing my mom, but seeing the horses and such.

Friday Nov 26, 2010

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got baked with an old friend tonight. that was chill. still kinda baked eating pumpkin pie. might get laid later tonight. hmmm being home is getting better and better. smile
the_captain:
Hmmm...
eveski:
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Wednesday Nov 24, 2010

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biggrin everything is right in the world.
im in my fucking comfy bed, with my cat, Jenny The Cat, curled up next to me, talking to probably the most amazing guy ever, and i saw 2 out of 4 of my best friends today!!! i am soooo happy to be home! i feel like a weight has lifted off of me.
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eveski:
tongue
bigbillm75:
Yay for happiness and everything being right in the world!!! Hope you had a great Thanksgiving!

Monday Nov 22, 2010

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i just want to live.
i want to stop being hung up on stupid things and live.
i want to be free from this burden that i've come to know as depression, and i want to be myself again.
you can tell me i'm great or beautiful or whatever as many times as you want; i won't believe you. don't waste our time.
im thick...
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santi13:
Ericdravyn and BigBillM75 are right.

Sometimes you go through lows in life but stay strong, hang in there and when you make it through to your happier days you will look back in retrospect just to find that things were under control. Life gets hard. You make it through and you become stronger. Life has lows and highs. You just have to endure the lows and know that the highs will come. Ive dealt with depression and i made it past it, so can you.wink
eveski:
thanks santi. <3
ive been through it before, and i thought it was gone, but then it snuck back up on me.

Sunday Nov 21, 2010

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do what you love, love what you do.
such a beautiful sentiment.
i just wish that i could do what i love.
but theres no living in just riding horses.
i need to finish college and get my degree in business. see if i can make something of it.
i just want to be happy.

i met this amazing guy on here.
he makes me...
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eveski:
key word is potentially. cant get too excited about it though. dont want to ruin it,
baudot:
Tip: Respond to people's comments on their own blog, so they see their comment count increase and know to go look. If you respond on your own blog, they usually don't see it.

Saturday Nov 20, 2010

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guitarpicker:
you're beautiful!
the_captain:
Glad to hear it babe! smile
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