eveski

im seriously getting fed up with shit. thats all for now. i need to stop myself before i saw more and end up regretting what i say later.

so my plan for tomorrow is:
-pack/clean my room and all my shit
-put all my shit into my car
-make sure i don't have a flat tire
-get stuffed crust pizza
-nom on stuffed crust pizza
-shenanigans/date/adventure with my girl Deavon
-go to the barn to see my ponies and my kitty!! (maybe with deavon)
-see Maeghan and Deidre at least for a little...
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gross gross gross. thats how i feel right now. ugh i need to be studying but i'm oddly calm about my final and i feel kinda sick. probably just hungover but still not an enjoyable experience. and to boot its gross outside too which only makes me want to sleep and do nothing more. ugh not cool.

i just want to be jamming out to...
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im packing to go home.
its so weird haha.
ive decided to just let the bitch do my laundry when i get home. idw spend money on it haha
i cant believe the semester is over!!!
kinda fucking stoked.
im going home and have decided to spend as little time as possible with my mom and as much time as possible with my dad and...
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i wish my friends had wish lists like on SG.
i legit jst sent mine to people when they asked me what i wanted.
now if they could only take the hint and get one for themselves, then i'll know what to get them for xmas!!!!!

i am a genius.

fuckkkk my right dermal just started like pussing and theres like a bubble of skin and its all weird and fuckkkk i really dont want it to reject!!! HELP

i totally forgot about xmas shopping.... SHIT.

uhhhh what do you get for a mother that you hate and a dad that you pity for marrying that bitch?

k i need feedback on some of these. im thinking for bridget (my best friend for my whole life who is basically my sister and recently turned 21) a shot glass from the university store that says...
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the cold is killing my new piercings.

and im watching glee. wtf why am i watching this shit.

i just want to be cuddling with someone right now by a fire with hot cocoa, yes i want it to be like in the movies. :/

so i log onto fb chat and my best friend tells me about what this douche said today in chem:
today when i went into chem he asked me if you said anything about him. and i was like no why would she!? (as if i would tell him if you did) and he's like well I think you know I was wondering if she...
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so i guess i don't really have a place to start with the depression. i can't pinpoint a time in my life where it started. i just remember feeling it around the age of 12. its been a long battle and its exhausting. i've attempted suicide at least 3x, and only had someone intervene once. i haven't cut or self injured in years unless you...
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wow. i love when bitches text me asking for "that kid you fucked on thursday"'s number.
uhm excuse me?
apparently he is going around bragging about it to people. and now im in a fight with this bitch because she thinks im making it up. and shes saying ive "done this before"
yea i'd like to know when..
well i guess it answers some questions...
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guys who take advantage of barely coherent drunk girls are fucking scum bags.