emily

yeha it's my set for submiting to get in ..which i hope i do so i can do more....well actualy i have um....48 now..only becuase my multi millionare uncle sent me 20...CHEAP!! he could have spared at least 100 or 50
oh and please don't kill me..if you were here i would get you some smokes or a cigar

*cleans up the barf*

What was that about? I dunno. Sometimes nonsense comes out of my head. It seemed so over the top sexist to me as to be ridiculous. It was also supposed to be a sort of satire on the views apparent in the history of western civilization. If you look at how society has been structured since the ancient greeks and romans and even up until the middle of the 20th century... That sort of thing doesn't always come across so well in type. Perhaps I shouldn't let crap like that spill out of my brain at people that don't really know me or my messed up sense of humor. I appologize if you found it offensive in any way. As for the remaining friends thing... I'm glad you're doing so well with it. All that anger is a tremendous amount of weight to carry around with you. Letting it go and forgiving is always a good thing in my experience. Again I'm sorry if I offended you with my weird humor. : /

Oh Emily, I'm so sorry to hear about this. That guy sounds like a total jerk. That was a total shitty way to break up. No tact. Just remeber karma is a bitch. He'll get his eventually. Come to L.A. for New Years take things off your mind.
(((((hugs)))))))

Look...the guy is a pig. I have no other word for someone who can be so callous with so much history involved, let alone another person's feelings.
Maybe this will help:
"When we are strong, we are always much greater than the things that happen to us.--Thomas Merton (No Man Is an Island)
Be strong...live well...it's the best revenge.
Good luck.

men suck!

You really really dont need him.

aw thanks for the compliments babe! i couldn't be an SG though, i have too many body issues. and don't argue with me on this one, i know better than you. BUT, i am going to take some nudie pics of a friend pretty soon and she's all kinds of show-off, so maybe they'll be popping up 'round these parts... *kisses*

thank you very much. I too like my pic. I have been obsessed with taking pictures of my sock monkey lately. And it has been lovely

yeah...well...damn!

yeah me too ....blah

aww...thanks sweetie.

Merry Christmas (if you celebrate it)!

Emily! aka...I won't reveal your secret identity, but I will reveal mine It's Kelly Tautfest. I am in Chicago, finally out of jail. That's right, jail. How is Ak treating you? wish that I was home right now. See the movie "Desperate Living" it's a John Waters film. Love, Kelly!

would you recomend that book? i'm looking for something new to read.

T-shirt clarification can be found in the previous journal entry.

Joe = Psyched

May I take just a brief moment to second that emotion?

I fucking hate money too. Of course I like to have it, but I think that just makes me hate it more.

On a lighter note, my brain has no functioning today.

Word.

you have junk to be kicked in?? yowza!!! you like zelda? wicked!! ive never wanted you more!.... you know its like i always say... fuck work... thats it....

the moldy bread thing doesnt work...i tried it...it just made me worse...

hey monkey make sure you gets lots of vitamin c..and water...and rest k...get well soon