emi

emi suicide has a huge crush.

it's not a bad thing though, no worries :]

but omgggg.

funny the way things work out for the best when you're afraid of the outcome.
if life is a river, i've stopped fighting the current and i'm just letting it carry me along...of course there will be rapids, but this girl loves the ride.

aw i wish i had pics to show you of my weekend.
i was stranded in a very pretty place with some very pretty people...but my camera has been AWOL for a week or so and i'm starting to miss itttt.
tomorrow i'm getting my sparrow tattoos colored in and then on the 10th it's a new set :]
can't wait xx

just so you all know
i'm not dead :]
i'm actually really good despite the situation.
"situation" is what i'm not telling though, so don't ask
it's nothing bad, don't be worried.

anyway, shooting a new set with scottsmallin verrryyy soon so be looking for that :]

sorry folks, nothing really special about me at all.

i'm just a tiny speck in the universe like everything else that exists.
i'm still trying to find out who and what i am exactly.


and YOU
if by chance you ever read this (unlikely)
you'll never know who you are
...but you could be the air i breathe.
i don't wear my heart on my...
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my last blog was more profound
but in the past 2 hours

i got up off my ass
went to the gas station
bought the hugest ever diet coke fountain drink
and a lottery ticket
then
went to this guy's room i've never met, helped him sketch some stuff for art
died in halo several times
lost the lottery
flipped through a book about childbirth...
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there was this person i was there for
through all the petty friends
those who didn't really care
i was there for her.
her family appreciated that, and for that 7 years i was welcome in their house anytime, for any reason, just like one of their family.

now they say i've gone crazy and don't want me to go there anymore, don't want her...
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so uh, everybody check out ELLY's new set.

its that jam yo :]



annnnd yes my cat is still alive, hah.
my apartment is like mcdonalds for cats.
my kitty gets the supersize option a lot.
it wasn't discontinued here!

i'm packing heat and it's not made of metal.

i've had an interesting few days.
my partners in crime and i have been at it like never before.

i can't go into details and i don't need to.

translation: shit loads of high paced fun.


ALSO, you all remember when i FED the cat?
well, last night my roommate SUPERFED the cat.
compared to what...
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so, sometimes i think i'm back in michinoo. back in nagasaki. i wake up and want to go to mamasans'. i want to walk to greg's. i want to to go panic paradise, the dungeon, i want to catch a train to fukuoka and rock out.
i want to go to youmesaito or amuplaza.

a big part of me is missing and it's in nagasaki...
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so, i'm back in my dorm :]
it's pink and black, animal prints, feathers and tulle and EXTREME girliness!
i will take some pictures tomorrow just to prove it.

to all of you who wondered what ra-yu is, it's spicy sesame oil...very popular in japan for gyoza and other things.
i brought a lot of stuff here with me when i left japan because i...
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