elisabeth

hey, i have the same red and black cincher! WHY r u not a suicide girl?!?!

Thanks- and OMG I didn't even realize our birthdays were so close till you mentioned it. I'm exactly 14 days older than you. On a side note, you probably won't be interested in this but Alanis Morissette's birthday is June 1, 1974; her company's even called 1974 productions. Anyway, obviously I find you 'mighty interesting' as well. Cheers...

Kisses,

Alexander

You are welcome

Ahhhhhh, the infmous Ex. We all have one, no? What can you do, you know?

You've moved on, I would guess. It's tough. I hear you. I hear you.

thats cool, its a good look.

You do look pretty good upside down. Does that sound perverted?

Glad you are well. And nice pic with temptess. Is is adorable.

Halloween? No....I tend not to do much for that day. I dunno. Stick in the mud, I think i am. bah humbug!

And I love Sabido Gigante although i can only watch for 5 mins because i understand nothing.

Seen any good bands lately?

William Katt! That was his name. Was the character called Ralph or something? I think if i saw that show now I'd cry, it holds so many memories from my childhood.

every so often, i find that my ego is beaten to death...

trilo

luck in life and health just be sure to be happy and not let anything pass you by

You want to move to the UK?

Awwww but, but, but we want you on this side of the big pond!

-S

it's nice that you, someone who knows what a jackhole i can be, still has some faith in me.

gonna do my best to vindicate you there.

thanks darlin'.

christmas songs drive me crazy.
disneyland sounds cool...i want to go...

its all about The Night Owl!
it was super nice to finally meet you.
xoxo
lmh

I totally agree with you. I'm not fighting with him, I'm not responding at all. And I'll have a new site up as soon as I can get it together.

So what's been going on in your life? I'm intrigued! Tell me tell me tell me!

I want to get a license plate frame for the Hawk that is from some college of mortuary science. That would be cool.

i LOVE the pics !!

i feel the need to tell you how absolutely fucking gorgeous you are.
hope you don't mind...

-me

hey there, you, with the dark hair

Can I just tell you that you're beautiful. I was/am on the Atkins diet. I've been on it for probably six months now. It's easy, but at times it sucks.

Anywho, just wanted to pay you that compliment.

easy for him to say... he's dead.

but so is mista c to the g jung... bruddah was all like:

"the foundation of all mental illness is the unwillingness to experience legitimate suffering."

so fucking zen it's ridiculous.

i group this "mental illness" into a grander category than is probably academically popular. i dunno, i doubt that jung included biochemistry and physiology vs. the noggin... body vs. mind in his profundity. the fact is despite the ability to invent god, we are still the sum of our atomic/elemental parts and subject to the reactions therein... sometimes shit happens to you or because of you due to an electro-chemical response to the imbalance of insulin, glucose, aminos, estrogen, testosterone, etcetera...

bend like a reed in the wind. i'd quote it but i feel that one's mine... accept your path and embrace it. rejoice in the wonder that is your special, though not in any way unique, version of hardship, suffering, longing, remorse... they are only symptoms of a greater force that, if you are lucky, drives you to the point of an elevated sense of comfort, peace, joy, harmony...enlightenment. the funny thing is that enlightenment is the state of nothing. total acceptance of all things. no desire, pain, greed, envy, or any attachment to the emotions that dictate the decisions that define your life...

what's fucked up is that you aren't attached to the emotions that cause pain, loss and bad behavior...that's great, but you don't feel the ecstasy of joy, or the intensity of success, or the myriad moments that we experience that make our time here so precious...

[Edited on Oct 30, 2003 4:50AM]

have a good halloween...

keep your brain safe...there are evil zombies everywhere...

i am pretty damned near out of my mind, but still functional... i'm excited about the next few weeks as they are sure to be life altering. i'm on a desperate path to something and in my life so far, things always work out for the best...

i just started listening to a short stack of new records i got in the mail today. i played at a club last thursday... and in no way am i being cocky or bragging when i say that i fucking tore that shit up. i'm not kidding. it was the most wonderful thing ever. i managed to get myself to an ideal state of exhausted and drunk, but not too much, so i overcame my debilitating fear of failure, anxiety, etc... and relaxed into it. it was a two hour set. that's forfuckingever... i was sure i was gonna fucking blow it. but i'll be damned - i didn't. i picked up a few new tracks on the way to the gig and i never get to play on anything remotely amplified so having a nice loud sound system and some new shit to listen to came together... all i play is breaks...newschool, progressive, funky techy...basically just the stuf i like - what i think sounds good. i have never looked at a chart and i hardly know the names of the tracks i play... well, it was a mixed crowd... and the place was jumping. i did a little medly of LFO, loose caboose, and into higher state of conciousness...old school original version breaks... people freaked out. then i threw in that rockin' new adam freeland 7nationarmy white stripes remix... the whole time i'm dancin my ass off behind the decks and people are yelling and i'm yelling... it was sweet. this is comin from a person with the self esteem of a gutter rat with self destructive tendencies that make baby jesus cry... to face doing well at something i love and to have my taste in sound validated by 50 diverse strangers... shit or a second there i had to be happy... get this: the sound guy even came over and turned it up...

so i got asked back to headline. i'm already nervous. i hope this comes across well... i dance a fine line between excited and obnoxious. but you prolly already knew that.

btw... me n' brock have been having some excellent aiming recently.

I swear Im going to have to get you booked for a Mardi Gras party so I can finally check out what Im sure is a kickass DJ and knock back a beer with a killer peep. Keep the tales of debauchery going, Im likin' em.

Aiming? As in AIM the program? Or is that some slang you kids use nowadays that Hermit Swoo just doesnt get?