If the world is filled with vibrance, then why do I feel like a humorless gray?
No matter. I'm sure I'll feel red, black, and blue again very soon.
The hardest part of success is waiting, no? Fevered impatience makes you wipe your brow, and glance around periodically. You worry about nothing, and then lose sight of the somethings.
I'm not losing sight of that...
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No matter. I'm sure I'll feel red, black, and blue again very soon.
The hardest part of success is waiting, no? Fevered impatience makes you wipe your brow, and glance around periodically. You worry about nothing, and then lose sight of the somethings.
I'm not losing sight of that...
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Add another thing to cross off of "things to do before I die": yours truly wrote a letter to the editor for a magazine (that shall remain nameless), and said letter was published in that section of the current issue. Heh.
The weekend was nice, I hung out with some good friends on Friday night. Saturday afternoon I reconnected with an old girlfriend from 1992...
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The weekend was nice, I hung out with some good friends on Friday night. Saturday afternoon I reconnected with an old girlfriend from 1992...
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faelynia:
you know what i did this past weekend.. but will i see you friday?!!?!?
thepirate:
Ha, thank you for spinning. The fault was not in your mix, but in the tiredness of the dancers. No one present would be able to claim that they can rave until the break of dawn (Oh the memories).
You got me listening to jungle and its bastard cousin drum and bass again, so I think that's a big plus one right there.
You got me listening to jungle and its bastard cousin drum and bass again, so I think that's a big plus one right there.
I just realised that in 5 months, I will be 30! Then I'll be old PLUS 7. When I was around 16, I was convinced that 23 was absolutely archaic, so that's my inside joke with myself.
It would be a big deal if I still did stupid things like compare myself to people, especially others my own age. Let's just say I compared myself...
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It would be a big deal if I still did stupid things like compare myself to people, especially others my own age. Let's just say I compared myself...
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meaney:
when i turned 27, my mother called me to see how i was doing. she was convinced that i was gonna pull a kurt cobain. my friends told me that i shouldn't play music again until my 28th birthday. 29 is coming and i still feel like an 18 year old with a fake id. i had a point to this story...
when i got out of the hospital...
um.
my mid-life crisis began at age five and it's only pulling me further away like the black hole at the end of every could have been/ would have been. i just try to remind myself that a black hole is born when a star collapses and dies... and that's something i consider to be beautiful. so you go and be a star.
when i got out of the hospital...
um.
my mid-life crisis began at age five and it's only pulling me further away like the black hole at the end of every could have been/ would have been. i just try to remind myself that a black hole is born when a star collapses and dies... and that's something i consider to be beautiful. so you go and be a star.
amadio:
In six months I'll be old +3, I was convinced that 27 was the age you couldn't be considered young anymore. Here I am a few months from 30 and still acting 19. I think a little prozac might be in order.
Debauchery.
Making new friends.
Funeral.
Memories.
Laughter.
Travel.
Unconditional acceptance.
Perspective=priceless.
How is 2004 treating you so far?
Making new friends.
Funeral.
Memories.
Laughter.
Travel.
Unconditional acceptance.
Perspective=priceless.
How is 2004 treating you so far?
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m0ngrel:
meh... it's a year
nightmares and dreams are made of the same thing, and living them is kinda like lemon juice in the eye... all at once you can't beleive your dumb luck as the quick accurate sqqqtt of it hits ya...
ya know... i like that picture. very hot.
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nightmares and dreams are made of the same thing, and living them is kinda like lemon juice in the eye... all at once you can't beleive your dumb luck as the quick accurate sqqqtt of it hits ya...
ya know... i like that picture. very hot.
left cheek
right cheek
temptess:
Absolutely! What are YOU going to wear?
This year has gone by, finally.
It was fraught with all sorts of mishaps, adventures, and ultimately ended with me realising that life's too short to be anything besides happy.
Happy am I that I'm here to see another year. Happy am I that what started out as a huge joke (modeling) has ended up being a hobby that brings me results, both profitable and...
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It was fraught with all sorts of mishaps, adventures, and ultimately ended with me realising that life's too short to be anything besides happy.
Happy am I that I'm here to see another year. Happy am I that what started out as a huge joke (modeling) has ended up being a hobby that brings me results, both profitable and...
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lucky105:
Here's to 2004.
itsalivemedia:
Happy New Year. Maybe see you with Temptess on Sat?
So yeah. The holidays are ALMOST over, and I can't wait for the world to breathe a collective sigh of relief after the New Year.
So this is what I witnessed on Xmas Eve, 5 or 6 shots going off in the church parking lot across the street. Fell a victim, at least one person lay limp, bleeding, and dead. Ugh. I tried to block...
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So this is what I witnessed on Xmas Eve, 5 or 6 shots going off in the church parking lot across the street. Fell a victim, at least one person lay limp, bleeding, and dead. Ugh. I tried to block...
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lilith:
Thanks for the comment on the appreciation thread doll! I hope you feel better about that horrible experience you had to witness....
Hope you have a great New Years!
Hope you have a great New Years!
jasechase:
I be good.
I finally have a new update!
Happy New Year!
I finally have a new update!
Happy New Year!
Happy X-mas Eve.
How do sheep in Mexico say Merry Christmas?
Fleece Navidad!
How do sheep in Mexico say Merry Christmas?
Fleece Navidad!
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pseudo_ghost:
Merry X-mas Elisabeth
wait I dont get it 
oh okay
wait I dont get it oh okay
daisie:
Happy Holidays sweetie!!
Fuck. Read above.
Ok. I just got off the phone with my best friend (the best friend I've known forever, not the best friend of 4 years.)
She said the funniest thing that is just resonating in my mind.
"My boyfriend is like Pavlov's dogs, I give him a "Blow Job Voucher" and he forgives me for staying out late and not calling, and also when I want...
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She said the funniest thing that is just resonating in my mind.
"My boyfriend is like Pavlov's dogs, I give him a "Blow Job Voucher" and he forgives me for staying out late and not calling, and also when I want...
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enigma1:
thanks for the advice.
you are gorgeous. you probably don't live anywhere near me, huh?
you are gorgeous. you probably don't live anywhere near me, huh?
estrada:
Nice new profile picture.
Thanks to all for your responses to my last journal. Me and my pesky mind...
Took a vacation of sorts to Arizona, and that was extremely lovely
I added one of the pics from the trip to my pics. When I'm not being photographed while scantily clad, I look a little something like that. Most on the street wouldn't believe I do what I do...
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Took a vacation of sorts to Arizona, and that was extremely lovely
I added one of the pics from the trip to my pics. When I'm not being photographed while scantily clad, I look a little something like that. Most on the street wouldn't believe I do what I do...
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seether:
When you pay off your previous shopping sprees, let me know and we'll do more damage...
Also I have to get some custom stuff made, because nothing is long enough for my legs... Know any good leather crafters?
Also I have to get some custom stuff made, because nothing is long enough for my legs... Know any good leather crafters?
simon:
Aw, thanks!!
Ok, I've got a question for you, and it came into my head as I was passing a fairly major car accident on the freeway.
There were 4 cars involved, and what was once a new-ish Toyota Camry looked more like an accordion instead of a motor vehicle. The trunk was entirely gone, just about into the front seats.
Hypothetically speaking here- what if you...
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There were 4 cars involved, and what was once a new-ish Toyota Camry looked more like an accordion instead of a motor vehicle. The trunk was entirely gone, just about into the front seats.
Hypothetically speaking here- what if you...
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zombiehead2:
interesting question...maybe i'll have to kidnap someone and find out...
...or maybe not...
...or maybe not...
papawheelie:
hey there beautiful girl. hope you had an excellent holiday, love the picture you posted this AM
Books, books, books, I am awash in a sea of books.
I books, they are my friends.
PHP with mySQL, pronto, for work. Save the team and our project from absolute madness. This may be the truth, the light, and the way. At least I've got access to all the complete info I need to put into this database. I've not told the programmers in...
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books, they are my friends.
PHP with mySQL, pronto, for work. Save the team and our project from absolute madness. This may be the truth, the light, and the way. At least I've got access to all the complete info I need to put into this database. I've not told the programmers in...
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estrada:
I could never get into programming, my brain does not like it that much.
However I could spend days in a library with old, bible paper thin historical treatise and essays and be so very, very happy.
However I could spend days in a library with old, bible paper thin historical treatise and essays and be so very, very happy.
BTW I have that same rubber ducky in my bathtub!
XOXOX
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