eireann

I feel like a girl who has lived her life as a princess being told she's really a pauper...
I don't know what to do.
I don't know who to call.
I'm tired of the dishonesty and I'm tired of my insecurity...
I'm just tired of all of this.

Dear World,

I am captivating and intoxicating, although usually I'm just captive to my intoxication.
I'd write the world a love poem after I pop 1-2-3 white flat beans that promote this theory.

Pick out the things I did not do this weekend:
1. Went to City Club sober and stayed sober until 3 AM.
2. Had a semi-nervous breakdown which my poor boyfriend had...
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Thanks to everyone for your congratulations. I'm getting more and more excited as the days go buy. I've logged in and read all of my new information, and I've started telling my customers.

In non-work related news, it is now impossible for me to sleep in past 8, no matter how late I stay up. BAH.

More on the beginning of an era...
Today, or more like yesterday, I quit my job.

Deep breaths.

I quit my job of two and a half years, with a sound and secure position as a supervisor, to become part of a new management program at the world's largest bank. I'm excited and scared shitless.

A new era in my life... because I don't know...
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Well... today is the beginning of a new era.
More to come later.

so apparently, looking at my checking account balance or lack thereof,
I'm not going grey.

So... I'm here for another year! YAY!

To my wonderful friends list,
please do not be alarmed if I go gray. Also, please, please, don't delete me off your list. I've got a 6 month gift membership somewhere that I lost when I transitioned my email address- so don't freak out.
I'm working with customer service trying to find the code.
I'll be back... when they can give me the code, or...
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ready for the breath...
ready to breathe.
I'm ready for the moments to which this second cannot cede.
you cannot stop me from this moment you cannot kill me for just a day without this memory slowly starting to fade.
and its just the six sense that gets the short stick and will remain just a blip
on this radar that kills my deathbed wishes...
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I swear, I must have at least one hundred mosquito bites.
*scratches*

So, yes, I have decided to let this go gray due to my ass being broke.
Yes, I will more than likely be back.
Here's how to find me:
Myspace
livejournal

And no, I don't hate any of you.

I'm tired of being all PC about things.
I'm tired of wondering who my friends are.
I'm tired of wondering if I can tell people something.
I'm tired of people talking shit behind my back rather than saying to my face that they have a problem. I'm tired of people being nice to me while saying they have a problem behind my back.
I'm just...
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those are your shoes, these are my shoes
we've got issues.

I <3 Atmosphere.