earnest_suicide

Tired.. sleepy...

Getting sleep so I can get photos taken by Emma tommorrow

I'm working on a film in the art department. Very fun. We co-ordinated a troupe of cheerleaders and motorbikes yesterday. Huzzah. I've done loads of random things (art film...). But the catering guy makes me nice coffee, and remebers how many sugars I take. Bless him. He sneaked me a sandwich between me rushing about cos I was hungry before lunch

I'm pulling 12 hour...
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Still stressing 'bout jobs.

Started a stop-gapping job in tech support. It's very fun apart from the job itself, which involves sitting there describing what buttons look like to people who have no clue about computers!

But all the guys are wonderful, I'm in a team full of tech nerds, and i love them all to pieces!!

flibble.

I'm being painted!!! I was at an art gallery opening last night, as my friends from art college invited me.

Aside from the fact that there were several beautiful women there (one which tried to talk to me, and I sort of grinned and walked out the room, playing it cool as I was nervous.)

And this local artist came over to me and said...
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I'm lonely.

I don't think that I think like everyone else.

I really feel like my brain is wired differently. The experiences I've had in my life have made me great at survival situations, but i honestly struggle to relate to people. I feel like a lot of people have answers that I don't have, and I'm rarely 'on the same page'. I'm very easy...
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What can I do with this love? Swallow it? Bottle it and give it airholes?

They put my lover behind glass but gave him air and food to sustain him. Then they waited.

I can't nourish him, yet he forces air into my reluctant lungs. I have nothing that he needs.

He doesn't wait to eat. He wants what I can't give him. He is...
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