I finally had people over trying to support me. For the first time since I got the news. Before that I had just been alone all the time. Alone with my telephone not working.
Austin and Katie came to help make me feel better. We sat in my room and I did their makeup and we talked about Griffen. Whom it was deemed died of...
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Austin and Katie came to help make me feel better. We sat in my room and I did their makeup and we talked about Griffen. Whom it was deemed died of...
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poem:
Woo thank you 
Glad you liked it! <3
Glad you liked it! <3
thelastboss:
Oh my god, wow, that is horrible. I can't imagine what that would be like. I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope you are okay.
To any of you I have told about my nickname "Taco."
Griffen gave me that nickname.
I really really don't want to be alone right now. But I don't know what to do about that.
R.I.P Griffen.
A good friend of mine died yesterday. They don't know how or why yet. His room mate came back to find him dead in his bed.
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Griffen gave me that nickname.
I really really don't want to be alone right now. But I don't know what to do about that.
R.I.P Griffen.
A good friend of mine died yesterday. They don't know how or why yet. His room mate came back to find him dead in his bed.
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rebel_rebel:
i spell like a canadian too, and i have never lived there.
cocoabutter:
no you're right it totally works. Thanks for putting that song in my head by the way.
......I read your journal. Have things been looking up at all?
......I read your journal. Have things been looking up at all?
Not in a good mood. Not at all.
Stupid stupid stupid.
*smacks head on table*
Stop thinking irrational thoughts! STOP IT!
"I should stop introducing my friends to each other" is NOT A RATIONAL THOUGHT. Even if it feels like none of them talk to you anymore.
Jealousy is the stupidest emotion ever. I hate it hate it. HATE IT. stupid. GRR.
This is an...
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Stupid stupid stupid.
*smacks head on table*
Stop thinking irrational thoughts! STOP IT!
"I should stop introducing my friends to each other" is NOT A RATIONAL THOUGHT. Even if it feels like none of them talk to you anymore.
Jealousy is the stupidest emotion ever. I hate it hate it. HATE IT. stupid. GRR.
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tadzi:
honey, ill tell you this as many times as i have to, i love ya, and im not going to stop being your friend or talk to you any less.
i was actually about to call you last night, but then she called me. honestly, both of us are a little surprised that weve managed to talk almost every night. but i plan on trying to call you tonight.
i was actually about to call you last night, but then she called me. honestly, both of us are a little surprised that weve managed to talk almost every night. but i plan on trying to call you tonight.
I've been feeling very left out and let down lately. It is strange. I don't really know how to handle it. Partially because I don't know if I am actually being left out, or if I am just feeling that way due to extraneous circumstances.
So instead I am trying to keep myself busy, and it is hard. Bah.
I am still getting stuff organized...
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So instead I am trying to keep myself busy, and it is hard. Bah.
I am still getting stuff organized...
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morgan:
Hey hon, I'm sorry I didn't see you online last night! AIM wouldn't let me sign on on this computer all day yesterday, plus I think you posted right after I had decided to try and head to bed.
applejugs:
lia as a boy? fucking hot!
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stella_marie:
i wrote in a help request so we can be friends
southernbelle:
What the hell....you're my friend, but you aren't blue!!!! SOOOOOO confused 
"there's still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
there's still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
it's still a little hard to say what's going on"
Today I keep telling myself that I'm not broken.
Sometimes it is hard to remember that.
there's still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
it's still a little hard to say what's going on"
Today I keep telling myself that I'm not broken.
Sometimes it is hard to remember that.
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oracle:
yes sometimes people do suck...well most of the time actually.
ya, yellowknife, my god the bugs are bad there, I thought a group of black flies were going to steal the van with us in it.
ya, yellowknife, my god the bugs are bad there, I thought a group of black flies were going to steal the van with us in it.
eli:
most triamphantly, i love pens. black ball point pens.
I just had my heart broken.
"you can have washington i'll take new jersey
you can have london but i want new york city
i should get providence i've got a job now
los angeles - obvious - that's where you belong now
you can have africa asia australia
as long as you keep your hands off cafe pamplona
we can split germany right down...
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"you can have washington i'll take new jersey
you can have london but i want new york city
i should get providence i've got a job now
los angeles - obvious - that's where you belong now
you can have africa asia australia
as long as you keep your hands off cafe pamplona
we can split germany right down...
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groundedstar:
for what it's worth from someone you don't know and have never spoken to, i'm really sorry to have had to read that when i came to your page, and i hope things look up soon
dannydmc:
That sucks to hear, as someone else whop's had his heart broken quiet a bit over the years I feel for you. On the bright side, you jsut posted a beautiful song which is one of my favorites!
That sucks to hear, as someone else whop's had his heart broken quiet a bit over the years I feel for you. On the bright side, you jsut posted a beautiful song which is one of my favorites!
RIP Steve Irwin, AKA The Crocodile Hunter
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A good friend of mine just told me that he is in love with me. I don't really know what to feel about it. I have suspected for a very long time that he has feelings for me, but I didn't expect this. He is dating someone and tells me that he feels more strongly for me...
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A good friend of mine just told me that he is in love with me. I don't really know what to feel about it. I have suspected for a very long time that he has feelings for me, but I didn't expect this. He is dating someone and tells me that he feels more strongly for me...
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halfjack:
huh.
also, i don't even understand that cartoon
also, i don't even understand that cartoon
cheech:
It's really not fair of someone to say they love you and expect "I love you, too," said back to them if you're friends and not even dating or anything. So don't feel bad about it. Believe me, I prob would've said something much weirder than "Thank you" being in your position.
It's a shame about Irwin; yeah, the young age definitely makes it a shock. It's weird how a couple of amateurs like Pontius and Steve-O run around doing similar stuff to him, but it's the professional who gets killed, not the jackasses.
It's a shame about Irwin; yeah, the young age definitely makes it a shock. It's weird how a couple of amateurs like Pontius and Steve-O run around doing similar stuff to him, but it's the professional who gets killed, not the jackasses.
I supposedly have four guests right now.
But I am sleeping alone tonight.
Because everyone else is too busy getting laid.
GRR I SAY. GRRR.
But I am sleeping alone tonight.
Because everyone else is too busy getting laid.
GRR I SAY. GRRR.
bi_babe:
how long would it take to get from TX to VA? I can't do anything about tonight but it's a long weekend, I bet if I leave now I could get there by tomorrow...
halfjack:
uh huh. and i'm emo.
So apparantly when I am woken up after having taken an ambien CR and only getting an hour of sleep I write highly regrettable entries in here.
So it was erased. Go look at hot pictures of me in my last entry. That is better.
So it was erased. Go look at hot pictures of me in my last entry. That is better.
desidia:
I could have sworn I commented...
Wifi is retarded.
I was trying to say they weren't loading but the top 40% of the photos were cute but I wasn't jerking off to them.
now... I'm staring at your pubes...
... still staring...
... still not jerking off. better luck next time but you're still cute!
Wifi is retarded.
I was trying to say they weren't loading but the top 40% of the photos were cute but I wasn't jerking off to them.
now... I'm staring at your pubes...
... still staring...
... still not jerking off. better luck next time but you're still cute!
desidia:
do you ever come to NY? I just ask... because you give really good back rubs
I feel kind of sad and lonely. And like my friends aren't really very good friends.
But I get to see my Morgan tomorrow and that makes me very very happy.
P.S. Due to being super clutzy I currently look like a victim of domestic abuse. If I saw me on the street I would try to talk me in to going to the police....
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But I get to see my Morgan tomorrow and that makes me very very happy.
P.S. Due to being super clutzy I currently look like a victim of domestic abuse. If I saw me on the street I would try to talk me in to going to the police....
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morgan:
I'm excited to see you hon!
I promise not to tell you to go to the cops!
I promise not to tell you to go to the cops!
laceyk:
I know that feeling, like it is you against the world. I am sorry that there is an undesirable in your bed!