Monday Feb 28, 2005

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I know thy works, that thou art neither cold nor hot: I would thou wert cold or hot.
So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spew thee out of my mouth.
-Revelation 3:14-15
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buckknuckle:
come get my grocerys and wash my car. then make needles. then finish a drawing. then make 6 phone calls. then sweep and mop my house. then do dishes. then. ooo aaa
laine666:
love
click the smiley for a present...

Thursday Feb 24, 2005

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i am not cold. or hot.
i am not happy. or sad.
i am neither here. nor there.
i am not tired. i am not in love. i am not lonely. i am not horney. i am not bored. i am not joyful. i am not pretty. i am not ugly. i am not full. i am not hungry. i am not comfortable. i am...
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silverandcold:
wandering downtown drunk at night......sounds fun maybe I'll give it a try,better than what I have been doing all week. Drinking everclear and orange juice alone, lame. I need to get drunk and meet people smile

Anyway good luck on your fast, I still haven't done mine yet, but I really need too.
buckknuckle:
I will try to get well, just for you. I've now missed nearly a full week of work. Crap... this sucks. And I don't feel any better. I didn't do a version of the lotus with purple because I pretty much know how I would do it. And I'm lazy. Unfortunately, I left the design at work so I can't color it in today. I need something to do. I'm tired of watching dvds.

Where's my fuckin' soup, bitch? kiss

Tuesday Feb 22, 2005

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who are you?
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buckknuckle:
Mmm.. rice.

So did you get punched, tough guy style... or did you run into something for your badge?
silverandcold:
I'm really bored right now. that's about it. I'm boring. And I dont' start work till next week so this whole week I am super boring puke

Friday Feb 18, 2005

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eat. sleep. drink. fight. fuck. work. rinse. repeat if desired.
scream a song in the down time.
break guitar strings.
paint the walls of your cell.
take a manic midnight walk.
snort. smoke. swallow. inhale. exhale.
calm down.
don't get angry. don't lash out. don't let it show.
"aren't you going to put some make up on?"
"you'd be pretty if you lost some weight."...
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buckknuckle:
hey, I've been sick. and the dsl has been down. It's I'm and it's better. Somewhat.

Weekends like this let me know that I'm retarded.
thepumkinking:
i like your journal haha, fuckin great biggrin

Oh yeah uhm, can I have your kitty? lol TOO CUTE >.<

Tuesday Feb 15, 2005

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.today my stomach is churning.
.and nothing ever goes the way you thought it would.
.and that is what makes things interesting.
.and that is what knocks you off your platform.
.the sun is shining.
.and that is what forces you back up.
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buckknuckle:
"The sun is shining, but I'm expecting rain."

kiss
buckknuckle:
And diet pepsi is soooo much better than diet coke. Don't be a stooge. tongue

Monday Feb 14, 2005

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its the perfect day to sit around and feel lonely puke but i refuse to waste my time on such non-sense!
cupid can kiss my ass!!! his evil plot to instill a sense of self-loathing in the country's single populous has failed on me. BWAHAHAHA!
ARRR!!! happy valentine's day, shit heads skull

y en noticias otras:
i got into a fight with a crack head on friday night....
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silverandcold:
Valentines Day means nothing to me. Its just another day, I slept till 4pm. But good job on kickin crackhead ass!
mia:
yes pee pee face. I refuse to let this day get me down too!

yes.

Thursday Feb 10, 2005

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gone
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buckknuckle:
Thougt crimes. Or, as Queensryche puts it, "mind crimes".

OPERATION: MIND CRIME!



Or we could run red lights. Jaywalk. Throw lit cigarettes at pedestrians and their dogs. Lift porn mags at the Plaid Pantry. Pee in their parking lot. Throw up on the bar. Toilet paper Vera Katz's house. Do some "taggin" on the Burnside Bridge. Eat falafel for the gas and go to Powells to lurk in the sci-fi section, letting them go. Draw nonsensical kanjis on each other and go to a sushi place and demand they translate them for us. While there, ask if they have any "oriental" flavored sushi. Get coffee, and not pay.
buckknuckle:
damn double posts!

[Edited on Feb 12, 2005 1:08PM]

Monday Feb 07, 2005

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fool 'em all:
WALK WITH YOUR HEAD HELD HIGH
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silverandcold:
good fucking advice. some I really should listen too.
paintedbat:
yeah good thinking

Tuesday Feb 01, 2005

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i buried my face in his chest and shrank. right there, in my clothes and my skin. nothing fit anymore. and i was where i belonged. then i had to go. the instinct was impelling and unremitting. i stood to leave, and was followed. he grabbed my arm when i reached the door. i recoiled then relented and turned to face him. the shrunken girl...
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buckknuckle:
S already had lunch... let's go get food and not pay.
stitches_u_up:
Do you ever wish that you could always just keep a little bit of aloofness, so that you never needed a chest to lean on, or arms to hold you?


Or even better that you could just split yourself in two and lock away that trembling shattered core and put in a storage room and forget about it ever being there?

Maybe i am just melancholly.

Friday Jan 28, 2005

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i have a new bike. woot! there is a picture of it in my pics (well, not my bike... but the bike that i got. same thing.) biggrin now i can get on with losing a bit o' flab... 30 pounds of it... puke blackeyed whatever

i have a new mohawk. yeah... i look like a dyke. a hard core punk dyke, but still, a dyke. i miss the...
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laine666:
ick. more barbies.
did you see the cabana boy, or was he sleeping?
laine666:
aww. thats sad frown
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