i got to thinkin' on the bus yesterday:
my job is like finding a mediocre sex partner after just having had a really hot one.
like, you can be fucking this dude who is really great at making you come. and you fuck him and fuck him and fuck him and you're always satisfied, until being completely satisfied becomes the norm & it ain't no... Read More
Nothing I do is boring or plain, 'cause I'm DIE-NO-MIGHT! REPRESENT MUTHAFUCKA!
I have lots going on and several drawings that I'm late on. Including that other one you asked me to draw up. Tell me whatchoo want with the heart.... or I could just wing it.
And for some reason this journal entry makes me feel funny in the pants.
i cheated on my piercer... then i lied about it... and for some reason the whole thing makes me wanna ! ha ha. such negative feelings just because i let someone else stick a needle through my freakin skin. loyalty... damn it. i guess people appreciate it... but i could do without the feeling.
at any rate, my bridge is pierced and i look like... Read More
my current modus operandi doesn't work well, at least not as a life style. once in a while, i indulge in my impulses... ok, more than once in a while ( ), but once in a while i lose my sense of being and let impulse be my guide. considering the fact that my whims are not necessarily healthy or productive nor do they act... Read More
You need a life coach. I need a life coach. I pick R. Lee Ermey.
I don't know man.... as someone that has been doing his own self destructive binge for 10 years longer than you, I'd say it doesn't get any easier. If you figure this out, you better let me know and it better not be "you need to find our lord" crap either! You hear me, sister?!
uhm... that actually would've been really fuckin rad, haha... i might get right on that, but the feds are gonna hunt you down if the rising from the grave thing doesn't work! :p ~hugs~
starting a 30 day fast, the following is my list of forbidens:
NO...
drinking
smoking
pill poping
fucking/messing around or whatnot
also...
limited intake of dairy products and sweets
its a fast from excess. i've become a fucking gluton, and its disgusting. i've been meditating less and rabble rousing more, bad news... especially since i get carried away so easily. so, yeah.
back to focusing... Read More
i come from a crazy drunken irish-catholic family. my grandmother used to tell my cousins and i that there were tiny leprechauns living under the bushes in her front yard. we would spend hours outside, convincing ourselves that we could see them. when it rained, we would take our posse out around the neighborhood, looking for the end of a rainbow and our promised pot... Read More
i'm a self-righteous prick
with a great big mouth
and i'm sick to death of mediocrity and lies
i was preaching to the choir
i was yelling down a hole
i used to sing between the lines
but then i got wise
i have a new tattoo on the nape of my neck. BEAUTIFUL!
Wait...I didn't see this work on your neck did I? OH yeah I did, duh. Wisdom + Compassion, right? I plan on coming back into town in a month or 2. So we'll see what happens.
morning: woke at 6:30. out the door at 7. out hwy 30 to sauvie island, around the island and back by 10. about 35 miles all told, plus several pit stops for water and nature watching. a beautiful ride on the island. sun out. green pastures. orchards in bloom. birds. frolicing barn yard creatures. a veritable back-woods variety show. beautiful beautiful... Read More
It was really rad hanging out with you. My voice is mildly hoarse trying to tackle "Whole Lotta Love" last night. We are now home in one piece and I added you to the friends list. I still have my name written on my hand and I smiled.
thursday:no work, show
friday: no work, tattoo (maybe)
saturday: work, show
sunday: work, show
monday, tuesday: work, sleep
wednesday: work, blow
thursday: no work, show
friday: no work, show
a happy camper indeed
... all thats missing is some cock.
and i'm not talking the feathered kind.