dirtyprettything

kallisti's photoset has such irony right now.

I've realized that no matter what, my life is going to be filled with extremes.... best to roll with them with my chin up.

I probably never shared this, but my family is filled with crazy depressed people, and alcoholics. At least once a year some drama occurs, and no not typical crying fighting drama. It's happened...
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2006 has been treating me well, so far.

:: played dirty for 4 days,

:: got fucked by two porn stars,

:: rang in the new year getting railed on a bondage bed, while seeing new year's fireworks through the floor to ceiling windows over the LA skyline...

:: got drenched in piss - and liked it,

:: learned that I am SO over 2005,...
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So I learned this weekend that I'm incredibly turned on if I am utterly horrified.... as in beyond embarrassed.

Just thinking about it still makes me blush I dont even think I can share the details, it was that bad.

I guess I am dirty, after all.

XOXO

and happy new year! 2006 is finally here - YESSSSS!!!!!!

what a crazy year. ups and downs.... more downs than ups... and fuck I never knew that I'd be where I am today.

If I was to summarize this year in one word it would definitely be unreal. There were many times this year (more than I care to admit) that I could have stepped oustide my body and incredulously asked, "This is what's happening?!"...
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2005 was no happy meal, that I can tell you...

Jan. 6, Aiken County, S.C.: a 42-car freight train collided with a smaller train parked on a siding, resulting in a leak of chlorine gas that killed 9 and led to the evacuation of thousands of nearby residents.
Jan. 7, Bolognina di Crevalcore, Italy: in heavy fog, a passenger train travelling from Palermo to Messina...
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My bed loves me - I think I'll stay there a while.

I hate the holidays.

Come Christmas morning, I'm going to cry in my room for about 15 minutes, then pop .5mg xanax so that I don't cry the rest of the day, then proceed to head downstairs for drunken Golden Fox Fizzes with my parents (a tradition they started at least 5 years ago).

My parents are so cool - to them it's imperative that...
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Great News!

I just got confirmation that I am going to be this year's TES Fest girl - yes my face is going to be on 20,000 Flyers and Posters promoting the super popular 2006 Fetish event, hosted by The Eulenspiegel Society. The flyers and posters will be distributed all throughout the tri-state area.

This is the best thing to have happened in a...
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Yanked this off of someone's livejournal - my year in review:


1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?

Had an enema on camera - oh wait, two enemas. Vomited on camera. Had my tits skewered on camera. Screamed so loud on camera that the police showed up. Um... I did a lot on camera.

2. Did you keep your new...
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I'm soon going to have to face the choice of where to move.... and it's killing me.

I haven't put this much pressure on myself since I had to decide where to go to college - this is driving me nuts, but I have to set up permanent shop somewhere - I'm tired of living out of a bag, and while this year has brought...
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