destro

hot water music show was good. got ripped afterwards.still feelin a little hung over. car got towed. cost 200 freakin bucks to get it out. didn't get home till 5am. thank god for good freinds with atm cards.
weekend is looking to be pretty boring. maybe i'll catch up on some sleep.
c-yinz,
aaren

it is dark and rainy today. looks out side how i feel. just kinda blahhhhhhh. been weird today. had dejavu like three or four times today. like today already happened before. kind spooky. like i know something bad's gonna happen and there is nothing i can do, but i'm a little loopy on cough syrup . oh, well. the hot water music show is tomorrow....
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tonight, rest, and like 12 hours of it. the mortician show is tomorrow. there will be some stompin of nazi heads for sure. oh, what fun.
today has been long. it's cold but clear. all sunny and shit. looks like summer through the windows. but as you walk out side, mother nature slaps ya in the face with a 45 degree backhand. i wish it...
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so. this is gonna be a long weekend. goin out to some stupid club with the boys tonight. an early halloween party saturday night. 2 hockey games on sunday. monday is gonna be boring. then tuesdaycomes. MORTICIAN and scar culture show at the 31st st. pub. can't wait! plus i gotta work and sleep inbetween, should be fun. c-yinz

i feel weird today. not good or sick mind you. just kinda empty. like somethings wrong or missing, ya know?

i am: 24year old white male,6'2" 265 goatee usually shaved head, or very short brown hair. ice blue eyes. a few but big tattoos, ears streched to 5/8ths . easy going very opinionated but quiet. blue collar working class kid. drinker, smoker, no drugs

i like: racing import cars,music in genaral, drawing, watching movies cuddled up on the couch, writing graffitti, good stimulating conversation, throwing...
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ahhhhhhhh, got the day off tommorrow to go "hunting". probably just sit in the wood and watch . that is about the most relaxing thing in the fall. not feelin real good right now. got some sinus infection thats goin around. hope it clears up soon. goin to the cky show in about an hour, hope its as good as last time i saw them....
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finally got the color portion of my left arm done. 2 more sittings and i start the other arm.
feeling kind of weird today. i think i have a sinus infection or something. or it could be that i have'nt drank in 4 days. that is like a record for me. ohwell, off to the wearhouse district to do some painting, maybe the train yards...
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one foot in the gutter, one foot in the grave, bound to the ground with my head in the clouds as it begins to rain.i wonder if im worth trying to save as i trudge my path of resistance, a road riddled with pain.a self imposed sentence of exile, i am but a casualty of me. a tear drops from a somber eye as i...
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it's cold , it's rainy. think i'll have a grilled cheese and some veggietable soup. then watch movies curled up in my quilt.
c-yinz
aaren

i am finally back! 10 days of being away from home was way too much. i was glad to be away from all the drama and stress, but i didn't like being in unfamiliar surroundings. well, i'm home, i'm happy, didn't get to meet anyone i wanted to, and didn't get to do much while in georgia, i'm goin again in december, so hope it's...
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life now sucks.everytime i find something i like, that gives me joy, it gets taken away. the only thing is, this time it was me that took it away. i am convinced i can not be happy. subconsiously i screw up everything that is good for me. i finally find a gorgeous girl with the best personality who i think actually likes me too, and...
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