destro

uhg! im hate hangover mornings. but i get to pick up my car from the shop in an hour, oh how i miss my baby. Fightmachine show tonite at fat city tonite, should be a good nite, but no drinky for me.
till something better happens,
aaren

went out last night, got drunk, as per usual, made 58 bucks husteling some asshole frat boy types at darts.ate some of the hottest hot wings i've ever encountered. it was a good night.
my life's boring,
aaren

so, i drive all the way to harrisburg today, made it in 3 1/2 hours. went to the stupid meeting, and to my luck, cancelled the afternoon portion, because the company pres. didn't show up. so, im sitting at a freinds house, ate some lunch, and its back on the road.
till tomorrow,
aaren

i have to go to a interface meeting tomorrow in harrisburg. i fucking hate these things. i work for a farm equipment dealership that is owned by my family, and they think i need to go to these stupid things. it's me, a 24 year old punk/hardcore kid, and 200 old ass rednecks that think its still 1968. all they do is whine and cry...
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self destructive behavior is fun.....

death is a begining
a rebirth from an end
a candles flame extingushed
only to be relit again
a sense of finality
a fleeting moment of peace
wheights lifted from my mind
sensations of release
questioning am i really free
will it all crash back
does my minds deceive me
a new begining
only to be wicked away
a glimpse of what could have been...
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when in the hell did AFI become radio freindly?

wel, can't go to the Circle Of Dead Children show, no loot. being bored. must go break somethin.

sorry i havent been around. tuesday morning i went to work, thinking i was just hung over, but didn't get any better as the day progressed. went home at 3, crawled up on the couch, and didn't move for 36 hours. not even to smoke. i must have been real bad, cuz i didn't want a smoke, didn't want to eat, didn't want to do...
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waking up, 6 am , late for work and still drunk.

i learned a very important leason last night. never drink PBR, and eat sloppy joe's and deviled eggs.

right now, i'm at work, being bored and cold,( it's 2 below out). i have no car and i'm out of smokie treats!
someone will die before noon!
then off to midget madness monday, which will bw named M3 from now on. hope i get some cash....
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went to see killcast's band, caught like fire, last night. they rocked, an emotional melodic hardcore band , with get this, a cello player! as odd as it sounds, it fit right in. they put on a phenominal set. if they're ever in your area, i suggest you catch'em.
i also got to meet penny , but only breifly.she and killcast seemed quite nice. everyone...
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