destro

my weekend sucked!
was supposed to go to a show friday. but it was one of the boys birthday, and everyone was blitzed at 7:00 , when we were supposed to leave, so we stayed close to home, and i played babysitter for a bunch of hooligans. i did get to see a bunch of people i used to hang around with years ago. seems...
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thought for the day, stolen from Dawson's Creek, of all places, but i thought it sounded deep, so fuck off!
" everyone thinks of life and death, like they are opposites, but birth is the antithesis of death, life has no opposite....

guys night out! as dave attell says, " the night ain't over till the beer runs out or the cops show up."

today is boring. hope i get done with work at a respectable hour so i can go out and do something.
goin to see the Haunted and Darkest Hour on friday.ought to be fun, the old death squad ( the kids i used to go to shows with back in the day) back together again.
have you ever just gone outside and screamed at the...
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weekend was kinda calm. not much going on.
played rugby friday, in the mud. that was fun.
went out with some freinds to " goth night" at a local club. 'twas interesting. pittsburgh doesn't have many real " goth" types. it's pretty much a few punks, and a bunch of mallrat marilyn manson wannabe's. it's just so fun to go and play " fashion police"....
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played rugby again last night. it was muddy as fuck. could hardly tell who's team was who's. we one 14 -10. fuckers were playing dirty though, bulldogging and lacing the sides of your head after the tackle. i think i might just start playing every week. i was just a fill in till some of my boys healed up, but it seems like a great...
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i quite enjoy going out by myself sometimes.i can go anywhere i want, do anything i please, and not worry if someone else is gonna want to do the same.
last night i went to eighties night, got there late after sitting in PA's famous construction traffic for an hour, drank some danced some, went to a couple bars i've never been to, then got...
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ok, so i didn't go out as planned last evening, so i'm gonna make up for it tonight. my boy jay is driving my big ass to eighties night at the upstage, and i'm getting boogered. i'll have a shot for each and every one of ya! drink specials start at 10, e t a 945, beat the cover, get the cheap drinks.
see yinz...
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it's raining like a motherfucker. i wanna go drink tonight, who's in?

LIFE, it's sexually transmitted, and always fatal....

ok, i'm in a slightly better mood today. it was sunny when i woke up, so that helped.
...and like Cash said, hate is the easy way to deal with things. it shows weakness, ignorance, and fear. qualities wich i don't want to represent me.
well, on to better things.....

ther are some emotions that i wish i didn't feel, and they seem to be the ones that overwhelm me the most. i try to restist them, but it only makes it feel worse. i don't want to be a hatefull person, but i don't think i can stop it anymore.......it's almost comforting feeling this way.........