I rejoined after about nine months away. From my other blog entries you can see how disillusioned I had gotten. I'm gonna rummage around some more, but I see that no one has commented. I remain invisible. I may just hang out for 30 days and go. It seems that much of what was good about SG is gone now, and I'm just...
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desperado54:
I'm looking at some of my last entries before I left several months ago, and it appears that I was ready to call it quits for this life on earth.  As I recall, that was how I felt. I wonder if it was in part due to the shitty comments I attracted from certain members of this site. I think it was.
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Since I spend much of my life in my own head, and much of that time is spent in masturbatory fantasy, I"m trying to become more aware of the content of my fantasies -- I've spent the last day with a fantasy flashing in my mind, one that is wonderfully erotic but completely....well, I don't know. In my mind I'm watching...
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desperado54:
I have received a second bloody nose for my use of language on this site. In the thread titled, "Bent Over" in the group "Sex Talk" I made a comment that freaked out about four people.  A member wrote me a message that was very helpful in clarifying that I was writing in a way that indulged my sexual fantasies but seem couched in ordinary comment.  One member said that it was the creepiest entry he had ever seen in his nine years as a member. Pretty creepy, then. So, here I am, on a site that displays images of beautiful women in lingerie or naked, in sexually provocative poses, but sexual language must be limited and very circumspect, if used at all.  What I am learning is that this site is NOT a site for indulging my sex fantasies by writing sexually explicit discourse, and it is NOT a site for free speech if the speech is smutty and creepy. It's like a strip club: the women are naked, the men clothed, and the men may NOT touch to women even when the women can touch the men.  Only in this case, the limits have to do with words, not touching.  Lesson learned.
desperado54:
These self-indulgent meanderings of mine are beginning to bore even me. No wonder some members are happy to see me go. Some of this is so pathetic that it's embarrassing to read.  Put me in a burlap bag and beat on it with a two by four until I'm dead. That'll teach me a lesson.