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I rejoined after over a year away, then before that about nine months away. From my other blog entries you can see how disillusioned I had gotten. I'm gonna rummage around some more, but I see that no one has commented. I remain invisible. I may just hang out for 30 days and go. It seems that much of what was good about SG...
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desperado54:
Dear QuietPunkRiot, I'm sorry that I didn't respond to your note. I was gone for quite a while living overseas in a country that did not allow access to sites like this (punishment would have been jail and torture I think!). Anyway, I decided to leave for three reasons: 1) it just isn't the way it was long ago; features were removed, some SuicideGirls jumped ship,etc. ; 2) a couple of trolls (I think that's what you call them), decided to make my life hell by posting harrassing comments about me; and finally 3) I was getting so, well, lonely and horny that it was becoming unhealthy for me to spend any time on the site. Anyway, there you go. I wonder if you're still around.
desperado54:
I quit. Then I come back. Then I quit again. SG's days are numbered, I know. But I may go down with the ship. All that I write here will eventually be taken down or disappear from access, stored on some file server in underground Kansas and excavated in about 100 years by data archaeologists. If.When they read what I've written, I wonder what they'll conclude. WIll they consider my thoughts the meanderings and bourbourigms of some creapy guy who can't get laid anymore, or will they conclude that I am like most men in early years of the new millenium: a passionate soul wandering around in a spiritually dry land seeking something genuine but finding that this is all there is left of female beauty, that women in the so-called "real" world are taken up on findinhg work, rasing children without a father and generally feeling as forlorn as men. We have become skilled at SnapChat, Fecebook and Instagram, but only a few survivors are able to sit down, face-to-face and have an honest, intimate convrersation over coffee.
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What is sick, and what is healthy? Since I spend much of my life in my own head, and much of that time is spent in masturbatory fantasy, I"m trying to become more aware of the content of my fantasies -- I've spent too much time in a fantasy flashing in my mind, one that is wonderfully erotic but completely....well, I don't...
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desperado54:
I came home today in the mood for some serious jungle fucking.  You know: the kind that involves a lot of dirty talk, screaming and grunting, and it gets both of  you sweaty, muddy and a little cut up in a few places.  But in the end, you both fall back exhausted with smiles on your faces, some torn clothing and a pulled muscle or two.
desperado54:
When I start scrolling through several sets of hot SG chicks and Hopefuls, and I realize that I'm spending more effort noticing the lighting, composition, makeup, exposure time and other technical matters and I'm NOT getting all worked up about how hot she looks...well, I know it's time for me to move on an come back another time...when I'm more interested in the reason that she posed in the first place, which I hope is simply to get me hard. It is, isn't it? Right?