Resistance is Futile
Back in town for a very brief interlude before heading down to Houston again for some mental health conference and then to Florida on Thursday afternoon. Should be there through the 13th of August and perhaps longer depending on my state of mind.
Houston was...wonderful. I had a blast. Being the anti-social recluse I've been as of late had cast an anxiety...
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Back in town for a very brief interlude before heading down to Houston again for some mental health conference and then to Florida on Thursday afternoon. Should be there through the 13th of August and perhaps longer depending on my state of mind.
Houston was...wonderful. I had a blast. Being the anti-social recluse I've been as of late had cast an anxiety...
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variety:
I totally understand about not giving up on love. Yes, I also feel that if I've not truly loved someone, what good has my life been? My only problem now is that the someone I'm in love with doesn't feel the same for me.
guitargeek:
Stay in touch.
Monday Monday Monday
I'm going to Houston, bitatches. I love to drive. In fact, if I could make a living driving, I would. So I'm headed down there tomorrow and I'm damn excited about it. I will not be around to harass you bastards, and I'll miss ya, especially FraktalPaul, because damn, you're sooo fun to harass, and you hook me up with the...
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I'm going to Houston, bitatches. I love to drive. In fact, if I could make a living driving, I would. So I'm headed down there tomorrow and I'm damn excited about it. I will not be around to harass you bastards, and I'll miss ya, especially FraktalPaul, because damn, you're sooo fun to harass, and you hook me up with the...
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skurvash:
Aww I hope you find your dog hon, he looks so cute! My cat runs outside sometimes, I don't know what I'd do if I ever lost him, so I can relate!
minceir:
I'm not a bitches 
, I'm a Prick, I think 
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how was d journey and when are ya comin back.
, I'm a Prick, I think .
how was d journey and when are ya comin back.
Shoot me in the face, I broke my best friend's heart
And it sucks. I love this man like I love my mother, and yet somehow I am capable of hurting him about as much as I've ever hurt anyone.
How you ask? I cannot be with him in a romantic sense. I will not move in, I will not date him. Why? Well, for...
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And it sucks. I love this man like I love my mother, and yet somehow I am capable of hurting him about as much as I've ever hurt anyone.
How you ask? I cannot be with him in a romantic sense. I will not move in, I will not date him. Why? Well, for...
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nox:
No worries about the show. Take care of yourself.
I've been asleep since 4 pm yesterday and fully intend on sleeping my way through the next few days...with the help of prescription drugs of course. My fear is I've already become tolerant of Ambien, seeing as I awoke at 3am and took 2 more...so far nothing.
I suppose I finally snapped in a certain regard. This past month has been thoroughly disappointing in so...
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I suppose I finally snapped in a certain regard. This past month has been thoroughly disappointing in so...
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guitar_wolf:
I wish you sweet dreams and restful sleep if possible. You don't sound crazy to me, but you have a lot of things (GRIEF) to deal with. Dropping out of reality fer a bit sounds like a good idea, at least let your body rest so it can better help your brain cope with everything.
arlan:
I lost my dad when I was 19, it turned out to be one of the most trying experiences of my life, I won't lie to you. However, you will learn to get on with your life, but in a new way... Take your time, if you're a bit of a loose cannon for awhile that's perfectly understandable. Give yourself space to let it out. If you need to talk you know how to find me 
Spent the last 3 days drawing for almost 12 hours each day and even managed to get in an hour of night swimming 2 days in a row. Broke my diet, or rather shattered it. Seems I'm just not cut out to be a carnivore. I kept envisioning my dogs every time I bit into a hunk of meat, and I decided eating critters isn't...
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alyk:
Yeah, she was a moron, but she always paid for everything, so you know...
Whenever I see a muffin top in public, I want to run over to them and grab it while screaming "wheee!" I have no idea where that urge comes from, but it scares me...
Whenever I see a muffin top in public, I want to run over to them and grab it while screaming "wheee!" I have no idea where that urge comes from, but it scares me...
cmaxwell:
that's not what I'd do to you "good girl" style.
don't worry about turning into that==no way.
don't worry about turning into that==no way.
Jebus christ...just got home from work, hehe. And might I say, BlueValentine and her baked goods rawk some serious ass. Could there be a better boss? No, I think not. Could there be a better cheesecake? HELL NO!
As if it wasn't bad enough I was late (by three fucking hours), I kept getting phone calls. Apparently, she is such a badass that she didn't...
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As if it wasn't bad enough I was late (by three fucking hours), I kept getting phone calls. Apparently, she is such a badass that she didn't...
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rsrodz:
hey, i see you're online, how's it going? is there anyway to set up a chat window?
shawn_:
I saw you camera and just wanted to say hi.
So what's a gal to do when bored with insomnia? Play around with Adobe Illustrator and some crappy pics of course. Honestly, I know shit about computers, and even less about illustrator, but it is damn fun to fuck around with. I should be sleeping because tomorrow is a big day of cleaning and cooking with BlueValentine...but of course what I should do and what...
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fraktalpaul:
ooooohhhh you evil minx. not playing fair. not at all.
sonofabeach:
Your new pics make me laugh, the end. 
I am slanty eyed this morning er, afternoon. I went back to sleep after writing last time for another many hours. I seem to sleep an excessive amount after I stay up for so long. I think I've hit 30+ hours of sleep at this point. I can finally think straight, well, semi-straight anyhow. I was going to go swimming, but putting a bathing suit...
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juno106:
whats so traumatic about a bathing suit?
sandman3030:
My bags are packed, when do i leave.
Just awoke from approx 20 hours sleep, fragmented sleep, but feeling much better. This past week has been toilsome and profoundly depressing yet highly irritating. I'm starting to wonder if SSRI's might not be a swell idea for a brief period. My initial thoughts after my father died were that I should be feeling massive amounts of anguish, but almost a month later I think...
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fraktalpaul:
Is your email link through SG working? It keeps giving me the rejection notice and you *know* how I take rejection.
This morning's cup of blueberry tea brought about some very unsatisfactory nostalgia. Perhaps that is too dismissive a term, as it sent me catapulting into torrents of sorrow heavily laced with shame.
Over a decade has passed and yet I still remember with astonishing and nauseating clarity the events I strive so hard to deny.
This method of self torture or masochism if you will...
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Over a decade has passed and yet I still remember with astonishing and nauseating clarity the events I strive so hard to deny.
This method of self torture or masochism if you will...
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noctambulist:
Journal now updated, Your Grace. Hope it was worth the wait.
In other news, Ericdravyn just took lead in the SG Pseudo-Intellectual of the Year competition. Sweet mother of God. That has to be the most forced, nonsensical Art of War drop I've seen in quite some time, and unfortunately I see quite a few. I think maybe the extraneous graphic is what really sets it apart from other equally-tortured applications I've seen.
For the last time, people: If you simply -must- impress us with your passing knowledge of Daoist canon, please reference "Tao Te Ching," not the "Art of War." Its scope is much wider and thus almost certainly more applicable to whatever it is you're talking about. It's also much more oblique, which is actually a good thing; it means that when you try to force Lao Tzu randomly into a conversation, there's a chance it might work by sheer accident.
Please stop raping the Art of War. Leave it alone, gah!
In other news, Ericdravyn just took lead in the SG Pseudo-Intellectual of the Year competition. Sweet mother of God. That has to be the most forced, nonsensical Art of War drop I've seen in quite some time, and unfortunately I see quite a few. I think maybe the extraneous graphic is what really sets it apart from other equally-tortured applications I've seen.
For the last time, people: If you simply -must- impress us with your passing knowledge of Daoist canon, please reference "Tao Te Ching," not the "Art of War." Its scope is much wider and thus almost certainly more applicable to whatever it is you're talking about. It's also much more oblique, which is actually a good thing; it means that when you try to force Lao Tzu randomly into a conversation, there's a chance it might work by sheer accident.
Please stop raping the Art of War. Leave it alone, gah!
heterochromia:
How are you doing, hon? 