deathofadream

Band: Twiztid
Song: Afraid Of Me


I'm so
Hidden and you're never gonna see
I'm cold
Forgiven all because of my beliefs
I'm no
Body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me

[Monoxide Child]
Now you can try to sedate me, assassinate or just hate me
But there's nothing that you can do to me lately
Now...
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I never really lived my life in fear until a couple days ago. Always watchin my back just incase a car decides to roll up on me and shoot me up. Or a buncha kids decide to jump me all because of my cousin. I love him to death, but he needs to learn how to not be an idiot.

Here's the story.

Couple of...
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I'll give $50 to the next person to add me as their friend

Band: Cold
Song: A Different Kind Of Pain


Before i let you go
Give me just one more night to show you
Just how i feel
I lost all my control
If it takes my whole damnned life i'll
Make this up to you

Im kinda like the waves that roll their whole life
Towards somewhere crashing it on the shore
Thats blown in by...
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::Update::

I needa new life, I need new friends, and i definately need a new tattoo.

::Looks Around aimlessly::

Whos willing to sell me those three items?

I wanna get my lip pierced too. Im also in need of a new piercing. My nipple piercing is already 5 years old I got it when i was 16 so yea, i need a new piercings. Me...
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Helllloooo. Work sucked yesterday. We cut 11 lawns. It was so damn humid out. Anywho last night i went to my friend brendas house and chilled with her. Her bf stopped by with my friend dave and they were trippin their balls off it was frikin hilarious. I also ended up getting a perk and i thought itd help my knuckles but it did jack...
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Hello....

Nobody. Cuz no one looks at my page. Anywho, work wasnt that bad today. All we did was cut lawns. But holding a weedwacker for at least an hour or more each lawn can get tiring. We cut 7 or 8 lawns today. Hopefully we can finish the rest by tomorrow b4 the rain comes in. Cuz i definately dont wanna work saturday thats...
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Whut i dont understand is how people that dont have jobs can go on a roadtrip to florida for god knows how long, or can take a roadtrip to washington state to visit their sister, but i cant go anywhere cuz i work and make a lowsy $200 a week, in actuallity its only $100 cuz i give my mom half. I dont get it....
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::Update::

I have no friends

:::Looks around:::

Work sucked today. We planted 6 trees in someones yard. Alot of fuckin work lemme tell ya. Then we had to detatch the damn dirt part of the yard and spread loam(filtered dirt, no rocks) Plus i had to shovel all the damn bad dirt and whutnot into a wheelbarrel and then shovel that up into the damn truck. My wrists are shot. Theyre killin...
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While i was workin today, i had this song stuck in my head all day.

this drowning sorrow is shaking me
more than it ever has before
the road signs reading bitter end
leave me suspect of a crime

the city air chokes me today
more than it ever has before
i'm nervous to feel deserved
by these street signs anymore

are you
going to...
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So yesterday i became a virgin SG memeber thanks to my cuz. Before that i went to the mall to buy a couple things. I ended up buying 3 shirts a pair of pants and 2 cds. One is a HIM shirt(It has a razorblade and under it dripping blood into the heartagram logo) Another is a white pinstripe long sleeved shirt that has a...
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