Today I woke up with quite a bit of effort as my bed is so awsome i didnt even want to wake up but i had to go to work...So after waking up and lounging for some time I slowly gathered everything for work and made my way on the highway. I first debated buy Monster energy drink as i always do or no....after some...
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I went to work heard about a party offering free beer and and a chance to see half naked women..sounds good..but I said i dont know man..maybe ..I just dont know...Then at work I noticed several things...the style...I see a lot of people dressing in the latest style....well this is say since November...the first time i seen this I thought what the fuck..man that lady...
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I went to work again second work out of the 8x8. nothing else exciting...
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beckyjane:
Thanks.
today I woke up despite not wanting to ...After several hours of doing nothing I finally got moving and paid some bills at the mall. I came across a guy calling himself "JHOOD" who works at sprint and he said "he would hook up a player like me with a good phone deal" Also the phone model he wanted to sell me was especially good...
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affy:
thanks! And Im In Chicago currently for a few weeks before Im gone forever!
(well, i could never be gone forever.)
(well, i could never be gone forever.)
I woke up Early today..and I tell you since I got my new bed my life has consisted mainly of sleeping and only waking up for 8 hours to work to rush home in hopes that I would be able to wake up early the next day to accomplish something..no it doesnt happen though cause my bed is too dam comfortable or something...I just have...
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luciefurr:
your comment in my journal made no sense to me at all
sarahphina:
never heard of blend but sounds like fun 
yah my fantasys are boring but fuck they work well for me haha
yahhhhh.
yah my fantasys are boring but fuck they work well for me haha
yahhhhh.
So i took the train today because iam trying to save some green...and they had this protest for the mexican immigrants going on...I had thoght about protest and strikes and things of that nature and mostly my thought about them was ...dont I have something more constructive to do...well unless there was some hot half naked women involved then of course i would hold up...
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daisy:
You're a feisty one, aren't you?? I know never to cross you then. 
Ok Its true a famous person actually told three groupies to meet him somewhere and they met with him...I would say one was hot and one looked like ..I cannot fucking beleave it ..but true Repaul...or a Jerry Springer reject that comes on the show to tell his boyfriend of 6 months that hes not a woman but a man! So the next day I...
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beckyjane:
Of course they are mine.
Today I went to work and because of events going on about the day it made me think...hmm...Ok say you were super famous..(which i dont desire by the way) would you want to be with groupies? I would say no
I had a rediscovery recently...after i spent some time looking on ebay and I know that i love most things cheesey...in fact iam kinda cheesey sometimes but I like that so its ok..so being that I like cheesey I decided to give rebirth to my old long lost habit of wearing t-shirts they say various odd ball things...so I have a ton of shirts that...
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Today I woke up expecting sunny skies and hot weather because we had that for like 4 days so in my mind I was like cool were there...but no...I woke up and went outside and it was cold, rainy, windy and dark...I went to work the whole way wishing i was still in bed asleep...and I went through the whole day wishing i was at...
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I learned a valuable lesson the other day. I mean its actually commone sense i should have known but...NO not ME! I had this waterbed (can you beleave it a waterbed in 2006..Yeah i mean it was old school from like the "back to the future movie era" Great movie by the way..(Micheal J. fox is awsome) Anyway honestly I loved the bed it was...
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Today I went to work...and since I missed my last Karate class due to (pure lazyness and not wanting to drive 62 miles to get there I didnt go) I decided even Though my regular class was in the daytime I would go at night as the school has various techers teaching the same thing...I went at night and there was a previous class the...
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rys:
62 miles? Couldn't you just like jog there for fitness and crawl home instead?
anywhooo
yah i need to be selfish and concentrate on me for once. sometimes i have a hard time doing that.
Many people have told me many things, I respect everyones view point. You're not the first to have commented - many people have said something similar in the past.
Gia is one of my favourite movies - because it moves me enough to make me cry. Did it glamourise anything for me? Yes it did. It glamourised being a happy, normal, hard working girl. It certainly did not inspire me to model or take drugs. Truth be known I only saw that movie for the first time before Christmas last year,
I have never read the book "Go ask Alice" .. I have never even heard of it but now I am curious and will be hunting it down on Amazon - so Thank you.
I don't consider myself to be complex or something the world will not understand. I'm just a girl who is out there living her life a certain way. A million others have done it all before me.
Most of what is written in my journal is from my novel that I am writing. It is part autobiographical. So please don't get offended in any way by what you read.
I do take drugs, I "experiment". I am by no means high all the time. I am not addicted, really. If you knew me you would see that other than alcohol I am an extremely healthy, functioning person.
I choose to take drugs every so often for my own personal reasons. Generally I like to think I have a good head on my shoulders.
I thank you for your concern, sincerely.
Ragdoll
xoxoxox