dave_h

so yeah, you guys must have been sending a whole lot of positive vibes my way.

I have some good news.

but

yes, folks, I have in fact been officially fired for sexual harassment and misuse of company property.

and I have all of my final paychecks, including my unused vacation pay...

and this is the good news:

I have signifigantly more money than I...
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THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SUPPORT.

If you still don't know, it is all explained in my previous entry.

It would be stupid to dwell on it too much until after the execution, ... er.. . uh ... I mean 'meeting' with my general manager today.

I might temporarily go anonymous this afternoon in case for some reason she wants to look at the site...
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I am under investigation at my work for sexual harassment for looking at SG on the computer at the hostess desk there.

Almost everyone at work knows about it and is cool with the site. I talk about it fairly openly.

Someone made a formal complaint to my boss that I had shown her pornographic images. very likely it was a person who I always...
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numb










this is literally the worst thing that has ever happened to me in my whole life.

I'll explain it in a little while.

[staff: please don't change the name back. I know I change it too much but this is not a joke. it is essential that I'm not found here.]

now I go to work.

bleh.

its ok I need some money cus I spent it all.

but still...

blah.

and thanks to everyone who came to my house last night. It was so awesome. sorry I left the club so early.
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so I got no plans for today after about 4. anybody wanna hang out?
I wanna do something that costs little money....
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I really wanted to dance tonight.

I wish I had.

I left too early.

fuck that.

my muse

is bordom



in other words, I play my mandolin most and best when I have nothing else to do. which is why I shouldn't feel guilty about sitting around the house all day doing nothing. really, this is my job: to sit around waiting for inspiration to strike while I practise old stuff.

I love my life.



I also love playing in the...
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boo.

no road trip today.

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so now what am I gonna do with my day? I got 8 hours till I meet up with some of the other kids to get the drink on.
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so now its only 5 hours till the kids come over. I really do want to actually do something with my day. but what? so far I've just been...
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So much I could write about today

but all I can think about is that stare.

I know you did it on purpose.

just staring and talking so quietly I had to lean in to hear you.

do you know that I fucked up 8 orders tonight because I was so distracted by you?


STOP LOOKING AT ME



no don't ever stop.

so there's this band I'm totally into. they are so fun and have some of the catchiest songs ever. soooooooo good.

anyways, they've been out for a while but I only have one of their cds. uhm they're called the Beach Boys. anyone ever heard of them? from LA I think.

they like surfing. and hot-rods, and they are also true to their school.

"catch...
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I think I am taking a road trip tommorrow (just for the afternoon).


where should we go? I'm thinking north to marin.

I wanna see some trees.


[by the way my cell phone got cut off--see my 'into' box to see how you can call me at home]

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I just noticed that butterfly is grey. my first freind to leave the site. I...
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I made some money tonight.

but I'm still poor.

my cell phone has been disconected. if you want to call me dial (415) 956-same as the last four digits as the cell number.

I'm very drunk right now.

I just feel like the last few days have been the lowest I've ever felt. I've never felt so out of touch with my emotions. there is...
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