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The dinner w/ the_cowboy went well. I enjoyed it, despite all the crying (mostly me). I didn't take him back because I have no idea where he needs to start to repair my damaged trust, or if I am even willing to spend time waiting for him to do so.

I got new clothes at the Banana Republic outlet store yesterday. Everything I bought was...
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ta2dmom:
Oh but the thing is, punching people also makes me happy, so I can be happy for the Cake and Rage tour! wink (it's actually really bizarre to me to feel as relieved as I do right now, it's been a long time) Things are still crazy, but I feel like I can tackle them now head on and I have a feeling of "I can do this".

Good luck with the house, I hope it's worth the long drive. And I'm glad you were able to have a good dinner and get some issues out with the ex. I know how that can be. Hurt gets in the way of logic sometimes and it's good to get to a point where you can just "be" again.

Kiss your face right back! (with a lion? lol)
otoki:
Haha. Thanks.

I'm glad to hear that the dinner went well, and that you're not making a bad decision.
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My computer sucks balls. Had a new post here, but it got deleted when I tried to post. Is the site slow tonight, too? Whatever it is, it's irritating me.

I managed to resist the temptation for the booty call. I think it was the right choice, even though I still want sex. Guess it will teach me patience or some shit.

I hate the...
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Am I insane? I agreed to go for dinner with the_cowboy this week. I guess we'll see if he shows up.

Still having the weirdness with my sense of smell.

I wish my favorite dry cleaners had a more convenient location. It was fine before, but I really need to drop some stuff off & I'm having trouble finding the time.

My feet hurt still....
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boxofficepoison:
Thanks.
I'm in CA next month, we should get a drink or something.
mistersatan:
Oh no, I'm fine. It's everyone else who's lost their shit. This is more of a pre-emptive strike, really. wink
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I'm exhausted. my feet hurt, and I haven't slept well. I think it's making me crazy because I swear my sense of smell is really heightened lately. Normally, I find the scent of the yest in our bread factory comforting, but for some reason it reminded me of vomit last night. Not a good way to end the shift.

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sick:
Or a parasite. Your heightened sense of smell isn't caused by a parasite, is it?
classy_:
ooooh thats an interesting dream.

and i want cheap nummy ethnic food. gimme.

i dont want things that smell like vomit anywhere near me.

when are you free next?
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I am eating caprese salad with local mozzarella, heirloom tomatoes, and basil from my backyard.

I have no backbone, so I saw theBoy the other day, but only for a moment. He asked if we could sit down & talk at some point. I agreed because he was too drunk to converse with then.

I wish I had more work clothes, but don't want to...
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lemonkid:
That salad sounds so good. I'm so craving Western food. lol
munke:
No, but I'm going stir crazy and have to get outta this place...
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It's like he has radar. I've been lonely & feeling sorry for myself since breaking it off w/ theBoy, but have avoided calling or texting. Yesterday evening I went out on a date, and today he texts me out of nowhere just to chitchat. WTF?!? I'm not falling for him again.

I should be in my car right now driving for more househunting. Wish me...
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shawndaddy:
I'm not supposed to tell you this, but we actually do have radar. wink
Good luck with the house hunt <3
breezey:
Good luck with the house hunting! I'm going to give you one piece of advice though, AVOID PLASTER WALLS. Biggest. Pain. EVER.
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I am tremendously grateful to the men and women who serve our country every day. Even more grateful to those who Lincoln said "gave the last full measure of devotion". Amazed and honored to live free in this country.

We are exceptionally lucky to be protected by such people.
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charlielove:
unban me from go? kiss
eugene:
I think/hope I forgot my jacket in your car... Bummer.
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Still drunk from prom. Wicked glad I went- old friends, new friends, and loads of fun. smile Join us for brunch. Check the Prom group

I can't post in groups because the latest version of the site hates my laptop.
digitaldavid:
I wanted to meet you last night - I tried to look for you, but couldn't find you frown
melladoree:
sorry we missed you at brunch! We woke up at 1130 and did not get out of the hotel till around 3pm! We might have partied a little last night!
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There are some serious hotties on this site. And I'm not only talking about the models.
Prom '09, FTW! love
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breezey:
I'm still in LA, boo!
luciefurr:
Someday I will make it to prom, maybe.
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Some of you people are effing awesome. This afternoon I had a lovely phone conversation that perked me right back up.

My shift @ work with all the VIPs was supposed to be crazy, but it went exceptionally well.

I'm going to be just fine. smile
thora:
Hope to see you at Prom!
ta2dmom:
Good! I'm glad to know you're going to be just fine. I knew it all along by the way!
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Why do I date such lame guys? Last night I went out with a girlfriend to dinner, and afterwards wound up in the town my ex lives in. We've hung out a few times recently, and he's a friend, but I'm pretty sure we could never be partners again. (We dated a decade ago). However, he's been all over me lately trying to get me...
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luciefurr:
That is so lame, Drunky Mc Doucherson deserved to go home and end up alone. Though he was right about one thing, you are the hotness.
munke:
Hey, careful what you ask for.
I'm wicked tired of San Diego, didn't you know?



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Random blog:

I didn't make it to Napa yesterday. Too hot. Instead I hung out at home, wished for air conditioning, and barbecued really fattening food.

I think the house in Sonoma is a scam to get my personal info, not a real place. Sucky. I was really hoping for better.

French toast would be nice.

My bangs won't behave themselves. I need to wash...
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demonesskage:
I've got an errand to run in Sacramento tomorrow afternoon, but I should be home around 7:30 or so. Give me a call, we don't have any plans, other than to obsessively rearrange our new apartment.
lemonkid:
Yay! Thanks.