I'm here at my Aunt Dody's house for the weekend and well it's really kinda hard to be here. I haven't been here sense the funeral on Oct 14th. No matter where i go in this house she seems to be there and well having the urn in the dinning room makes it even harder. Just knowing that shes in there somewhere and not alive...
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Not to much new going on in my life as of now. I have to take my mom to the Airport tomorrow so she can go have Thanksgiving with the family. Matt my brother is pretty upset that I am not going, but he'll get over it.
This weekend I get to go spend it at my Aunts house, which by the way is going...
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huntersmencken:
I wish. Tragically white and blindingly pale, but with an appreciation of great dance music. You should take him up on his offer and learn Punjabi! And get him to teach you the dance moves, too.
huntersmencken:
Cool! I got a DVD to learn the dance moves, but your wedding lessons are much better. Sure, I'd like to see those pics. Post 'em in your pics section?
I had a very interesting day!
First off I'm still pretty sick and getting sick of having to stay home.
Well so heres what happened to me today that caused me to smoke!!
My mom came in my room while I was taking a nap and woke me up with some horrible news. She told me that my 3 youngest neices and nephew (Lilly 4,...
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First off I'm still pretty sick and getting sick of having to stay home.
Well so heres what happened to me today that caused me to smoke!!
My mom came in my room while I was taking a nap and woke me up with some horrible news. She told me that my 3 youngest neices and nephew (Lilly 4,...
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teyjatt:
yeah but its a copy of a similar picture i just changed i t a tiny bit thanks for the add love teyj
teyjatt:
i was browsin your pics and noticed the meatwad beanie aqua teen hunger force is like one of my fav shows where did you get it i must have one 
So i got alot of stuff off my chest with some people this morning!!!! that made me feel good. then i got a really bad migrane and took a nap next thing i new i was on the way to the hosptial. fun stuff huh?? well again i have a mild case of sinusitis and a really bad ear infection in both ears. LAME!!!!! i...
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waterfordman:
I hope you are getting through the weekend ok. It gets easier after your first weekend
waterfordman:
Sleep is good
Im logging off soon in the hope I get a decent 8 hours
Im logging off soon in the hope I get a decent 8 hours
Ok so i got my account back, as u all know!!!!!!! and well i am happy about that. i thank you to the ones u accept my friendship again , and to those that requested me again
well as for me being gone for the last week, i am gonna say only this "i dont really want to travel alone anymore"!!!!!!!!!!! i did miss all...
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well as for me being gone for the last week, i am gonna say only this "i dont really want to travel alone anymore"!!!!!!!!!!! i did miss all...
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nexttuesday:
ima beat you
waterfordman:
Quitting smoking will be the hardest thing you have done, hope you can do it.
Going out in smoker's company is the worst time.
Going out in smoker's company is the worst time.
daleyy:
yeppers
daleyy:
yep
Ok so i am back to myself again and i am tryin to get the friends back on that i can but i did not get to you please help me out adn request me i would ever so love it thankx
so the person who hack me was CrimsonTide dont now why she decided to hack me but it really pisses me off cause...
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so the person who hack me was CrimsonTide dont now why she decided to hack me but it really pisses me off cause...
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lemanstherogue:
glad to have you back, girlie 
Ima cut the bitch
Ima cut the bitch
classy_:
omg you watch nip/tuck??? can i have your babies??
lol i loveee you.
lol i loveee you.
daleyy:
hmm
401forbidden:
What are some of the stories behind your tats...?
daleyy:
and more me
My parents just bought me a car, I don't know what to think...
I'm here at my Aunt Dody's house for the weekend. It's really kinda hard to be here. I haven't been here since the funeral on Oct. 14th. No matter where I go in this house she seems to be there and, well, having the urn in the dinning room makes it even harder. Just knowing that shes in there somewhere and not alive is hard enough.
We talked to each other for a long time yesterday and got a lot of things that we were confused about out in the open and finally fixed them! That was awesome! I am so happy to have him back in my life.
I brought my nephew here with me this weekend cause I didn't want to be alone, he's been such a great help with how sad I have been. I love this kid so freaking much!
On a happier note I got to talk to a friend yesterday that I haven't talked to in over nine months. I'm talking about my friend Ryan who is in the Marines. Hes been in the Iraq area for a while now and, well, every time he has tried to call me I wasn't able to get my phone.
I am going to say that I am sorry for how weird I have been lately. I have had a lot on my mind. I am trying to figure out a lot of things at the moment and I hope it does not take to much longer. So I ask that while I am like this to just bare with me I'll be back in no time I promise.
I know I'm a little late on this but I hope all of you had a great Thanksgiving! Mine wasn't the best but hey, you can't always have a good holidays right? :p
I think that I'm going to leave you with this and be done for the day.
Take care all of you
Love you all a lot
I dunno dude. I highly doubt that she's in the house. Although I think that pretty much all religions are a crock of shit and think that it's ridiculous to think that ghosts do exist, let's assume for a moment that I don't. When I die, if I'm some ghost that can zoom about there's no way in hell that I'd hang out in the same damn house that I lived in for I don't even know how long. Hell no, I could be anywhere in the universe, the last place I'd wanna be is somewhere that I was stuck at for the time my body was alive. Fuck no, I'd be like in Bermuda, in Bejing, in Rome, in Paris, or wherever. Most likely some strip club some where. Or cruisin around the universe looking for other planets. No way in HELL would I be hangin out with all the people I just spent the last 30 years of my life with. They had their chance and now it'd be time for me to go gather `boutin' around the universe. I'm sure that's what she'd be thinking as well. I wouldn't worry about her being in the house there.