destro

found it.
it was my mind for a few short hours.
oh well, time to start planning next years halloween party, so i get everything done in time this year, less any flooding due to a hurricane or anything.

something's missing...
i need to find out what it is, it's bugging me.
i just have this feeking i've forgot or lost something.

this makes me happy...
the headcuttin duel scene from "Crossroads" is now on CD.

and if you haven't seen "the Woodsman" yet, go buy it. may be the best movie i've ever seen Kevin Bacon in,

nothing new.
the wedding sucked, i hate my family.
i so wanted to be somewhere else with a different family of sorts.

that's all for now, i need sleep.

remembers to always ask before sticking something through another person's streatched ears.

.....and my bad luck continues.
i should change my name to Murphy.

off to see Revenge of the Sith tonight, like any good fanboy should.
this better be better than the last two.

bad luck isn't supposed to happen till friday the 13th , right? then what the fuck is happening to me today?
on the way to the airport, my truck overheats. in like 2 minutes, it goes from normal operating temp, to spiked on the gauge. blowing antifreeze out of the side of the block through what looks like a softplug. fuckers.
so i call moms...
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one more fuckin day, and i'm out for the week.
i hope thios weekend is as much fun as expected. seeing old aquaintances, a few good freinds, making new freinds, and sharing a "few" drinks in a city i've never had the pleasure of visiting before.

just two more days!!!!!!1

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you talk to me a lot?
5. Am I fun to talk to?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What...
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The beginning of sorrow has come.
You cannot build but can destroy with what is left on earth.
Damage, now permanent, is yet enhanced day by day by unstoppable =
greed.
You are never truly happy unless one suffers more than yourself.
The choice is none, you will live in a world where you must fight a =
battle.
Some weaker, some stronger, in termination...
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i never thought this could be me
i guess you never do until it's happening to you
like all the fun turns into shame
and all the "could have beens" rearrange
so little time so many crimes guilt like a chain chokes my will away
redemption never seemed so cruel
and all my gods never seemed so weak
wake up engage now derailed and enraged...
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